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Stress Free Anxiety 29-06-2007 09:39 PM

*ed trigger* Recovery just dosen't seem worth it
I feel huge.
Numbers are up since last summer -
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120lbs rather than 115lbs

Skirts I bought last year aren't fitting, my bikini, my jeans, all of it.
I don't want to be fat. I want to be thin, and all this food isn't making me thin. :crying:
I want to be
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Lil'MissLaLa 29-06-2007 10:00 PM

hey hunni, i no the feeling! *big hugs* seriously tho, ultimately its so not worth it, u deserve so much better than to be controlled by numbers and scales. sorry i cant offer better support, im much the same atm.\much loveDani

forever_blonde 29-06-2007 10:01 PM

*Hugs* aww, sweetie, don't compare yourself with previous weights, remember if you weighed less last summer you have made some progress since and that's a GOOD thing, not bad. 120lb isn't fat whatever height you might be. It may sound it to you but only because when you focus on figures every single number seems huge when it isn't. I know that only too well.. Stay strong. Lots of love,
Helen xx

Psiren 29-06-2007 10:02 PM

Recovery is worth it I promise. Just look at the thread with all the things you can do when you're recovered.
Like Dani said you deserve so much more than to be controled by numbers and what it says on the scales that morning.
120 is a low weight anyway, 105 is too low.
Try to keep fighting sweetheart, it's all worth it in the end.
Take care.

fadingbutterfly 30-06-2007 10:51 AM

sweetie i know how difficult it is but keep fighting. No matter wht you weigh you won't see yourself as thin or will it ever be the right weight.
Keep fighting these thoughts hun, it won't make life any easier for you.
You can fight these thoughts, you can.
I'm so sorry you are feeling so low right now
*cuddles you*
I'm always around, normally in the safe room and you can always pm me
Take care of you

x x x

ashlee_118 30-06-2007 01:19 PM

*hugs* hunni im sorry your having a hard time atm. 120 isnt fat or big at all and 105 is low. as others said dont rate yourself on the numbers on the scale your so much more then that. sorry for lack of reply not the best just wanted to say take care and here if you wanna chat just pm.
Ash xxxx

Stress Free Anxiety 01-07-2007 04:19 AM

Thank you everyone for the support. It's been hard to stay with this whole eating thing, but I'm doing it. Without the support of everyone here, an Something Fishy, and my own personal cheering section (aka my best guy friend/almost boyfriend/personal life size teddy bear Matt) I really think I might have fallen off the wagon. >.< And Katie, thanks for pointing out that thread, I never noticed it before. ^^

fadingbutterfly 01-07-2007 05:04 AM

Oh hun that is fantastic news. Keep going, even when it gets tough keep fighting, remember this post etc. I'm so pleased for you and you should be proud of yourself.

x x x

_plastic 10-07-2007 08:28 PM

*cries* me too
i'm not helpful =[ sorry...

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