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Gem-Louise 20-06-2012 09:44 PM

im not good im really strugling

Doikers 20-06-2012 10:05 PM

*Glomps Gemma*

midnightphoenix 21-06-2012 10:00 AM

*Glomps everyone*

Louise 21-06-2012 11:04 AM

hugs everyone

Doikers 21-06-2012 11:13 AM

*Hugs everyone*

How are you all today?

midnightphoenix 21-06-2012 02:00 PM

Still tired thanks Doikers and wondering why the bleep I woke up this morning ...

Doikers 21-06-2012 02:17 PM

*Glomps Dylan* You can call me Mark :)

Laura2.0 21-06-2012 02:48 PM

*hugs all*
how are you today?

I'm having attack thingies again. I didn't have any for more than 2 weeks, had stomach pains instead. Now I have attack thingies again.

Doikers 21-06-2012 03:20 PM

I'm Sorry you're having attack things Laura hun *Huggles*

Laura2.0 21-06-2012 03:30 PM

*hugs Mark*

I don't know what to do. Last time I had as many in such a short time was when I was IP.
Since then I havent had as many and I didn't have to get through them alone. I could always call my best friend, she used to make sure that I don't hurt myself, take my emergency medication or drive me to my therapist. But now she is ip and I don't want to call her if she can't do anything to make things better especially when she's not well herself.

Doikers 21-06-2012 03:55 PM

Have you taken your emergency meds Laura? That might Help , *Hugs*

Gem-Louise 21-06-2012 08:14 PM

struggling with voices not feeling very safe want me to hurt myself

Laura2.0 21-06-2012 08:14 PM

Yes, I took it. Didn't help much though. It never does, I should just take a higher dosage.
I don't remember much of what I did this afternoon. Found myself napping on the floor in my room. The floor was wet so I guess I was crying myself to sleep?

Doikers 21-06-2012 08:22 PM

*Hugs Gemma*Don't listen to those voices hun , they lie.

*Hugs Laura* You should get a higher dose perhaps?

Laura2.0 21-06-2012 08:28 PM

hmm... I don't really want to have to take the emergency stuff, but will talk to my psych on Monday about taking a higher dose of it.
He was very reluctant when I asked him to prescribe it, said that I should use it as a talisman (?) and just carry it around with me... he didn't say I should take it.

Gem-Louise 21-06-2012 08:30 PM

im trying not to they are just really loud

Laura2.0 21-06-2012 08:36 PM

*hugs Gemma* could you try to listen to really loud music or someting? dunno...

Gem-Louise 21-06-2012 08:49 PM

im watching a film going to see if that helps

Laura2.0 21-06-2012 08:51 PM

I hope it's helping you.

risenfromperdition 21-06-2012 10:01 PM

*sits in corner*

midnightphoenix 21-06-2012 10:02 PM

*hugs everyone*

YodaBearInterrupted 21-06-2012 11:20 PM

*hugs all*

*leaves some brownies and cookies on the table*

Today has just went south quickly. I wrote in my journal to see if it would help - its become a 8 page fight over who should control my mind, me or the Voices/Dark Lord. Dunno who is really winning the fight right now... but the urge to SH is becoming stronger as I write. It seems like the writing for my mind will continue till something winds

Doikers 22-06-2012 11:44 AM

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Gemma*

*Hugs Dylan*

How are all my wardies today?

midnightphoenix 22-06-2012 11:51 AM

I'm wanting to escape from myself atm, feel like packing a bag and running off .............. I emailed samaritans yesterday but they haven't responded ............... have hardly eaten anything today and it's lunchtime .............

Gem-Louise 22-06-2012 12:11 PM

seriously thinking about really huritng myself i cant take it anymore im just fed up of evrything

Doikers 22-06-2012 12:31 PM

Dylan , Perhaps you should wait for the Sams to reply? It can take a while but they get back to you *Hugs*

*Hugs Gemma* I know that feeling :( Is that you in your avatar pic or Amy Macdonald?

midnightphoenix 22-06-2012 01:08 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 3269585)
Dylan , Perhaps you should wait for the Sams to reply? It can take a while but they get back to you *Hugs*

*Hugs Gemma* I know that feeling :( Is that you in your avatar pic or Amy Macdonald?

