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Talk to us hun. *hugs* what's happened?
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*huggles for everyone*
*special hugs for Hells* I'm around if anyone needs to chat :) I'm really happy my auntie has had her baby girl who i'm hopefully going to see tomorrow so it's all exciting but i feel slighty depressed aswell :( xxx |
*hugs back*
Aww! Hope you do go and see her... Do you know what's up hun? Here if you want to talk. |
Thanks :) yeah i think i will go and see her, and i can't wait.
Yeah i do know what's up :( but it doesn't matter it really don't right now, nothing matters about me right now how are you?? xxx |
Oh my gee.
Just spoken to Em. Poor thing :( She'll probs come & explain all at some point this week :D ----------------------------------------------------------------- Still want it. But can't. I tell you one thing. I really can't cope with these bad emotions *sobs* I wanna cut too =\ |
lil princess (sorry i don't know your name) it does matter, if it's bothering you then it's important.
My mind's all over the place, really. Helen, hope Em's ok. As for you hun, have you tried some safer methods for coping than cutting? Cutting only helps in the short term... |
Em will be okay after tomorrow I hope :)
Yeah I have, doesn't really work. Jeez, I need see my counsellor, or even Jane. |
^Hope so too.
Then just try fight the urges hun. Can you not make an appointment to see them? |
I was supossed to be seeing my counsellor at 2pm today like normal.
But she wasn't in and when we made the last few appointments, for some reason we decdied not to have one for this week. So I emailed her earlier, thinking she's back in tomorrow, but she's not in til Wednesday. So yeaah, gotta wait. But the damage will be done....quite possibly. Gosh I might go up college tomorrow and see Jane, even though I'm not meant to be. She'd wanna know... |
I think seeing Jane is a good idea hun, and maybe you can still see your counsellor sometime this week.
Try and hold on til you hear from her. And if you do cut hun, be careful xxx |
Yeah it seems like a good idea.
I'm struggling to hold on. So I made a plan. Not necessairly to carry out. Just to shut my frigging whatever up. |
Has it worked, making the plan?
You're struggling but you can get through. Keep talking and keep busy. You don't need that plan hun |
I'm struggling indeed.
But hey I shouldn't be feeling like this, not depressed after all. Yet I do. Hmmmm =/ |
What's wrong with me :(
If I haven't got depression. Then what is making me this way? *sobs* |
My name's Emma :) yep another Emma around here lol.
I won't go into it tonight cause i'm trying to stay focused on the baby but it isn't really happening, i still feel really low and everything and i'm trying to hold it all in, not helping matters but my friends need me right now so i can't go being really down :( if i can i'll post about it all tomorrow once ive seen the baby. *Hugs Hells* i dunno hunni but we'll help you get through this you know i'll be here every step of the way and that goes to everyone i'll always be here for you lot no matter what happens. xxEmmaxx |
*hugs helen* Sometimes you have to get through it one day, one hour, one breath at a time. For me it is one stitch at a time too.
I'm having a decent day. Had a productive morning. Hopefully will finish the stuff before my husband comes home. What's going on with you Ku? |
Thanks you two.
*hugs you both* I really wanna cry every damm night =( |
*hugs Helen and anyone else that needs/wants a hug*
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*hugs Helen*
Got my work done. Second fabric was narrower that the first. Oh well. *hugs anyone else who needs or wants* |
I would like to die now please. Why is that a problem? Why do people keep pretending they'll miss me. Why can't i just die. zLeave me alone. :'(
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*hugs emma, helen, Ku and Jess plus anybody i've missed*
*jem leaves some chocolate for ppl to munch on* :-) |
*hugs everyone*
How you doing Jem? |
Hey hana
I'm okies i guess...urself? |
Yeah, I'm not too bad at the moment.
*hugs* anything you wanna talk about? |
Oh goodio :-)
Nah, i got nothing to talk about atm...sorry :-) i'm a boring person lol |
lol, nah you aren't. I haven't got anything to talk about much either lol :)
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*cuddles hana*
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hahahahahahaha I want to die. hahahahha
it's the funniest thing ever. *hides* |
*squishes Jess*
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It's not funny hun.
What's happened? *hugs* |
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Omg I was dreaming and started sobbing in it and nobody would take me seriously. Emma half took me seriously. Jeez. I woke up with tears dripping down my face. I really can't do this anymore :crying: |
*huge cuddles helen*
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Thanks Hana.
Stuipd plans in my head, waiting there... >.< |
*hugs*
don't follow the plans hun...you can do this. dreams and nightmares can be so horrible but don't let them beat you. do you currently take/do anything to help your sleeping? |
*hugs*
No I don't take anything for my sleeping, which is really bad anyway :( |
^ might be worth a try? could help with dreams etc, not sure though cos I tend to daydream instead...
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It's so funny becase no one knows i want to. no one knows i have plans. no one knows i don't care anymore. no one cares. no oen gives a ****. i don't give a ****. I want out. and i don't know how to stop it. so that's why it's funny. i want out NOW.
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*hugs jess*
sorry, i don't much words 2 say..... |
*cuddles Jess*
Try and stay safe sweetie, people do care. xxx |
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Spent the night in hospital. Dad caught me trying to OD as soon as I got home and is now trying to call my cpn and get me sent back to hospital.
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*hugs Jess*
*hugs Helen* *hugs Zowie* *hugs Jem* You may thing you're boring but what you really are is nice and good! *stumbles off to clean eyeglasses* |
Anybody around?
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Hi. Here. Not awake.
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*jumps on Susan*
You okay? |
*hugs Helen, Susan, Jem, Zowie and anyone else I've missed*
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*hugs Hana*
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how you feeling sweetie?
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*sits quietly*
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Howdy people any one want a cusion to squish?
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