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nicole94 04-12-2010 08:17 PM

*yawns* eugh. i'm tired.

misskitty112 04-12-2010 08:28 PM

Thanks, Mark! I hope I can do it.

Nicole, I'm tired too.

Doikers 04-12-2010 08:29 PM

2nd on curveball , wrapped Dads Little Christmas presant and learnt how to tag someone on FB , heh not so productive today , Tomorrow I don't know , I want to sleep soon , feel fed up ......and tomorrow is.....well I won't jinx it until I say tomorrow.

nicole94 04-12-2010 08:31 PM

mmm felicia, i dunno wether i should go to be ealy or not :/ i'm also really hungry and wanna binge :(

Doikers 04-12-2010 08:33 PM

*Hugs Nicole* Please don't binge , you'll only feel crap afterwards :( *Worries about Nicole*

nicole94 04-12-2010 08:41 PM

I know :( It's silly. I'm trying to rationalise it now, cause i've eaten so little today, i still have lots of leftover calories........

Doikers 04-12-2010 08:50 PM

Perhaps bed is a good idea , I'm seriously considering it too , you may feel different tomorrow . When I was drinking last week I looked for any excuse to drink more , any justification or rationalisation , like if someone was mean to me online for instance and I told myself it would be the last drink and there was almost always more , the same with self injury , I can rationalise that all the way around the world and back again, I know that these aren't the same as wanting to binge but it's the closest I know personally , so I guess I can relate in the fact that it's self destuctive behaivior *Hugs Nicole*

nicole94 04-12-2010 08:54 PM

I know mark *hugs* I just don't know what to do, i either binge eat, or don't eat at all, i can't seem to find a balance :( Right, i'm gonna have a little bit of fruit, thats all. I don't need to binge.
*repeats that last sentence over and over again*

Doikers 04-12-2010 09:00 PM

Okay Nicole that sounds sensible :) *Hugs*
I'm going to head off to bed , *Hugs My wardies*

nicole94 04-12-2010 09:05 PM

*night time hugs mark*
EUGH. I hate this family! Yeah, of course i ate my sisters advent calendar chocolates, i've only ****ing carefully counted calories and been near starving all day, just to go and ruin it all on a couple of chocolates!
Jeez. I might aswell just dissapear :(

nicole94 04-12-2010 09:22 PM

OMFG I SPY APRIL!!!!!!!! *jumps on and squishes as hard as possible!*

Scarletdreamer 04-12-2010 09:25 PM

*peeks in*

Sorry I've not been around in practically forever. :o

I have no good reason for that but I really do apologize. :( I'll try to be about a bit more often (i.e., at least every day?)... because I've missed you all. Hopefully none of you are angry with me. :(

Update on my end of things: managed to stick training out for my job and have been there a month now. I "kinda sorta" have a caseload now but not completely... although I've totally been able to drive cars that have municipal license plates!! (i.e., the kind that look very official XD makes me feel important, haha) Hehe. I know, kind of silly and all that but it's nice feeling, well, important. :P I don't often feel that way, so yeah. >_<

The reason that I haven't been "online" (i.e., the interwebz) as much as I had been, is because a new expansion for WoW is coming out on Tuesday and I have been really rushing to level characters, blah blah blah, have done pretty well though!! My head feels a bit like exploding from working at one reputation grind for 2 characters for about 8-10 hours total between yesterday (last night) and today (this morning and afternoon). Guhhh. But I got 8 really pretty riding mounts for all that effort. XD (If you want to see what one looks like, go here: http://www.wowpedia.org/File:Cobalt_War_Talbuk.jpg) But anyway. :3

I will try to be around more, but with the new expansion out... well, "try" is the key word. My guildies on both servers I'm really active on will be wanting to do a lot of stuff (new zones and dungeons, etc., etc.) so we'll see. I MISS YOU GUYS, though!!!!

*hugs all*

Scarletdreamer 04-12-2010 09:26 PM

*squishes Nicole back* XD

Guess I've been missed?... :P

nicole94 04-12-2010 09:29 PM

*hugs april* you have been massivley missed! i'm glad you're ok, and are managing your job well :)
Ooh, I suddenly feel so much happier :)

Scarletdreamer 04-12-2010 09:33 PM

Awh, I'm glad that you feel so much happier!! *hugs* Oh, and the chocolate? your body probably needed it, starving's no good. Been there done that, and am still struggling with it now even though it's really been 4 years since it's been at its worst. So yeah. Try to eat in moderation... although I also understand struggling with that. Seems like I've been all over the ED map myself, so to speak. >_<

*curls up in the corner*

nicole94 04-12-2010 09:39 PM

*hugs april*
The annoying thing is, i actually didn't eat her chocolates. But now i've gone and eaten a load of chocolate, cause she upset me :( silly family.
Anyways, how have you been?

FlyingNy 04-12-2010 11:18 PM

Wow, ward's quite.

Cazki 04-12-2010 11:34 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by IceQueenHasAHeart (Post 2591491)
Lol, overuse of Helen's name there Ian :)

lol i know :-p

Hows everyone?

FlyingNy 04-12-2010 11:35 PM

I'm alright thanks. Went to see Harry Potter again and then went back to my friend's and we watched 'Merlin' and 'I'm a Celebrity'. 'Twas fun. You?