They have and they want to know my name .........

Laura2.0 22-06-2012 01:49 PM

*hugs all* not much to say right now.

Louise 22-06-2012 02:18 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 22-06-2012 02:22 PM

*Hugs Dylan* You are under no obligation to tell them your name , they use Jo, you can use whatever you want too , Max , Kim , Sanday are all names that man/woman.

*Hugs Louise* How are you?

*Hugs Laura* How you?

Laura2.0 22-06-2012 02:29 PM

better than yesterday. how are you?

Gem-Louise 22-06-2012 03:18 PM

Doikers its me in the avatar

Doikers 22-06-2012 04:13 PM

I'm pretty flat Laura , It's good you are feeling better hun *Hugs*

*Hugs Gemma* Well you bear a strikeing resemmbelence to Amy Macdonald . Pretty :)

Louise 22-06-2012 04:25 PM

I could be better - trying to keep distracted.

Laura2.0 22-06-2012 04:37 PM

*hugs Gemma*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Louise*

ljmeep 22-06-2012 09:57 PM

*hugs all*

I know it's been a long time... things are crazy! My soon to be x-husband is in the process of moving out. In the course of the past month I have had to close out the checking account, change over all my assistance so that he's not on it, and look at moving into a smaller place (still looking). I've had to deal with his new girl friend coming before the kids and me and his drama with the DWI he got when he totaled the van. I'm exhausted! I can't sleep, food has lost all appeal and I feel like I'm barely holding it together at all. I haven't cut since all this happened and I'm honestly not sure how I've avoided it... my heart aches so bad.

Laura2.0 22-06-2012 09:59 PM

*hugs lj* sorry I forgot your real name.

I'm off to bed now. Good night all.

ljmeep 22-06-2012 10:03 PM

it's kelly.. and thanks... good night :)

ljmeep 22-06-2012 10:04 PM

it's kelly... and thanks... good night :)

nomophobia 22-06-2012 10:45 PM

*gives everyone extra long goodbye hugs*
I'm moving out tomorrow so won't have internet for a while which sucks. Just hoping I cope when I'm totally alone :s It sure will be a test! Take care guys :)

Huayruro 22-06-2012 11:07 PM

Trying to find the right words to write a letter to my dad about what's been going on. We'll see where it brings me, but I'm doing pretty well overall

Doikers 23-06-2012 01:22 PM

*Glomps Kelly Hard*I'm sorry things are so tough for you , you've done really well avoiding S.I.

*Hugs Georgia* Good Luck

Hi Huayruro *waves* I'm Mark :)

Gem-Louise 23-06-2012 05:38 PM

urgh i hate not feeling safe around myself or others

risenfromperdition 23-06-2012 05:42 PM

^sucks hmm?
*hug*

Doikers 23-06-2012 05:58 PM

*Hugs Gemma*

*Hugs Heather*

Huayruro 23-06-2012 06:12 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 3270533)
Hi Huayruro *waves* I'm Mark :)

Hello! Nice to meet you :>

So, I passed my license test today and I got a 780 on my chem SAT II exam. So, outwardly things are pretty good. It's not like I'm all cracked up on the inside or anything, but it just makes things a little tricky to tell people about. It is nice to be able to just talk on the site, though. I appreciate everyone here greatly :>

I'll likely (hopefully) be able to piece things together soon. We'll see how it goes, eh?

midnightphoenix 23-06-2012 06:54 PM

(((hugs everyone)))

Doikers 23-06-2012 07:08 PM

*Hugs Dylan*

ljmeep 23-06-2012 09:27 PM

Thanks, Mark. Today's been really hard compared to most because I started packing up all of his stuff and some of mine in preparation to move. I didn't expect to feel as sad as I did... I guess I've been holding on to the anger so much over the past few weeks I haven't really let myself feel the hurt in all this.

I hope everyone is doing well today... *hugs*

Gem-Louise 23-06-2012 10:40 PM

slipped up :( selfharmed cant even go a day without doing it grrrr im so mad at myself right now


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