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MammaMia 28-08-2010 03:20 AM

Nobody's wishing me a good time =[

*giggles but helps you up*

~Kaytee~ 28-08-2010 03:25 AM

Aww... have a good time sleeping when you do go! *giggles* Hope you have a good time tomorrow ;-)

MammaMia 28-08-2010 03:35 AM

Cheeky :P Thank you honey :D

Detour. Derail 28-08-2010 04:43 AM


Originally Posted by misskitty112 (Post 2463403)
needhelp, *hugs* I'm sorry, you can PM me if you want to. I'm always up for listening :)

Lex, I'm so sorry I didn't see this earlier. I hope you did find some support though, sweetie. If you ever need someone and no one's in here, you can email me (link's in my profile) and it'll get delivered to my phone and I'll read and reply ASAP. *hugs*

Thankyou. I ended up ranting to my mate by text and apologising today...and then i went to sleep...well....cried myself to sleep.

Hope everyone is doing well!!

SoMuchMore 28-08-2010 07:20 AM

I'm so drained and over all of this.

Not saying a word all day is exhausting. I can't sleep either tho. Just another reason I am a pathetic, ugly, failure.

Ok, i'll shut up.. sorry. i'm being whiny and stupid.

jonikd 28-08-2010 08:28 AM

Pops in again and leaves hugs for everyone. Just touching base, and still useless but really appreciate the hugs and being jumped on and missed. Like really really xx

SoMuchMore 28-08-2010 08:30 AM

*hugs you again JK*

Kahlia1981 28-08-2010 10:10 AM

*glomps JK* - missed you.

*hugs Laura*

Sorry, just not keeping up at the moment ...

Doikers 28-08-2010 12:04 PM

*Hugs Kaytee*

*Hugs Helen* I hope you got up on time and enjoy yourself :)

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs JK*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Lex*

*Hugs April*

*Hugs Oliver* Have a nice time :)

*Hugs everyone I have forgotten*

nicole94 28-08-2010 12:55 PM

*hugs everyone and once again kicks herself for missing JK.*
*gives oliver evils but then hugs him to let him know im only messing* wish i was close enough to go to pride! i was supposed to be going to pride in reading on the 4th sept but have fallen out with the mate i was gonna go with so now i cant :(

Doikers 28-08-2010 01:29 PM

This puts a smile on my face :) Feeling rough so I watched it and thought I'd share .

Doikers 28-08-2010 02:03 PM

Oh I almost forgot , I texted Hayley yesterday and got a reply from her this morning , she is back from her holiday and is currently moving into a new flat .She is not online in her new flat yet I think she said, the internet engineer comes out next week :)

Oh and I was reading the birthdays and *Happy Birthday Kaytee!!*

one_step_closer 28-08-2010 03:01 PM

Happy Birthday!

I am so, so triggered to overdose. I am tired of fighting this.

Doikers 28-08-2010 03:09 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* I know its hard to fight it but please try . An Overdose could so easily go wrong :(

one_step_closer 28-08-2010 03:11 PM

I can't fight it any more. I've had enough. And I can't even go for help once i've done it because of my cats.

nicole94 28-08-2010 03:47 PM

*hugs lindsay* please please PLEASE try and stay safe hun. x
and happy birthday kaytee x

misskitty112 28-08-2010 05:07 PM

I weighed myself, gained weight, and cut.

I am so sick of being ugly, fat, worthless, and unlovable.

Doikers 28-08-2010 05:47 PM

Felicia , you are NONE of those things *Hugs ya*

misskitty112 28-08-2010 06:05 PM

Mark, thanks.
I just feel like I am all of those things.

I finished my Creative Writing assignment. I may post it on the creativity board, because it's definitely a potential contender for my huge, have to try to get published assignment at the end of the semester. And I want to make sure it doesn't suck, in case I just think it's good cause I'm proud for confronting my inner demons or something.

Scarletdreamer 28-08-2010 06:56 PM

*cuddles all*

Felicia, hon, you are not fat/ugly/useless/worthless/any of the bad things you tell yourself. I've been there/am there now and I know how much it sucks, but it is "just" a feelings thing. :( I'm sorry that you feel that way though... And I'd like to read your creative writing assignment - am very into writing to get feelings out and I hope that this assignment helped with that, although I'm sure it was very difficult!! It definitely sounded challenging. I don't know if I would've been (easily) able to do it.

Mark, how are you??

Hels, although you're probably off by now, I hope that you have a great time at your sister's. ^_^ Sorry for not wishing that earlier!! :-/

Kaytee, hello & welcome, I'm April. :) Oh and happy birthday!! ^_^

Lindsay, I hope you're managing to stay safe... :( And please go and get help if you need it, cats can be pretty self-reliant if they need to be. :( As close as humans get to their pets, please don't let them stop you from getting the help you may need. I understand the human-pet bond because I have a cat myself, but just make sure their food & water is filled and litterbox okay... and get help.

Umm, I'm really not doing well as we got some pretty high calorie food for a "treat" this morning and I'm gonna let it be my lunch... am having an internal freakout because I don't know how many calories are in my latte or were in the other few bites of food that I had... damn it, I hate eating disorders. I wish... oh, I don't know what I wish. :(

I had a nightmare last night about my appt with the nutritionist. Dreamt that she was my first pdoc (I've gone through about 7 in a year or so before getting in with my NP and sticking with her, since December 2006) but with blond hair. It was a really weird dream because my first pdoc was from India and... well, yeah. Nothing against those from India but imagining an Indian person with blond hair... weird. Especially an adult. Sorry, just a weird picture, because the nutritionist I will be seeing has blond hair. And is, well, not "old" (is there such a thing? :P) but is in her 50s by now I would imagine. Not sure though. But aaanyway...

I am pissed off too, because it feels like I can't write about my struggles with my ED in my LJ anymore because Jarrod refuses to read them, and also refuses to talk about them... it ****ing hurts and I've told him that, and he responded, with a sad smile, "That's one reason why I've told you that I need you to be better." :( So I feel really... sad, too, I guess. And pissed off. Hah. :'(

Sorry this got so freaking long... just have no one to talk with IRL right now. My bestie's moving today and didn't ask me to help, haven't had a proper talk with her since last Saturday (as in, a week ago).

*curls up and cries softly*

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