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im not good im really strugling
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*Glomps Gemma*
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*Glomps everyone*
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hugs everyone
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*Hugs everyone*
How are you all today? |
Still tired thanks Doikers and wondering why the bleep I woke up this morning ...
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*Glomps Dylan* You can call me Mark :)
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*hugs all*
how are you today? I'm having attack thingies again. I didn't have any for more than 2 weeks, had stomach pains instead. Now I have attack thingies again. |
I'm Sorry you're having attack things Laura hun *Huggles*
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*hugs Mark*
I don't know what to do. Last time I had as many in such a short time was when I was IP. Since then I havent had as many and I didn't have to get through them alone. I could always call my best friend, she used to make sure that I don't hurt myself, take my emergency medication or drive me to my therapist. But now she is ip and I don't want to call her if she can't do anything to make things better especially when she's not well herself. |
Have you taken your emergency meds Laura? That might Help , *Hugs*
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struggling with voices not feeling very safe want me to hurt myself
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Yes, I took it. Didn't help much though. It never does, I should just take a higher dosage.
I don't remember much of what I did this afternoon. Found myself napping on the floor in my room. The floor was wet so I guess I was crying myself to sleep? |
*Hugs Gemma*Don't listen to those voices hun , they lie.
*Hugs Laura* You should get a higher dose perhaps? |
hmm... I don't really want to have to take the emergency stuff, but will talk to my psych on Monday about taking a higher dose of it.
He was very reluctant when I asked him to prescribe it, said that I should use it as a talisman (?) and just carry it around with me... he didn't say I should take it. |
im trying not to they are just really loud
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*hugs Gemma* could you try to listen to really loud music or someting? dunno...
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im watching a film going to see if that helps
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I hope it's helping you.
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*sits in corner*
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*hugs everyone*
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*hugs all*
*leaves some brownies and cookies on the table* Today has just went south quickly. I wrote in my journal to see if it would help - its become a 8 page fight over who should control my mind, me or the Voices/Dark Lord. Dunno who is really winning the fight right now... but the urge to SH is becoming stronger as I write. It seems like the writing for my mind will continue till something winds |
*Hugs Matt*
*Hugs Heather* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Gemma* *Hugs Dylan* How are all my wardies today? |
I'm wanting to escape from myself atm, feel like packing a bag and running off .............. I emailed samaritans yesterday but they haven't responded ............... have hardly eaten anything today and it's lunchtime .............
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seriously thinking about really huritng myself i cant take it anymore im just fed up of evrything
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Dylan , Perhaps you should wait for the Sams to reply? It can take a while but they get back to you *Hugs*
*Hugs Gemma* I know that feeling :( Is that you in your avatar pic or Amy Macdonald? |
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*hugs all* not much to say right now.
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hugs everyone
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*Hugs Dylan* You are under no obligation to tell them your name , they use Jo, you can use whatever you want too , Max , Kim , Sanday are all names that man/woman.
*Hugs Louise* How are you? *Hugs Laura* How you? |
better than yesterday. how are you?
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Doikers its me in the avatar
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I'm pretty flat Laura , It's good you are feeling better hun *Hugs*
*Hugs Gemma* Well you bear a strikeing resemmbelence to Amy Macdonald . Pretty :) |
I could be better - trying to keep distracted.
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*hugs Gemma*
*hugs Mark* *hugs Louise* |
*hugs all*
I know it's been a long time... things are crazy! My soon to be x-husband is in the process of moving out. In the course of the past month I have had to close out the checking account, change over all my assistance so that he's not on it, and look at moving into a smaller place (still looking). I've had to deal with his new girl friend coming before the kids and me and his drama with the DWI he got when he totaled the van. I'm exhausted! I can't sleep, food has lost all appeal and I feel like I'm barely holding it together at all. I haven't cut since all this happened and I'm honestly not sure how I've avoided it... my heart aches so bad. |
*hugs lj* sorry I forgot your real name.
I'm off to bed now. Good night all. |
it's kelly.. and thanks... good night :)
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it's kelly... and thanks... good night :)
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*gives everyone extra long goodbye hugs*
I'm moving out tomorrow so won't have internet for a while which sucks. Just hoping I cope when I'm totally alone :s It sure will be a test! Take care guys :) |
Trying to find the right words to write a letter to my dad about what's been going on. We'll see where it brings me, but I'm doing pretty well overall
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*Glomps Kelly Hard*I'm sorry things are so tough for you , you've done really well avoiding S.I.
*Hugs Georgia* Good Luck Hi Huayruro *waves* I'm Mark :) |
urgh i hate not feeling safe around myself or others
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^sucks hmm?
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*Hugs Gemma*
*Hugs Heather* |
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So, I passed my license test today and I got a 780 on my chem SAT II exam. So, outwardly things are pretty good. It's not like I'm all cracked up on the inside or anything, but it just makes things a little tricky to tell people about. It is nice to be able to just talk on the site, though. I appreciate everyone here greatly :> I'll likely (hopefully) be able to piece things together soon. We'll see how it goes, eh? |
(((hugs everyone)))
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*Hugs Dylan*
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Thanks, Mark. Today's been really hard compared to most because I started packing up all of his stuff and some of mine in preparation to move. I didn't expect to feel as sad as I did... I guess I've been holding on to the anger so much over the past few weeks I haven't really let myself feel the hurt in all this.
I hope everyone is doing well today... *hugs* |
slipped up :( selfharmed cant even go a day without doing it grrrr im so mad at myself right now
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