*hugs all in here and puts some goodies and drinks on the table*

Not good... not in a good place right now. Barely holdong it together at work

I think I need some valium

*checks in and curls up in duvet* not safe right now *offers everyone hot chocolate* it's raining today calls for hot chocolate *nods* how is everyone coping?

*hugs skinnylove and insidemyhead* - hope that's okay

YUM HOT CHOCOLATE! :P. *puts lots and lots of marshiemallows in*

I am not coping well... frustrated, enraged, and I feel a bit of psychosis coming :(

That's a beautiful piece Monk.
I'm fine.
Hugs for everyone and hope the weekend goes okay.

Still nit mentally coping

*accepts hugs and hugs back* sorry to hear you're not well and that psychosis maybe coming, just know it's safe in here, nothing can hurt you x

*offers skinnylove teddy and hugs* do you want to talk? x

I can't take this anymore i want harm myself i handle the numbness and feeling emotion less and empty/dead inside..
oh crap my heads one big crazy mess

where is that bloody cup of tea i need my caffeine fix quite urgently

I really need to hurt myself right now :(

Please don't do it x

Going check in for a while..........

*chocolate chip cookies - new blankets and cushions - lights in the ceiling and a tv - lots of beverages energy drinks coffee water - cushions - and a sofa and video games - bathroom and a sleeping room on the table*

My heads going crazy with worry should I stick with the distance learning college for another year or shall I aim for clearing 2013

are you doing good at college now?

I think i've gone numb again. This is never good.

Yes it keeps me busy
Right now I'm feeling like dog shut
I need a Val

hi there im just really stressed out with life at the moe cant trust myself being alone so im at a friends spare box room feeling like the biggest failer in the world just didnt know wat 2 domy last option is 2 call the hossy n c wat help they can offer i just hope its not all breath threw it

Falling apart again... and I have nowhere to turn.... this sucks

*curls up*