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I'm really disorientated. I posted on my own thread. I don't know what I said on there. It doesn't make sense to me. Nothing does.
I'm a bad person. |
Your not a bad person at all and its ok to write on your own thread. Look after yourself hun
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You're not a bad person Dylan *Hugs*
*Hugs Gemma* Please talk to us hun? |
*hugs all*
I don't know what to do. I'm dissociated ALL the time. I don't remember the last time I was not dissociated. I don't think I want to 'come back', it scares me. |
Yep a major Beatles fan :)
*hugs everyone* Today I am actually feeling okay which is nice since the last few days have been the worst yet. I know that tonight it will probably get bad again but I am going to try and enjoy my day. I may go to the fair tonight but not sure yet. |
just tired of everything thats happend and is happeing and i cant handle it anymore ....i just dont want to be alive anymore i dont have anyone inmy life that cares about me or that wants to help me i have no one....so many people have told me to just go and kill myself and i should just listen to them even my parents told me they wouldnt be botherd if i did that im worth nothing ...voices are too hard to control ...i just feel so unhappy in a life that i dont want anymore
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May i have some safe cuddles please? my leg is really painful tonight
:( and im sad i was ok all day and now im in bed i just melted. |
*safe hugs ya*
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thank you i like safe hugs am v scared tonight.
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really need someone to talk to or something
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Saphire would PM-ing someone on RYL help? Or phoning crisis team?
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i dont know who to pm :( and im too scared to phone crisis
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Left a letter for my dad to find. Wish me luck
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good luck hun xx
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cant do this anymore :'(
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PM anyone in this thread Saphire *hugs*
*hugs Huayruro* hope it goes well |
i dont just want to pm someone random i want them to say i can :/
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He still hasn't found it yet. We'll see what comes of this haha
EDIT: He's gone to sleep, so I suppose this will wait until tomorrow |
I had a rough day today and I don't know why - I left my first job to go to my second and all I could think of was how much I wanted to injure. My second job cheered me up and then I had a great night with a friend who knew I needed a distraction... My life should be great right now but I just want to crawl into a corner and cry...
I wish someone else would be the mama bear for once and give me a break. *curls into ball* |
Saphire, you're welcome to PM me anytime though I'm pretty sure we're on totally different time zones and I'm not on as much as I'd like to be.
RootsbeforeBranches, I know that feeling. I'm constantly feeling as though I need even a tiny break. Hang in there. Today was great until I had to deal with my X. He upset me so bad I was shaking and I wanted to SI so badly after... I'm glad my sis-in-law was here to distract me though. |
cant cope with this anymore i really cant. Im sorry im sorry im sorry.
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Hi everyone, sorry for lack of individuals. Just letting you know I got out of hospital yesterday. Trying to settle in at home.
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hey hun
hope your doing ok. *hugs* |
*hugs all*
Lidsay: I hope you are settling in well. |
*Hugs Lindsay* Welcome Home Hun.
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*hugs Mark* how are you today?
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Hi everyone, hope it's okay I'm here. I'm having difficulty telling the difference between my friends and people who will hurt me, everyone scares me, and I have to see someone I don't want to later. I'm so nervous, and I can't dissociate in case I hurt myself and people see. Sorry, I'm one big ball of anxiety atm.
Hope everyone's okay. Katie x |
*hugs Katie* hi there. Not being allowed to dissociate always means a lot of pressure... for me anyway. It's the same for me. I'm not allowing myself to dissociate because of the self harm. Is there a safe place where you could dissociate but not be able to hurt yourself?
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Welcome Home one-step, hope everyone else is ok (((hugs and snuggles)))
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I don't know, because I don't know why I hurt myself while out of it sometimes and not others. But the people I'll be with don't know anything and I can't tell them. Thing is, when I'm not dissociating I don't want to hurt myself, it only happens when I'm somehow not in control of myself :( I wish I didn't have to go.
How are you doing Laura? Did you hear back from the special unit yet? *hugs* |
Welcome Katie *Hugs if okay?* I'm Mark :)
Good luck *Laura Hugs* *Glomps Dylan* How are you? |
I'm sick
I won't see the counsellor for 3 weeks because he's away What if I can't cope??? |
*hugs Dylan*
*hugs Mark* *hugs Katie* I called the insurance and the hospital to ask them how far things were and at first they all didn't know anything. Then I got angry and was probably not really friendly anymore and they told me things. I think I have to wait 3 or 4 more weeks until I can go there. Which is super bad, because college starts on september 3rd. I know what you mean when you say that you don't want to harm when you are not dissociated. I don't want to harm, but when I'm having one of the attack thingies it has happened that I cut and didn't remember doing it. |
*sits rocking and shaking in the corner* make it stop. I cant cope anymore.
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*Hugs Faye* I'm from Wilshire too!
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*hugs* are you? where abouts?Im in salisbury area how did doctors go today? thanks for the hugs
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I now live in Wales but I'm from Wroughton
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ah cool, i grew up in kingston upon thames but moved here when i turned 18. Do you prefer wales?
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I do ,I've become a bumpkin :P
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lol cool. My body is tired but im not sleepy :/
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i know how you feel =\ so bit useless but... <3 although i do wanna most times. but it scares me when it happens. im around. |
The voice in my head keeps playing the same things on repeat, "you're fat. You're ugly. You're worthless. You're pathetic." - how come I would never let anyone else speak to me that way but I can't stop myself...
I feel like I'm hiding all of this and it's driving me insane |
heads are stupid like that :/
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I don't like it. It keeps me from sleeping
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*hugs all and leaves goodies on the table*
Brownies and cookies and stuffs... all yummy :D Besides that I am just going to sit in the corner and stare at th wall |
mmmbrownies - Hey Matt, wanna watch some old school Disney movies instead of staring at the wall? I promise I won't sing along too loud.
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checks in for the day!!
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Ooh did someone say brownies?
*gives everyone hugs and bring choc chip cookies into the thread* |
*Huggles My Wardies*
Drained.... |
whats up mark? hugs
im in a weird mood today i feel a bit strange |
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