No worries Mark *cuddles*

Edit: My fiance just had a go at me, because recently I've been really bad I don't want hugging all the time, and I sent a text saying I want a hug. He replied with "no point saying that, its not as if you'll want them when I see you" >:(

Despite.
All.
My.
Rage.
I.
Am.
Still.
Just.
A.
Rat.
In.
A.
Cage.

I told someone IRL I S.I. , I hope she gets back to me , I worked up the nerve to tell her on Facebook

hugs all.

Mark thats really brave *cuddles*

*cuddles Jill*

I am having one of those "I **** everything up" days.

*holds felicia* <3

~Heather n Felicia~ I'll take turns with Heather. She might get tired.

=] <3.

*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Sarah* Love the new username hun :)
*Hugs Felicia*
*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Solo*

~Hugs Mark~ How are you today?

I'm feeling okay right now thanks Solo . How are you feeling?

I'm so glad you're doin ok Mark. I'm pretty crappy, but thanks for askin! Oh, and you did send that number, via Sarah. Thanks again! Don't think it'll work, but I appreciate it!

It is too early and too cold for me to be up. :/ I hate classes.

I'm sorry Felicia! I agree!

Why so crappy Solo ? *Hugs*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs everyone*

*Hugs Nicole* How are you hun?

I napped but I didn't sleep , I just laid in bed for about 70 minutes , I feel low right now , sort of .... flat:(

cuddles everyone. cuddles mark, stay safe hun

*Hugs Jill* How are you?

~Hugs Mark~ Because. . .Oh, I don't even know where to start!

Solo I'm willing to listen , my advice will be crap but I'll listen :)

hugs mark back, hmm i feeling kind off low, really want to have a drink tonight. not enough to get drunk, just enough to numb everything down abit.
hugs solo.

*Hugs Jill* Be careful hun ,I knw the intention to drink to numb yourself but once you drink a bit it's difficult to stop, for me at least .

thanks mark, hmm just seen the form i need to fill out. damn it why do i feel im going to fall at the last hurdle, it would be just my luck. esp when there asking for my grades, some of mine really suck. curls up and hides

What form Jill hun? what are you applying for?

mark, im applying for a part time sale assistant job, for a shop called the works. have a job interview on the 3 feb. but i already think im screwed, just hope they look past my bad grades. and just look at the 10 years experance i have. meh

I'm sure experience counts for a lot Jill , What do the Works sell?

hmm books, dvds, sweets toys, and art stuff. hmm everthing but the kitchen sink.lol =] sorry a very bad joke.

:P I'm rooting for you Jill Hun:)

thanks mark, that means alot to me. how are you feeling today?

Flat , I injured not too long ago :Sthat's helped a bit. sorry

hugs mark, take care of the cut, please try and stay safe. anything you can do to keep yourself buzy?

*Hugs Everyone*

I watch a couple of selfharmsupport's channel video's on youtube , they are usually very good .:)*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Nicole* How're you tonight hun?

*Hugs Mark* I'm alright thanks, but
*trigger warning*

I cut last night and am still in a lot of pain, I can hardly type and everytime I stretch my arm out straight they start bleeding again :/ I dunno what to do about them......

Could you see the school nurse Nicole? Or bandage it up yourself?

I don't have college again until wednesday, and I've bandaged it but it just keeps bleeding through the bandages :/ I don't really know what else I can do.

If it needs medical attention could you make an emergency appointment with your GP? for tomorrow

I don't really wanna go to the GP :( I think I might just leave it and see how it goes, If it's still bad tomorrow evening I will make an appointment.

okay hun , try to keep it protected but maybe leave the bandage off whilst you sleep to let the air get to it so it can begin to heal.*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Mark* that might be a good idea.
I'm really cold and hungry -.-

Can you put a top on Nicole? Has you Mum locked you out of the kitchen again?

My mum hasn't locked the kitchen now, but I dunno what I wanna eat XD I haven't eaten all day. + I'm wearing the only thing that will fit over my arm right now which is a thin shirt. :(

Could you throw a T-Shirt on over the top?

I've wrapped myself in a blanket now :)

Neat Nicole :) Could you make yourself something to munch on , A sandwich? or open a tin of beans and put it on toast /.

*Night time Hugs My Wardies*

Today has been rough. :(

Had a bit of a tiff with my fiance and it was all awful, felt like he was calling me lazy and saying I put no effort into the relationship and I have no sex drive. I just felt terrible about it :( He didn't mean any of those things but I still feel crappy. Bleh.

How are you guys *cuddles*