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Bitter_Angel 19-06-2007 10:56 PM

*cuddles Aeryn*
Whats up hunni?

toothpaste 19-06-2007 10:57 PM

*offers Aeryn a hug*

The Hierophant 19-06-2007 11:00 PM

can't do this anymore.

i really can't.

Bitter_Angel 19-06-2007 11:01 PM

want to talk about it hunni?

The Hierophant 19-06-2007 11:02 PM

i want out of my head.

i just want to live like everybody else seems to.
it just isn't fair.

Bitter_Angel 19-06-2007 11:03 PM

I know bad things aways seem to happen to good people.
Is there anything that has triggered this?

The Hierophant 19-06-2007 11:05 PM

just me being me
i think my tablets make me worse.

i can't even feel myself cutting myself when i do.
oh i'm scared of myself

Bitter_Angel 19-06-2007 11:06 PM

Aww hunni, is there no one you can call to keep you company and distact you?

The Hierophant 19-06-2007 11:07 PM

my parents are downstairs.
they know i cut myself, but i'm not very good at saying when i need help.

and i feel guilty for distressing them so much.

Bitter_Angel 19-06-2007 11:10 PM

I am sure they would rather worry for you hun than to know that your suffering in silence.
Maybe you could just go down and sit with them for 30mins or something. Bit of company.

The Hierophant 19-06-2007 11:13 PM

i could chances are they'd make me feel worse - they are both manic depressives and are both currently off work wallowing in self pity.

gosh i love my family.

Bitter_Angel 19-06-2007 11:13 PM

hmm what about going out to a friends then? Or even ringing a friend for a little while.

The Hierophant 19-06-2007 11:16 PM

i could go on msn.
as my phone got stolen and i haven't got a new one just yet - hence not having numbers - my mum does have a few of my friends numbers on her phone though.
i might just try and go to bed in abit.
i won't sleep - but laying in a dark room calms me sometimes.

Bitter_Angel 19-06-2007 11:17 PM

Worth a try then. Just be careful with yourself.

The Hierophant 19-06-2007 11:18 PM

i try to... honestly.
work sacked a girl a few weeks ago for self harming behaviour.
i need my job.

Bitter_Angel 19-06-2007 11:19 PM

Where do you work?

The Hierophant 19-06-2007 11:21 PM

Morrisons Cafe.
Fun.
not.

Bitter_Angel 19-06-2007 11:22 PM

ah. hmm can they sack you for things like that?

The Hierophant 19-06-2007 11:26 PM

legally no.
it's unfair dismissal.
but how many self harmer's are going to stand up in front of a tribunal and say "i cut myself and they sacked me for it"?

so far they haven't guessed with me yet. *fingers crossed*

toothpaste 19-06-2007 11:26 PM

they cant sack you for that?!


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