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*sits next to julie* shh it's ok sweetie, can you try and eat a couple for me? promise the crackers are ok *offers gentle cuddles*
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*cuddles/waves at everyone*
So cold. So tired. Just want to give in. Party in less than five days. Just got to hold on . . . So.over.it.all... *disappears* |
-rubs tummy- we no eated the crackers...
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cool hehe
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*curls up in corner*
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*lays next to and cuddles* :)
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*curls up*
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*pulls duvet up over head and hides*
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*shuffles over to kat*
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*walks over to Kat, lifts duvet, hugs her, rearranges duvet*
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Morning everyone :)
Spots an Kahlia and a Kat and *Hugs* Ohhh I've confused people, my visitors today are my Sister, Brother in law and their baby . Then after My SW who cancelled on me yesterday is coming at 3.30pm .OoH I just got a text from my sister thy're on their way :) |
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Good morning everyone...
I'm really tired this morning... went to see Ironman 2 last night with my sister and Jarrod but it wasn't very captivating for me, I don't know, it seemed more like a "guys' film" with a lot of action and not a ton of plotline. I don't know... I was let down by it and feel like I am "masculinizing and feminizing" a lot of things and saying that oh, because it's a "guys'" thing then I can't enjoy it or whatever. Does that make any sense? :-/ It's messed up I know... :( But I SI'd during the movie and consequently this made my sister upset and probably Jarrod too if he knows. :( I'm so stupid. :'( I don't know what else to say except I'm an EPIC FAIL. :'( *hides in a corner* |
*climbs out from duvet and hugs kahlia and mark back, trots off to find and cuddle april then sits back down next to amy* I'm so tired.
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*frowns* april is not stupid
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too much, I don't want to any more, i'm so tired. I don't know what's going on in my head, and I dont like it. I think 'shadow' has surfaced and frankly, i'm petrified.
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shadows?
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Indeed it is Owen :S
*cuddles/waves everyone* |
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*group hug* How you doing Lindsay?
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My Sister and her family came, My brother in law took a mock test on my P.C. 3 times and passed all 3 times !:) he has the test proper on Saturday. Health and saftey test. I was draining "hosting" I've not really done it before and my sister went round pointing at things that were dirty and watching me clean them hmmm , I'm not a dirty person but now I aware of dust and stuff hmmm . My SW comes in 26 minutes and then my Dad ! busy day , I went for a quick walkl after my sisters family left and Ran into Hannah L !! WE are now having coffee on Saturday as I'm spending the weekend at my parents I think and she lives in the same village . I; have been worried about her sincshe cancell our last meeting up and she said she was having a "blip" now hmmm S has mental healtth issues too so I can relate . But SO happy so have run into her :)
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Sounds great Mark :D
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*cuddles everyone*
Am busy typing up stuff in Survey Monkey for a bunch (100+) of surveys that we did here at work about underage drinking. Urgh, is kind of boring - I created the online survey, which was cool, but now... now I'm entering in data and that's not cool. :-/ I feel like **** but WOOOSH professional mask... I'm fine. :) |
So yesterday my Social Worker gave me 30 minutes notice before cancelling on me.
Today I got 13 minutes notice grr. He said I could go to him at the mhrc first thing tommorow or he could come next Monday . Monday it is . |
Awh Mark, that sucks!!! He certainly doesn't seem to be very reliable... GRRRR on him!! *cuddles you*
Email incoming. :) Just have to finish typing it up and then you'll have another one awaiting you in your inbox. Yey. :) So tired. But anxious. The numbness from the dentist is wearing off though, which is good. :( It hurt a lot whilst he was drilling, I hate the dentist's now and I have to go back again on 4 June. :'( *hides in a hole* :'( |
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*cuddles Hels* How are you, love?
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Hi everyone
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*Hugs Louise , Helen and April*
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*hugs mark* how are you?
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I'm suprisingly ok , waiting for my Dad to pop by For a bit after he finishs work . Hows things with you Louise?
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I am not great at the moment.
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Do you want to talk about it? , I'm bad at advice but willing to listen :) My Dad may pop by any minute in the next half an hour so if I'm awol for a bit I'm not ignoring you I WILL read it.
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hi people. *hugs all* quiet moment to self as haz is sleeping. hum. should be doing housework, but i can't face it.
Julie/owen/amy: can't remember which one of you asked (sorry), 'shadow' is the name I..we have given to the scary thing inside, the one who could destroy everything. he/she/it isnt allowed out, isn't encouraged, is firmly locked away, but sometimes escapes. |
How are you doing today Kat?
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Yeah Crimson , everyone was right lol in their own way . How are you? *Hug*
Hey Kat How are you feeling this afternoon ? *Hug* |
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*cuddles everyone* Sorry for the lack of individual replies, been quite a few posts since I last posted... sorry. :-S I just feel so overwhelmed sometimes, right now with all of these surveys I have to enter in, as well as the stuff I'm supposed to have done by the end of the week. GRRR!!! Can't believe that today is Thursday and that tomorrow I get to work from home again. Should be good as I'll have these surveys to enter... blah.
My back hurts... :( Sorry for whinging all the time. :( |
I spy april! *tackles b/c she tackled me yesterday*
EDIT: Maybe i shouldnt be tackling if your back hurts - *gently hugs* *hugs everyone* It sounds like we all really need them. Sorry about my lack of individual replies right now. I just wanted to pop in before i have to pack. Apparently i am going home today (thursday) instead of tomorrow to surprise my dad... who apparently really wants to see me for some reason. O well, its not like i had real plans yet for today anyway. Last night i went out and got a drink with a friend, i dont know why but i felt awkward the whole time. There was no real reason to be awkward but.. I spent like 3 hours last night beating myself up about what I did wrong, but couldn't actually think of anything that i did... stupid social anxiety screwing with me i guess. |
updated r/v........... :(
*hides in a hole again* :'( |
*hugs everyone*
hey mark, glad you had a reasonable day, your social worker sucks though, hope you had fun with your dad. hang in there everyone, cry, scream, shout, whinge, hide in holes, under blankets, eat cream cakes, anything you like that has the potential to make you feel better, we're all here to listen and support and to be supported. I will pop back in later as I don't think anyone is actually here at the moment, and I really have to go for a run as I have masses to fit in tonight (as usual), see yas later |
* Hugs Everyone*
I'm sorry you guys are feeling suicidal :( I hate it when that happens , try and stay safe please ? Laura , Social anxiety sucks I get that do sometimes :( *Hug* Well My Father rang at about 5 to say he'd see me tomorrow . I'm going to my parents for the weekend (So sorry in advance if I'm online less frequently over the next few days) . He said yesterday that he was coming today but I guess he was running late or something . Anyhoo..... |
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