I'm sorry you are struggling Jill hun :(
I'm flat , that is I feel flat. Waiting for sleep :S

*Hugs Mark and Jill*
I made fairy cakes :)

Cool Charlie! What sort ?

Just normal vanilla cakes :) They're yummy *offers cakes to rest of the ward.*

*Nabs a vanilla cake* Thankyou :)

Thats ok, they're very yummy :)

cool fairy cakes takes one. thank you charlie. hows you tonight

You're welcome Jill :) I'm ok thanks, you?

hmm im not great tonight. feel kinda low.

*Cuddles* Please stay safe hun?

thanks charlie, im very hard to keep safe.

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Jill*

*Night time hugs all my wardies*

hugs back, night night mark, hope you get a good night sleep.

*hugs all*

night Mark

Charlie I've just Pm'd you with a cheap binder scheme I sudenly remembered about

Hey :) anyone around?

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Mark*

*huggles everybody*

just got home from buying a replacement keyboard and mouse. :-( spending way too much money i don't have because things keep breaking. *le sigh*

*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Kahlia*

How is everyone today ?:)
I'm , Idon't know , why do I struggle so with getting out of bed ? well I know , Depression and sedative meds count towards that *Sigh*

*Hugs Mark, Kahlia, Ian, Oliver, Jill and Charlie*

*Hugs Lia* How are you hun?

I marked today as an alcohol free day , I may have been premature:( I'm so triggered to go out at get some... I could take a diaz? I've already injured *sigh*

*Hugs everyone*
Please don't drink Mark? You can get through it :) Sorry you injured, I did too :(

*Hugs Charlie* My ear is hissing and under internal pressure :( I have a history of ear problems :( I went out and got drink , Just having it in helps , like a safety net I guess

*Hugs Mark* That sucks :( Could you see your doctor about the ear?
Can you try not to drink the alcohol? Although I understand the safety net thing.

I'll phone my ENT nurse , she is very good usually . I've had her treat me a few times.

*Hugs Charlie* How are you feeling today hun?

*Hugs Mark* Thats a good idea :)
I'm good thanks :) But freezing cold! lol

Put on a top hun ? Could you turn up the heating Charlie? *Warming Hugs*

My arms all swollen again so tops aren't an option, and the gas has gone
:(
*Hugs*
My sister is a freak, she's jumping up and down like a looney :/

*Hugs*
Why is your Sister doing this?

ADHD. It's quite amusing though cause she's not being nasty to me, we are actually getting along today, and she's just being a freak XD

:) Good for you getting along today :)

:) Yeah, It's nice :)
I can just laugh at her being a freak lol.
Oh, and apparently I have to call her Steve.................

Hehe Steve :P

lol, I was just like 'what?' lol.

Oooh It's all empty............................................. ....


































*Runs naked around the ward and then gets dressed before anyone spots me* LOL

Oh! Charlie! lol I'm loitering about , Dinner soon though.

Bwhahahaha, Charlie!

lol. Oh crap. It was empty a min ago XD My sisters hyperactive mood seems to be catching!

Hyperactivity can be fun! :)

lol, yep :D

hahaha charlie... glad to see some fun is being had in here.

*hugs mark* sorry about your ear... hope it feels better soon.

*hugs felicia* how r u hun?

Something is wrong with my stomach I think.. no matter what i eat or when I eat it last I am getting sick in the morning. Its not a lot of fun. I wonder if it is from anxiety, I guess it could be.. *sigh* off to do more work.. I have a test at work today and uni work to do... I need more hours in the day.

*Hugs Laura* lol. Ah. I love random moods :)
Just thought I'd check. Cause my first thought when I read that post was 'pregnant'-you couldn't be, could you?

*hugs charlie* lol im glad you are in a random mood.

and no, I'm definitely not. It's impossible. My stomach has been like this for months anyway... Its just been bugging me more and more lately.

Could you be pregnant Laura hun? Sorry if this is prying

EDIT :- Okay hun I didn't realise you'dd already been asked , have you tryed Antacids ? (Lame suggestion I know)

Ah right, just thought i'd check :) Could you go to the doctors and get them to check it out?

I won't go to the doctor b/c my dad is a doctor so if i really start to get worried i'll ask him.

I've tried antacids before, they help a little but eh... i don't know, i really think it may just be anxiety related because it subsided a little over break when I didn't have as much stress..

Ah right, well that sucks, anxiety related stuff is so much harder to get rid of. Is there anything you could do to calm it down?

yeah, when I have time I might do some more research into this and see what people have done. lol hard to think of being calmer then when i'm asleep but you never know i guess.

lol. Sleep? Whats that? I get so little of it these days I'm starting to forget what it feels like!

*Curls up*

Y'allright Charlie?