lol mark. absolutley no veg in the house :/ used it all for the cauliflour cheese (with every other vegetable possible) on wednesday :/ I suppose i should look in the fridge and see what we have got.

Lol, I've managed not to fall over yet XD

I really hate myself sometimes. Well, 99% of the time actually, but ya noooo. Last night, I was having a fight with my best friend over msn, and she said 'do you know how hard it is to stand by someone when you know they wouldn't care if they just walked away?' and instead of telling her I would care, like I should have done, I told her to just go if that's what she wanted. I said it shouldn't be too hard for her, she's even had practise.

So there I was to her acting like a hard faced bitch, I was talking to my other friend about it and told her it was almost laughable because we'd had the same fight loads of times before, and I came on here and vented my self hatred. And inside, I was scared that it really would be the end, that she'd decide she'd had enough. 4 different reactions. Why can't I just tell people how I really feel? What is it with me that I have to shut everyone out? One day, they really are all going to just leave me and it will be all my fault because I'm the one that pushes people out. Grrr.

/Rant.

*Hugs Lia*

I have decided I am having half a tin of tomato soup with a slice of bread :)

Hmm Could you have fruit afters Nicole ? Is the tin a big tin?

*hugs lia*

I didn't have a late night and I wasn't up early but I am tired :S If I try to nap now will I sleep later ? choices choices . erp .

Well I attempted Napping but hardly slept and kept looking at the clock every 10 minutes hmmm :S

*hugs mark* maybe thats a good thing you might sleep well tonight.

Hope so Nicole :)*Hugs* How are you feeling now? The Postie hasn't come today (so far) , Too Icy I reckon

*hugs mark* I'm ok, just trying to decide wether its too early to eat dinner yet :/ yesterday really scared me and i kinda wanna just get dinner over with and forget about it for the rest of the day. you?

I'm feeling okay , numb still but that's hardly even worth mentioning it's so common these days , I've put my heating on just now , I got out from my blankets and realised it's cold now the sun is going in :S

Lol. Its already pitch black outside here. No sun left. And I am in bed cause its warm lol.

Yeah it's dark here too , I'd get in bed but that means I'd have to unplug my Desk top P.C., Plug it in to my bedroom , balance the monitor on my feet , balance the keboard on my knees and put a book or something down beside me to run my mouse on heh :P

lol mark, that coul be interesting XD i have a tiny little netbook :P

I hate the dark, it's miserable.

*Hugs Lindsay* *Lights candles to keep the dark away from Lindsay*

*hugs linsay*
I'm quite strange, i'm scared of the dark, and yet i love night time. :/ heh.

*Hugs ward* I love that you guys are talking about dinner, and evening, and dark.

And it's only half past noon where I live and I just got up. haha.

*Hugs Felicia*