*hugs night*

*hugs Mark tight* Have a good night.

*cuddles everyone before hiding away again*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

I just got up , it's almost 11am , crickey!

I'm going into hospital on Monday to have my eczema treated but I don't know how long i'll be in for. I can't wait. The constant itchiness and pain is driving me nuts.

* waves to everyone *
Hows everyone ?
Am feeling kinda not so good ...to much going on around my head right now.
:(

*Hugs Lindsay Gently* I hope it gets treated and sorted hun .

*Waves to Ella* I sorry your mind is racing , I hate that too.

*Morning Glomps Everyone*

*Night Time Glomps all my wardies*

~hugs everyone~

curls up small, cant do this. rocks back and forth.

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Jill*

How are you both?

Hmm not good want to hurt myself, at work and there is so many things I can do it with, very scared right now

*Huggles Jill*

Ugh can't keep myself tougher really want to hurt sorry I'm sorry . Curls up and cries

*Hugs Jill* I'm sorry hun , can you distract yourself at all?

Hmm I'm trying to, trying to keep myself buzy. Sorry I'm beigning ac
Whiny sod.
How's you mark

Weird Jill , I'm feeling weird :/

*Cuddles everyone* Wow, ward's very quiet lately!

*Hugs Charlie* It has been hasn't it ?

*hugs everyone* finally, getting settled into my new apt. Can't believe how long this summer has been.

Hope everyone is okay.

wow it really is quiet. i noticed it was slow last week but less than a page in the 3 days i wasn't on here... damn.

*hugs all*

Mark can u repost this to the fb vpw for me? i can't do fb from here... I'm okay I just have to start over again. Day 3. :S
Though oddly people have been commenting on how happy I look today. I guess it just built up and built up and now that it's been released it's kinda zenned me up. 0.o

So "They" are wanting to keep Oliver in longterm for psychotherapy . " They" tick me off but as long as he is safe right?

*Hugs Laura*

I take it going back to uni next term is out for him then?
That sux.
I'm glad he's safe though.
*sends hugs to Oliver*

He won't be able to go on his Testosterone, I'm worried about him.

Crimson , I copy pasted the same message from FB onto here . Is that correct

You mean from here to FB? Yep. Thanks :)
*hugs*

There's no way at all that he can? Do they at least know when he can?

Oliver sends Cuddles , But no he won't be able to do testosterone in patient in a psych ward. I'm keeping an eye on him , I don't know thouigh if he is the Male or Felmale wing?

:| Is the staff at least being kind about his being trans?

cuddles everyone, and curls up
sorry mark for not answering back. hope your feeling less weird today. squishes

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Jill*

*hugs mark* you're up early. you okay?

*hugs jill* how are you feeling now?

*hugs crimson* yeah, it has been really quiet in here. Don't know why... i think everyone is struggling a bit, unfortunately. I hope you are feeling alright. Sorry that you have to start over, but its just a slip up. You can do this! :-)

I'm not good right now. Really fighting my head :-/

...............................

I ****ing Hate feeling like this .
Called my Mum , Got told off for spending so much money and that I need to save up to visit Felicia , I SOOOO want to visit her , I am making a stand , No more frivulous spending , no money on games and alcohol , I hate myself sometimes . Also does ANYONE know how to or if I need a VISA to visit the states?, My life is unravelling and so many people are holding me together on and offline . I need to regain control .RIGHT NOW.
ACK! I'm so angry at myself!

From what I understand you should just need a passport for a short term visit. you would need a temporary visa to get a short term job, go to school or be working on immigrating but for visiting i'm pretty sure it's just a passport you'd need. I can double check..?

I am really trying not to lose it. Really I am trying. I am really emotionally unstable so bad right now at work, but my coworkers don't know I think. Thanks to my messed up family and others I want to self harm so much. But I can't, cause then there would be questions and I have already been in trouble before. Fudge. Don't know what to do now

*sits in the corner and rocks*

*sits with Matt* Sorry useless for anything else right now.

Thanks *hugs back* its okay. I hope it will be all okay. What if its not though?

we can only try to believe it will be. What's happened?

Hi,
I guess I'm not sure what to say...I'm a mess and kinda fit the definition of this thread i guess....

Welcome *hugs if ok* I'm Crimson.

thanks...hi I'm Jay

Crimson could you a million check ?, I'm so nervous.

are hugs okay Jay?

I'm just fine with virtual hugs....thanks for asking

So really want to jump out a window right now...pretty low...

*hugs Jay* Do you know why you're low?
*cuddles Mark* Do you know why you're nervous?
*hugs Matt*

Hi jay * waves*
* waves at everyone*
Hope you all are ok

not really...i was just listening to some tunes and all of a sudden I'm just sitting here looking out the window....
Hi "Dark Asylum". *waves back*

*waves at Jay and hugs*

Recently I have become more and more emotionally fragile. I don't take emotional hits very well. I always get run over by family and friends because I can't say no. I am just tired of resisting what the voices tell me to do because its very draining