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Casper_Fading 30-07-2008 02:25 AM

yeah but i have a doc appointment at 5 so... i dunno really.

All I'm Living For 30-07-2008 02:28 AM

you'l get through this. i know it and somewhere inside of you (evenif its somwhere REALLY deep inside) you know it too *huggles*

Casper_Fading 30-07-2008 02:29 AM

*curls up and goes back to being invisbile*

All I'm Living For 30-07-2008 02:33 AM

*wraps you in a blanket to keep you warm and huggles lots* i love you hun, you know where to find me if you need me. i always offer free hugs and cuddles xx

effervescence 30-07-2008 02:52 AM

because i dont like the idea of stuff messing with my brain. i know what theyre actually doing, inhibiting seritonin reuptake etc. its still messing with my brain.
i dont want to become dependent on them.
i dont want anyone finding out about me - pills and side effects = evidence.
i dont want side effects. i already feel yucky and sick and it SUCKS.
it means there is actually something wrong and i cant deny it any more.

I cut the other day and it bled so much i fainted. never happened before. what is going on with me??

effervescence 30-07-2008 02:54 AM

^ oh and that was in response to susan asking why im afraid of meds.

blondiebear 30-07-2008 03:09 AM

That's fine. I understand. The new mix made my hands shake for weeks, and sometimes if i'm still too tired.

I want to kick something, myself? Go SI, just shred myself.

Since I got another illustration over the weekend of just how awkward i've become, I think I'll go kick the soccer ball around the green belt for a bit. Little city attempt and getting my footing better for hiking. I used to be a mountain goat. Now I feel like an ageing hippo.

Casper_Fading 30-07-2008 03:10 AM

you stay ont hem til ur body re adjusts and then you might eb abel to come of them. i duno.

cholose... did u go to doc?

argh. i want to go home. away. anyeher but here... *hides curled up gainst soph*

BoundNoMore 30-07-2008 04:02 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by blondiebear (Post 964296)
I have a story about Bozo Cat but won't tell it until invited to.

please share... I could really use the distraction... :notsure:

effervescence 30-07-2008 04:07 AM

susan, please tell me about your cat, i love cats and i miss mine.

jess i didnt tell dr about cut but it doesnt need stitches i promise. i'll keep an eye on it for infection and pretty sure my psych will be watching it too cos she can see it.

effervescence 30-07-2008 04:12 AM

hey jeff. (it is jeff, right?)
im sorry it hurts so bad. once i can figure out why we are hurting i'll let you know.

blondiebear 30-07-2008 04:12 AM

Please, does someone have a hug for me? Please?

About Bozo our cat being theraputic. I sprained my ankle so bad that I broke it on September 4, 2002, at about 5:45pm, falling down the stairs that go to my front door. Landed sitting on the foot.

The cast came off October 10.
The night of October 11-12, Bozo gently draped himself over the ankle and spent the night there.

He hangs out with me when I have a cold too. He's a serious people!

Sigh
*burrows back into my nest next to the wall and watches everyone*

BoundNoMore 30-07-2008 04:14 AM

*hugs Susan*
that is a sweet story
thanks for sharing

Casper_Fading 30-07-2008 04:14 AM

are you sure? if it bled for so long.... *worries bout chlo*

All I'm Living For 30-07-2008 04:15 AM

*offers huggles and cuddles to anyone who needs them*

Casper_Fading 30-07-2008 04:15 AM

*dashes out from hiding to cuddle susan*

*goes back into hiding*

Mango 30-07-2008 04:17 AM

That's so cool about your cat!
Animals rock, I got a dog 3 weeks ago and she seems to pick up on when I'm getting real anxious. I'll be sitting in my room starting to freak out and all the sudden she'll be slapping me with her paw so I come play with her.

BoundNoMore 30-07-2008 04:20 AM

damnit damnit damnit DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so... so... ARRRGH!!!!!!!!!
I need to... to... I don't know... cut...TOO deep
or maybe waaay OD on pills... and not wake up...
or....... something........ANYTHING!!! #$%^&****!!!!!

Casper_Fading 30-07-2008 04:23 AM

mand, go cuddle your doggie... cry to her. they're so good witht hat

BoundNoMore 30-07-2008 04:27 AM

*Amanda is afraid she would squeeze Sugar too hard*


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