I'm sorry to hear that, Julie. *hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay*

How are you and your hamster?

Morning Lindsay *Hugs* I am Up and tierd . Avox Must be sleeping in his house or in a loo roll tube as there is no sign of him but I coul hear him in the night and I'm pretty sure his water went down so I think he had a drink in the night , I want to play but don't want to wake him so I'll leave him a while , How are you hun?

Most of my hamsters woke up late evening/early night I think.

I'm just trying to hold on.

I'm here if you need me Lindsay , the ward , PM me , Text me ,FB me <3

How is everyone today?

I'm bushed , took a Diaz and am feeling it now , How are you Lindsay Hun *Hugs*

Are others afraid of starting to horseplay with someone? For example picking or swatting at lovers with no malicious intention. Used to do that with wife but no longer. I'm afraid of hurting her unwittingly as strength is forgotten.

I withdraw lots from physical play. Not an abuser but I fumble and wind up feeling real bad. Knowing that I just prefer to not bother and risk. I know at times that bothers her too. Her man doesn't touch her, seems not to love enough.

Do love her but frightened of self. Damned either way.

What is bushed? O_o

Hi everyone

*hugs all*

how are you?

*Hugs Sillyputty*

*Hugs Heather* Bushed is tired , very tired.

*Hugs Laura*

How are you all?

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*hugs back as gently as can*

Lost, feeling ugh and really not having any joy in help. Will manage though I guess. You?

*Hugs Ben* I'm sorry I lack adivice , But here if you need to talk I check in 2 or 3 times a day.

*Hugs My Wardies*

Hey everyone, hope you're having a good day.

Hey Lindsay *Hugs* I hope you're doing well hun.

*hugs sillyputty*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*

I'm going to have a therapy session together with my mom tomorrow. Does anyone have a time machine so I can skip it?

*Hugs Laura* *Works on a time machine*

thanks Mark.
I'm sure there are more who would like to use it than just me.

good luck tomorrow laura <3 *hug*

*runs in, steals all the medication, places it in a circle around her and begins counting it all*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Lyria if Okay?* Hi I'm Mark :)

*hugs back and shrugs* im never alright

*waves at everyone*

laura- how'd it go today? <3

*Hugs Lyrica* whats up ?

*Hugs Heather* How are you?

Yes How was you joint session today Laura? *Hugs*

im ok... studying like mad- 2 midterms and a paper due tomorrow, yuck lol
how bout you?

I'm ....... here , 34 weeks S.I. free today .

-lies on the couch- im falling apart but i should hit the bottom and bounce back up again

*Squishes Lyria*

hugs everyone - how are we all?

*hugs all* sorry I wasn't online yesterday.

The joint session could have been better, could have been worse. My mom talked about things my dad did that I didn't know. When my therapist asked me how it feels to hear about it I told him that I don't remember things like that happening.

*sits with and hugs if you want*
i already gave you my 2 cents :P

*hugs Heather*

yes you did! lol
It's funny to jump from a to b and the same ppl are there. Like a parallel world.

*Huggles Louise*

*Hugs Laura* I'm glad it wasn't too horrid.

*Hugs Heather*

*hugs Mark*

the session wasn't too bad. I felt like a stubborn child most of the time.. lol
I'm trying to figure out if it is better to remember or not to remember what happened. I already know what happened now, so it would be weird not to remember anything about it.
I think I'm a bit in denial with all this. I don't remember that anything of what my mom said happened so for me it didn't happen.

*Hugs Laura*

Ok... totally been a while since I've taken the time to visit the ward... in many ways I miss it...

How are all my fellow wardies?

hi vreybody

hello, RunningSilent. I'm Kelly. How r u?

im k im called Rosie howr u?

Hey rosie <3 :).

*hugs Kelly*
*hugs Rosie*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Heather*

how are you all?

*checking myself in till tomorrow morning* I need some rest.

*Hugs Kelly* !!! How are you?

*Hugs Rosie if okay?*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Laura*

How are you all?

thanx for hugs :)

*Checks self back in* sooooo gone hurtling backwards the last week...grrr

*Hugs Rosie* How are you?

*Hugs Lyria* I'm sorry , do you know why?

*hugs back* i dont know i just go in cycles and i've hit near the bottom now but i keep doing things i told myself i wouldnt and getting worse and worse :(.

im doing alrite today. trying to make it thru the day , u?

*Hugs Lyria*

*Hugs Rosie*

My meeting with Kat was cancelled , cak.

*sits*