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FranticMind 19-10-2013 12:19 AM

*Crawls in* this is my first time here, i need to feel safe.

Kittyenna 20-10-2013 01:08 AM

*waves* hey franticmind, you're safe here, come sit with us if you want

m0nk 23-10-2013 12:19 PM

*sets out a box of love with chocolates in it* + *cleans up mess around invisible table and room and walls* *refills blankets pillows and lemonade and cookies*

YodaBearInterrupted 24-10-2013 03:33 AM

*sits in the corner and stares at the wall*

Such a fragile mind have I... and one simple thing will break it right now

Kittyenna 26-10-2013 02:04 AM

I think I finally broke

Long*Past 28-10-2013 11:28 PM

*offers Nat hugs* I feel you.
*waves at franticmind and yodabearinterrupted* You can join us if you like. I find cuddle puddles sometimes help me.

Kahlia1981 29-10-2013 10:47 AM

I came back from hospital one day too late. I missed seeing my grandfather by less than 24 hours. My heart has gone with him. :crying: Now we all have to try and pick up the pieces and ensure my nanna still has a reason to live.

Still Scarred 03-11-2013 02:51 PM

*has just noticed this thread and likes the idea*
*not feeling safe, grabs a king sized a doona and selfishly wraps around herself to hide*

Kahlia1981 04-11-2013 10:45 AM

The tears are falling thick and fast today. My hallucinations are becoming stronger and it feels like they are more real than the rest of the world. I'm very suicidal and am attempting to hide it from my husband even though I know that betrays the trust. I just can't say anything to him.... I just feel like there is no way out and I want all this to end. Maybe I should just knock myself out for the night. *sigh*

*disappears into a corner with my teddy bear and several boxes of tissues*

Kittyenna 04-11-2013 09:35 PM

*hugs Ashley*

I give up, all the fight has gone out of me, can't do it anymore

FranticMind 04-11-2013 10:35 PM

*offers boxed hugs around the ward* im so sorry to her that Kahlia, that must be awful for you.

Kahlia1981 05-11-2013 09:01 AM

Kathrine: Thanks for your understanding and support. I'm here if you need to talk, get virtual hugs or just need to feel safe.

Sometimes it feels like we just can't fight any more, that we can no longer take what life is throwing up at us. At times like this the most important thing that anyone can do is to try. It sounds stupid but we have no chance to get through anything if we can't look at what situation we are in and discover what (and where) we would like to be. I'm not trying to belittle anyone else's problems but I want you to know that there is hope.

*hugs all who want/need them and leaves blankets and boxes of tissues around the ward*

Kahlia1981 06-11-2013 07:41 AM

Missing grandpa very badly today :crying:

*disappears into a corner with a teddy bear and a blanket*

m0nk 17-11-2013 11:45 AM

6+ months not drinking and cutting. can feel insomnia right next door.

LizzieRose 23-11-2013 03:00 AM

I don't want to be alone tonight...

YodaBearInterrupted 24-11-2013 11:59 PM

Yeah, I shouldn't have written that part of the story... now that scene triggered me and I have to deal with not doing well after being fine all day. This sucks :(

Kahlia1981 26-11-2013 08:01 PM

Sitting alone and crying before five in the morning. Another night of little sleep and I'm already over the day. I'm just going to hide in a corner with a pillow for the next six months

m0nk 08-12-2013 07:30 PM

sorry i crashed into this stopping all everyting and causing chaos cause u dont know me. im not like that. and instead of joining a cult or sekt i was heling people out of **** back in alt.suicide.bus.stop.

where i am living now they dont even support me enough to give me a job its just deserted in a blink. i am well enough from another persons mouth i can drive a car. i am fully capable of working. i used to drive grass harvesters and big trailers fuill of grass. helping around the farm. (too bad this isnt a farm *paints a green tractor on the left invisible wall besides the entrance*) i have not been helped in any way. and i just found out that everyone that lives in the same place where i do with them. is a anstalt for the psychically ill. and not a finger is lifted to help us. they just let us rot. i cant really talk this way about medicine cause the pills make me angry and in result does more harm than help me in that way. they change the times they come to give me meds. like i wanted the meds an hour inbetween the different pills. and they decided they wanted to give me them at the same time making me throw up and dizzy and noxius(naceous) ill. its currently snowing now in norway. "the fjords are cold and the fjells are white, come take a trip into the wild viking reign."

Kahlia1981 09-12-2013 10:44 AM

m0nk: unfortunately this situation is all to common. *safe hugs*

YodaBearInterrupted 11-12-2013 12:06 AM

*hides in the corner*

Really not doing very well right now, trying to focus on writing instead of doing bad things but even that is not going very well :(


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