Cazki 04-12-2010 11:40 PM

*Hugs Lia* I'm glad you had a good time. I'm ok thanks. I dont like christmas i cant wait for it to be over. Sorry to whinge. I like decorations and christmas trees but nothing else. I'm looking forward to my birthday though, i dont know why because im not doing anything, but im planning to have some alcohol lol.

MammaMia 04-12-2010 11:46 PM

*hugs everyone and then curls up*

Cazki 05-12-2010 12:10 AM

*Hugs Helen* How are you?

MammaMia 05-12-2010 12:12 AM

*hugs Ian* Not too good. You?

Cazki 05-12-2010 12:19 AM

Oh :( im sorry to hear that Helen. Whats up? Do you want to talk about anything? I'm good thanks. I'm here if you want to talk sweety.

MammaMia 05-12-2010 12:20 AM

Just ill with this cold & cough. My Mum told me I'm not ill :/ Which put me in a bad mood. Ha. I'm easily crossed when I'm full of cold.

Struggling with bad thoughts too to be honest :'(

Glad you're good :)

Cazki 05-12-2010 12:27 AM

I'm sorry that your mum said that, dont let her get to you, its not worth it. Its easier said than done i know but dont let her upset you. You can get through this. Do you want to share with us the bad thoughts that you are having?

MammaMia 05-12-2010 12:28 AM

About hurting/killing myself.

Cazki 05-12-2010 12:31 AM

Oh no please dont i care about you and so do many others here. Try to distract yourself hun. Please dont hurt or kill yourself. Could you try and keep yourself busy? Whats happened to make you feel this way?

MammaMia 05-12-2010 12:33 AM

Trying to keep busy and to talk to my best friend when she's available. Don't know what's making me like this. Have been very up and down these last few weeks.

Cazki 05-12-2010 12:40 AM

I know what you mean about having times where your moods are up and down, i have times like that and its horrible but i got through it and so can you. Its good that your doing things to keep yourself busy, i find listening to music helps to, maybe you could give that a try? Dont give up though your such a lovely person you really are. I know we havent spoken much before but i care about you and will do all i can to help you.

MammaMia 05-12-2010 12:50 AM

I have spent most of today listening to music :) I'm not a lovely person but thank you x

risenfromperdition 05-12-2010 03:55 AM

*yawn* lonely :( / apriiil :D i love all of you lots. Cant handle ind atm sorry

Doikers 05-12-2010 09:17 AM

*Hugs Nicole*

Doikers 05-12-2010 09:20 AM

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Heather*

*SUPER GLOMPS April!!!:D) Man the one time I go to bed early and I miss you... erp

risenfromperdition 05-12-2010 09:28 AM

Heyyy mark :) hows you

Doikers 05-12-2010 09:44 AM

I'm up out of bed , woke by the radio news :P up nearly 45 minutes , still drinking coffee heh, How are you Heather ?

Doikers 05-12-2010 11:00 AM

Went out in the Ice and fog , didn't get to the end opf my road until ,Whoops I fell on my left side , then I was down by the canal Basin and fell splaying out on all fours like a dog or cat , I'm going to be sore later . To top it all off I forgot my Utilities payment cards so the MAIN reason I went out ( to pay my bills ) was scuppered . erp

one_step_closer 05-12-2010 11:26 AM

Ouch, Mark. I hope you haven't hurt yourself badly.

Doikers 05-12-2010 11:30 AM

I haven't broken anything that I can tell Lindsay , My Bad (righ) hip hurts more than usual , I think I may have to take some pain killers , In fact I will once I post this . *Hugs* How are you Lindsay?

one_step_closer 05-12-2010 11:39 AM

I'm lacking in motivation, again. I really should go to the gym but I just can't be bothered. I also have quite a bit of housework to do.

Doikers 05-12-2010 11:42 AM

*Hugs Lindsay*Housework sucks, I'm sorry you've no motivation , me either really . My Trousers ripped when I fell and a wheel just broke off my chair again *Sigh* Is it just going to be "one of those days"?

nicole94 05-12-2010 11:53 AM

*hugs everybody*

FlyingNy 05-12-2010 11:56 AM

Hey all.

Doikers 05-12-2010 11:56 AM

*Hugs Lia* How are you ?

Oooh Nicole *Hugs* Didn't spot you there :P

youngatheart 05-12-2010 11:58 AM

hi everyone, how are you?

nicole94 05-12-2010 12:00 PM

*hugs lia and mark*
lia-how are you this morning?
mark-lol. It's ok, i was hiding :P lol. how are you (apart from the sore hip and nasty ice!)?

Doikers 05-12-2010 12:01 PM

Hi Youngatheart* How are you? I forgot your name sorry :( I'm lacking in any kind of "get up and go " and achey from falling :S

nicole94 05-12-2010 12:24 PM

*hugs mark*
Jeez, i can't get away from them anywhere! my whole family have gone out, and i'm thinking 'YES, i get some time without them, and my mum and sister are talking to me on facebook! :/

FlyingNy 05-12-2010 12:25 PM

I'm alright. Tired, but that's nothing new. How's everyone else?

nicole94 05-12-2010 12:32 PM

*hugs lia* lol. you're like me, always tired, but never sleep!!


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