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*hugs* i think no one will mind if we're silent for a while

Oh **** sake. I'm triggered for once. Not been triggered in ages. I'm triggered to go very deep. I can see all the detail and images in my head so clear. I want to go deep, but not too deep to end up in hospital again... Though, would that be so bad?

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Originally Posted by Katrica (Post 1350429)

*Hugs* I'm sorry to hear things are that way. Being thought of as attention seeking is horrible and no one should have to be tought as such in situations like so.

But it is nice to think things will get better.

*hugs Katrica* I'm sorry too, it's harsh, I'm not exactly ill, just get suicidal thoughts && self harm on/off on top of that. Ugh but I agree....

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Originally Posted by ravynsoul (Post 1350500)

Helen - *hugs* please try and be safe. i'm worried about you. *sends cuddles*

*hugs* I'm intending to stay safe, get through next weekend, but from there, right now I don't know. I might stay safe, or try & chicken....

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Originally Posted by Kahlia1981 (Post 1350516)

Helen : I'm afraid I have no words at the present time. Just wanted to offer you some hugs. I know, unfortunately, what it can be like in regards to both being regarded as attention seeking and people seeking out whatever reasons they can accept for your illness and/or moods being the way they are. Sometimes they are explainable by these things, but quite regularly they are not. I wish I could take your pain away, but I'm afraid that this is something I am just not able to do. *hugs you tight*

*hugs everyone*

Its' okay, I have no words to support anyone else, just hugs. I accept the hugs. It sucks being regarded as attention seeking & people trying to find out whatever reasons they can for me being like this. *hugs you tight* I hope you're feeling better soon, I'm sorry you're having such a tough time :( xxx

*hugs Katrica* *hugs Helen*

*hugs for everyone*

My head still heads =( I woke up this morning, thought it was better, but nope.. it's back. It sucks.

On a good note, my brother is here now. Finally!!!

I've read all the replies, not writing any specific ones at the moment, but I read them and I'm sending hugs to you all!!

*hugs katie back* sorry about your head; but hooray for your brother being here!!

*hugs everyone and cries*

No please don't make me go :'(

*Hugs Helen tightly*

It'll be alright. It has to be. It just has to be

*cuddles Helen tightly*

I drink too much. I drink too much. I drink too much. I drink too much. I DRINK TOO MUCH. I KNOW.

>_< *Cuddles Kat* wish I could say more ._.

It's my problem. No one elses. I will stop when I want to. Telling me I drink too much makes me do it more. Necking back can after can. Telling me won't stop me. I'm sick of it. Always being told I'm drinking too much. That I'm lying. That I'm screwed up. That i'm a slob. That I need to go out more. That I need to get better. That my head needs sorting.

My last post was talking about someone trying to make me go to see my gp >.<

*sighs*

Whatever.
I'm so over this.
Whatever.
Just whatever.
Dead now please?

*cuddles Helen and Katrica*

I'm sorry for ranting. But I actually don't know what to do. I raelly don't. I'm scared, stuck, tormented... My head is being thrown around by alters. It's hard. I don't know what to do.

I'M SO STUPID.

I couldnt stop myself.

stupid stpid stupid

*hugs Katrica* couldn't stop yourself from what?
and you don't have to apologize for posting here.. i hope it's been helping