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~Grace~ 30-12-2009 05:29 PM

Snuggles everyone xx

Wish I could be someone I like rather than having all this self hate inside of me

[Fog] 30-12-2009 05:39 PM

I know the feeling Grace. You'll get there though.

What the f**k I just looked up how to knit and got some really simple instructions and pictures up... But I don't get it and now I feel like a moron.

Absynnthe 30-12-2009 05:45 PM

^ Not a moron. Nice person.

*hug*

SoMuchMore 30-12-2009 05:46 PM

*cuddles everyone* The ward has been very busy since i posted last night.. I've read everything though.

Helen - everyone is telling me that its ok to be a broken record on here, so we can be broken records together. Sorry that things are hard right now.

April - I really suck at truly talking about what is going on... Sorry that you mini-binged. Try not to be too hard on yourself. It'll be okay. I read your venting thing and your family stuff sounds really hard :-/

Banana - you are def not a moron for not knowing figuring out the patterns. I've never been really able to figure them out either..

*hugs everyone I didn't reply too* - sorry... I can't be on here long... i will reply properly later

Scarletdreamer 30-12-2009 06:15 PM

*hugs Banana* What's your first name? (if you don't want to say that's okay) I'm April - Scarletdreamer is a lot to type out!! :) So feel free to call me April. Oh, and knitting isn't simple... lol... I tried to learn it from a pattern and it worked out HORRIBLY... had to go to a yarn shop and get instruction and demonstrations from that. Maybe look on YouTube? I'm sure there are instructional vids there. And you're not stupid. :)

*cuddles Franz* Still dissociated, love? Must be kind of a nice place... I remember the times when I dissociated, really peaceful, kind of. I dunno. :-/ Sorry if any of that was offensive, I just hate feeling all that I do. :(

*huggles Laura* We can be broken records together as well. :P How you doing? And yeh, my family really is hard, just getting to understand this now that I've married, moved out, and been away from them for a year+. So yeah. I texted my therapist but she hasn't responded, don't want to bother my husband at work, and I just now texted my NP. Hopefully one or the other will respond. :(

*cuddles Grace* I so understand, sweetie... I really do.

I am so angry with myself... *cries* Life isn't fair, and I hate mine... wish I could trade it in for a better one!! or even a better me, if I liked myself I could put up with my family and all. :(

Absynnthe 30-12-2009 06:23 PM

*Cuddles onto April* Not offensive. Not peaceful either for me... don't like feeling like this cuz feel vunerable.

Don't hate yourself. I love you. You're nice and lovely.

*hugs to everyone*

Strawberry.Bananas 30-12-2009 06:26 PM

*Digs a hole in a dark corner and hides in there*

I wish I could support today guys but I can't. I'm sorry.

~Grace~ 30-12-2009 06:37 PM

Snuggles Vicki
Dont worry about supporting hun...
Just take good care of yourself xx

[Awakening] 30-12-2009 06:39 PM

I feel like a crappy mum. I was meant to have him back today and i didn't get him making up an excuse that i feel really ill. I miss him but i can't handle him, especially not right now. He went to a museum with his grandma and possibly his dad idk. I never do things like with him, i used to but now i just want to curl into a little ball and forget the world. can i hide in here please? I don't want to come out for a while

[Awakening] 30-12-2009 07:13 PM

I'm so so triggered... i can't think about anything else

Scarletdreamer 30-12-2009 08:36 PM

*cuddles Franz* Yeh, I understand the feeling vulnerable. How you doing now?

*huggles Vicki* What's up, love?

*holds Jocelyn* Wish I could say something that would make you feel better... I don't think you're a terrible mum though, just one that's really struggling.

My stomach hurts... :(

Strawberry.Bananas 30-12-2009 08:38 PM

*Hugs April* thanks hon.

Just...relationship stuff mostly. Getting me down.

Scarletdreamer 30-12-2009 08:40 PM

*hugs Vicki back* Feel free to talk about it here... or PM me... I'm married so I might have a little bit of advice or support or whatever, I don't know. I'm not saying I'm a relationship expert, heh, but I do have some experience with arguments and rough spots under my belt.

Strawberry.Bananas 30-12-2009 08:41 PM

Lol thanks hon. I'm just in a really complicated relationship and I'm struggling what I can expect from what I want, and what he wants out of it all. =/

Scarletdreamer 30-12-2009 08:44 PM

You're welcome. :) Figured I may as well offer. Never know where that might take you, lol. Hrm, maybe you could ask him what he expects? as openness in relationships is one of the keys to success. Sorry if that seems too simple, heh. :-/

*hugs*

PoisonedApple 30-12-2009 08:45 PM

*curls up and cries*

Strawberry.Bananas 30-12-2009 08:46 PM

I probably should; but like I say, it's a complicated relationship and we've only recently gotten back together. I think I need to leave it for a couple of weeks and just see what happens. ... Well, I know what's going to happen...

Scarletdreamer 30-12-2009 08:46 PM

*cuddles a_m* What's up, sweetie? anything we can do to help?

[Awakening] 30-12-2009 08:51 PM

sorry April

*hugs everyone*

I'm not safe atm. I've slipped up more than normal and i can't stop, its not enough. sleeping forever sounds so beautiful right now

PoisonedApple 30-12-2009 08:54 PM

*hugs april* not really. i don't even know why i feel bad. i just wanna cry... amongst other things i wanna do but refuse to... but i'm at work right now so i can only cry here atm which just makes me feel frantic.


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