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I could have written that myself, Oliver. How else might you be able to find some relief?
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Oliver ,I too could have written that :/
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I'm going to cut. I'm just worried that i'll go too deep because I won't be able to get medical attention at this time of night.
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*Hugs Lindsay* Please take care hun
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Voices are really loud , but i only took my meds a minute ago.
Going to listen to music with my headphones loud try and drown them out there being graphic makes me want to cut :( |
*waves to angel*
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*hugs Lindsay* please be careful.
*hugs Mark* how are you doing? *waves to Angel* I hope the voices go soon, I know its horrible when they are loud. |
*night time hugs my wardies*
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night Mark *hugs*
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*hugs Ian*
*hugs Anna* *hugs Mark* *hugs Lindsay* *hugs Mara* *hugs Oliver* *hugs Crimson* *hugs Angel21* how are you all? I'm much better today, probably because I just won a knights tournament :D |
*hugs Laura* I'm glad your doing better today. whats a knight tournament?
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it's with horses and you ride with a sword and with a lance and stuff.
like in the movies. I might find a pic of me from 3 weeks ago. |
ooooo that sounds very cool, I like a lot cos they used to do that in the Tudor times and I love the Tudor period of history and a pic would be very cool.
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that is a pic from 3 years ago. cant find any more recent pics. And I love medieval times fairs and to wear clothes like they did and sleep in a tent and cook on fire and all that stuff. It's fun and I met a lot of fun people. |
cool picture Laura. I'm jealous of you getting to do that, I want to do it.
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I'm really happy i have been talking to someone for quite a while and we are getting on really well. I'v just not said about it on here before. We are planning to meet up soon.
*hugs Anna* *hugs Mark* *hugs Lindsay* *hugs Mara* *hugs Oliver* *hugs Crimson* *hugs Angel21* |
*hugs Ian* that sounds good :)
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*hugs Oliver* I wish I could get you here to try it.
*hugs Ian* sounds good. |
I'v been to scared to say anything until now. It is a guy to.
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*hides*
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I feel unwanted
*Sits with Oliver* *Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry your struggling, im here if you want to talk. |
*hugs Ian* your wanted here in the ward.
thank you. I feel calm, but I know its cos I can OD tomorrow and I cant wait for it to happen. |
Oh no please dont Oliver :( it will only make things worse, its not worth it.
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I need a break from the mental pain, I need to feel some physical illness, and the urge is too strong. I'm sorry
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*cuddles Oliver and Ian*
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*hugs Crimson* how are you?
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*hugs Oliver* Trying not to feel like crap... thoroughly unmotivated... hoping my run later helps some.
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*hugs Crimson* is there anything in particular making you feel crap?
I hope the run helps. |
I would just like to say that i feel useless because i never help. I'm sorry.
*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry you feel crap. *Hugs Oliver* |
*hugs Ian* your not useless at all. and you help in the ward by being there and giving hugs and offering people someone to talk to *hugs*
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*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Laura* *Hugs Ian* Cool :) *Hugs Crimson* |
i jealous of youuu mark *pout* :P
[how're youuuuuu?] |
I'm super excited Heather:) But struggling tbh *Hugs* How are you hun?
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*hugs everyone*
My psychologist is moving to another area so I am being transferred to another psychologist. I feel sad because I get on well with him and have been seeing him for 2 years but at the same time this could be a fresh start for me and the new psychologist might have a better idea of how to help me. |
*hugs Ian*
*hugs Oliver* *hugs Heather* *hugs Mark* *hugs Lindsay* how are you all? |
*Hugs Lindsay* I have to have a new social worker after next week , you make a good point about a new start .
*Hugs Laura* I'm ........here , how are you hun? |
I'm feeling a bit more stable, just unhappy with my life.
How are you, Laura? |
I feel kinda violated. I wrote a post saying how I'm feeling & why, but now I feel violated. it's been read several times, but no-one's replied, which generally is ok, but I now feel like loads of people are staring and laughing at me *sigh*
I'm so hard to please. *hugs Lindsay & Laura* |
*hugs Mara* I'm sure that no one is laughing at you. Sometimes it's hard to know what to say but people do care.
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*Hugs Mara* I'm sure people aren't laughing at you hun , *Extra squish*
*Hugs Lindsay* |
How is everyone doing?
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*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay* *hugs Mara* I told my mom that I'm on meds today. I also told her that I don't know how to got the idea to self harm, it was impulsive. It's so weird to talk with mom about things like that. |
I can imagine, Laura. Do you feel better for telling her?
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I feel sorry for her. I never meant to tell her, but thanks to my sister she knows now. I didn't tell her so she doesn't have to worry. Now she knows and of course she is worried. And somehow she got the impression that I've got an eating disorder, she's trying to fatten me up and I'm purging the food she makes me eat.
how are you, Lindsay? |
oh wonterful! my neirbers frinde injured then decided to show me...............He was drunk but still FFS!
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*hugs mark* that must suck. are you ok?
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*cuddles Mark*
*hugs all* |
I hope that didn't affect you too badly, Mark. *hugs*
I want to go to a high building and jump off it. Freedom. It's a lovely night for it. :( |
*hugs Crimson* how are you?
*hugs Lindsay* I'd miss you. |
I'm frustrated. At least my SILs wedding is today and then we won't have to deal with that crap anymore... but I'll probably piss her off... I'm wearing white to her wedding and my makeup and jewelry are green... her wedding colors. I am doing it a bit on purpose I will admit. She's been horrid lately. But on the other hand this is the only dressy thing I know fits and it happens to be white (well cream but still). If I'm wearing white why not match the decor?
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