I might play my Birthday game a bit more , hang out in here , I've not really got any PLANS , I'm sorry you are feeling a bit down :( All the problems come at once don't they? sorry. *Hugs Sam*

*Hugs Crimson* How are you?

*Hugs Lindsey* You do whatever the hell you want with your degree and bugger them :)

Sorry that's all I have the energy for. I am sooo tired yet still have work and just can't be bothered... urgh.

*hugs Mark back* I'm sleepy...

what is your birthday game Mark? I think my eldest wants to watch the coronation street live show.. oh the joys of my night haha!

*hugs* Crimson

Sam , It's a Playstaion 3 game called "Red Dead Redemption" I bought it around my Birthday over a month ago and have just about worked up the nerve ( Yes it takes nerve when you're so overwhelmed by the littlest thing and have no Motivation ) to play it today.*Hugs*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Crimson again too*

I've slept nearly all day lol :(

I'm really missing someone & it's all my fault they're hardly talking to me :'(

*Hugs Helen*

*hugs Mark*

*hugs* helen, i hope you can work it out with the person.

Mark, sounds good! im hopeless at things like that! glad you got around to playing it

Mark, my degree is in psychology. I want to go on to study clinical psychology. I think he said that because of something I wrote in my mood diary about how i'm never going to be able to have a career within psychology.

How are you feeling now?

Thanks, Lia. I am already applying for postgraduate courses although my occupational therapist keeps telling me i'm not well enough.

*hugs everyone*

*hugs Sam* I'm sure we will..

*Hugs Lindsay*
Agrees with Lia^^^^

Feeling a little better now. Less exhausted and I'm not crying all over the place, at least for now. I don't know what's wrong with me this evening, but I have just burst into tears three times. I have no idea what's the matter.

*Hugs Sam, Mark, Crimson, Helen and Lindsey*

My mum's watching Coronation Street as well. And Emmerdale. What a life she leads.

Lia glad you are feeling less exhausted.
*hugs*
We have emmerdale ready to go on here too. I wont watch it though as its the middle 2s bedtime now so all go! :)

I used to watch all of the soaps when my Dad was alive, now I hardly watch any TV at all.

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Sam*

*Hugs Lindsay*

For crying out loud , I'm trying to distract my self , I REALLY am I just would rather be sleeping but If I go to bed now I'll just dwell on stuff :(

hANG in ther Mark, you can keep going.
Lindsay Im sorry to hear about your dad

*hugs*

*puts on some music the takes mark's hands and dances with him*

*Takes Julie's Hand and Dances* How are you Julie?

Edit:-Sorry I'm whineing so much recently :(

*Smiles* Julie, that gesture for Mark actually made me smile :)

it's not whineing wen we want to know how u r and wat is going on

Ohhh Snookers on ,I can half watch this .
Thanks Julie :) How are you?

am i losing my dance partner *dramatic sigh* *pulls marks hand and hugs him* where do think ur going hmmmm

Heeee:D You made me smile too Julie :D *Dances with you* How are you?

i'm okish
my back hurts a little but i'm ok
*spins mark*

Oh!! What a spin!! :P How did you hurt your back Julie?

*Spots and Hugs Oliver*

*giggles* i dunno how i ordinally hurt it but lots of things set it off now
and i'm a lazy sitter which doesnt help

*spins mark again*

Ohh wow with all this spinning I'll get dizzy !:)
Sit up Straight, lol

*flops in the floor dizzy from the spinning*

Hehe Julie :)

*looks up at the ceiling*

Whats up there Julie?

the ward ceiling really needs painting...
i need boy advice...

Hmm .... Green! a green ceiling is what we should paint it :)

can we do green and purple strips

Yeeees we can Julie! Green is my favourite colour and purple is nice and go's with green too :)

Right then , It's Officially Late enough for bed and sleep :)

*Super Hugs Julie* Thankyou for Dancing and choosing colours with me , you've kept me nicely distracted :) <3

*Hugs my wardies goodnight*

Night Mark *hugs*. What's your problem Julie? (I mean that in a 'what's your boy problem' not 'what's your problem cos I'm 'ard and will stab you up if you look at me like that again'.)

*hugs mark, lia, lindsay, helen, julie, sam, felicia, ian, and everyone else* i know i'm being a bad wardmate just throwing in random hugs. i'm around though and reading... just not talking much.

oh but lindsay, i agree with lia and everyone else. You do what you want for a degree/profession. Don't take no for an answer if that is what you want.

hope everyone is okay/feels better, physically (helen i hear you are sick :-( no fun) and mentally.

Hey everyone :) *hugs for everyone*

Hey Laura :) How are you?

Oh Ian, didn't see you there. You alright?

*Hugs Ian and Laura*

*hugs lia* Hello! how have you been?
I'm okay... going to work in a min... i feel like everytime i'm online i say either "going to class" or "going to work" but that is my life right now.

*spots crimson and tackles her*

Ah, fun Laura :) I am insanely happy. I should change my mood. I don't know why I can't stop grinning and am afraid of a crash but what the heck!

I'm ok thanks Lia:) im listening to christmas songs lol.

*hides in denial tent and tries not to cry*

*hugs Crimson* what's up, darling?
*Hugs Laura* Our lives are so similar.
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Ian*

I'm finished with all my papers for the semester... now the anxiety can kick in. Lovely.
Also, I cannot take my meds anymore, they are causing my blood sugar to be out of whack. I need to go back to my dr. and get this fixed.

*sits*
well i'm sorta kinda dating this boy...
and i know that soon he's gonna wanna start doing.. like... stuff u no and i dont want to do stuff but i dont no how to tell him
without like making him angry

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Felicia* Way to go on finishing your papers!!!

Just up will speak more later :)

Intermission for Coffee and Bananna and.......How are you all this morning?