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*hugs everyone then disappears into a corner crying*
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*passes you a tissue Kahlia and sits with you*
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*hugs Emma tightly and continues crying*
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*bursts in to tears*
I lost my job today... and I'm really not sure why :crying: |
*hugs Alyssa and offers tissues*
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*hugs kahlia*
I slipped up.. although i dont even know if u can call it a slip up, i mean, i've only been free like 10 days. I don't feel like that is long enough to call it just a slip up. I used to always be able to go like a month or 2... anyway, Its 2 in the morning, I'm ranting... I wish i could sleep. I had such a good nights sleep the other day, i made myself jealous of myself heh. Good thing i dont have to get up too early i guess. |
*gives everyone cuddles*
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*cuddles everyone then goes back to her corner and cries*
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I want to cut so bad.
I want to od so bad. All because he says he doesn't think he could feel true love again and wants me to move on. I feel like *****. It's 12:48 in the morning and I can't sleep. Can I just find somewhere to scream?? |
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Meh. |
*Finds spare corner in empty room*
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*hugs everyone and offers some halloween cookies*
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*hugs everyone*
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Can I just go into some padded room somewhere and cry until I cry my heart out?
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*hugs Kahlia* What's wrong?
I've never been so mentally unwell in my life. I'm scared that i'll never get back to who I was. I wish I was in a real psych ward so that they could guide me in the right direction. |
*curls up*
I wish I could cry and cry and cry my heart out :/ :( |
*hugs kahlia, one_step_closer, and helen* Sorry you guys are having a such a hard time. Wish I could say something that would help. Stay safe.
Feeling very unmotivated and a little hung over. Halloween was pretty good though. Except for one or two incidents.. but o well. |
I hope you feel better soon Laura.
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*hugs Lindsay back* I don't know what's wrong. For the last two weeks I've felt a deep, deep sadness and activities that used to bring joy, solace and comfort no longer do.
*hugs Helen* I hear you hun *hugs everyone* I leave in about an hour to talk to my GP about the Seroquel trial. Fun .... not. But it has to be done. *sigh* I'm not looking forward to the bike ride there and back .... but I suppose at least I'll be exercising. I'm going to do some (much needed) shopping while I'm out and get out my rent. So I have to go ... I just don't feel up to it. Oh well. |
*hugs everyone*
My Seroquel has been upped but the pharmacy didn't have the 300mg tablets and have ordered them in for me. They won't arrive until tomorrow but I'm not riding all that way and trying to find a park for my bike just to pick up meds so I'll use 3 of my 100 mg tablets until wednesday night because I have to go over that way on wednesday anyway. It's a royal pain in the neck ... but meh. |
*hugs everyone then finds a corner, curls up and starts crying*
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*holds Kahlia* I'm here for you, you are not alone. Please PM if you need to.
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Cuddles everyone
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*hugs everyone*
I have to leave shortly for my first session with a new psychologist. I'm terrified.... |
Good luck Kahlia
I'm in sooo much pain. Can't sleep as a result. Getting bit grumpy now lol :( |
Thanks Helen, and sorry to hear you are in pain. *hugs you*
*hugs everyone* |
How did it go honey?? *hugs you back and then cuddles everyone else*
Still in ****ing pain. Not ****ing happy. |
*hugs everybody*
Just popped in to give everybody hugs...hope you're all doing ok. Sorry I don't check the thread as often as I'd like, but I'm always a PM away if any of you need anything...I'll certainly try to help...x |
*cuddles everyone*
The appointment with the psychologist went well. He wants to see me weekly but my next appointment isn't until December unless there is a cancellation. |
I'm glad your appointment went well but that is quite a wait.
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Lindsay: Yeah it is quite a wait. I'm hoping I can hang on for that long.
*cuddles everyone then goes and finds an empty corner and sits and rocks staring at the wall* |
*Walks in, looking around unsure*
Uhm...hello...I think I may need to check into this place. Feeling very unsafe right now. However, I do bring cookies. *Hands out chocolate chip cookies to everyone* |
*cuddles everyone*
Not doing so good... *stares at the wall and cries because she can't in real life* |
*hugs Bethany* - come on in. We have a denial tent, a puppy (puppy SinClair), a smoking shelter, as many corners as people who need them so I hope you can get some relief from real life here.
*holds Helen* - no words I'm afraid but I can offer you a tissue. *hugs everyone* I feel down again. I had to act cheerful when I went to see my physio and now that I've stopped acting I just want to curl up on my bed and cry. But I can't cry. I feel like there is no escape from this mood except through death. I want it all to stop now. Can anybody stop the world cause I really, really want to get off. *curls up into a little ball in the corner and cries* |
*cuddles Kahlia lots*
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*cuddles into Helen*
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*Joins the cuddle with Kahlia and Helen and cries quietly*
Love you both. xxxxxx |
*hugs Arwen*
*hugs everyone* *curls up in a corner and cries her heart out* |
*also cries her heart out and cuddles kahlia and arwen some more*
Shame I can't cry in real life *shrugs* Also there's cuddles for everyone :) One of my best friends has left me, well said she was, then a couple hours texted me saying she was sorry for everything, then has called me 12 times since and phoned my other best friend 5 times too. I could text her back and end this hurting etc, but she needs to know she can't keep saying she's going to leave/pushing me away and for nothing to happen. I don't want to do it...but as my best friend said I didn't leave, she's the one who pushed me..So why do I feel so guilty?? |
*hugs Kahlia* Thank you for your kind welcome.
*looks around before finding a nice, cozy corner to curl up and cry in* |
*hugs Helen* - I can't cry irl either. I'm sorry to hear what you are going through with your best friend. I hope you manage to work out something that is in your best interest.
*hugs Bethany and passes over some tissues* *hugs everyone* I just want to go back to bed and pretend this day never happened. And the problem with that is it's only about 7:30 am. I've been up for an hour and my low mood has hit. It's getting distressing. And the worst thing is that I can't find a cause. Oh well. *goes and finds puppy SinClair then disappears into the denial tent and pretends that everything is alright* |
*Hugs Helen*
*Hugs Kahlia* Hope you're both ok...x This really sucks. Really, really sucks. Nobody seems to understand. The only reason I'm dwelling on the break-up is because that's the only thing that I can stop hurting me. Eventually. Only, I'd rather not stop it hurting. I'd rather it was never over. Why did he ask me to try again for 2 weeks later to bail again? I wish I understood him. I wish I could hate him. |
*hugs helen, kahlia, bethany, and vicki* Sorry i would do individual responses but there has been a lot of posts since Ive been in here. Hope you all are doing alright.
I don't feel like talking much, it hurts to talk, or even think too much. I just wanted to pop in and say hi. |
*hugs Vicki and Laura*
*hugs everyone else* Meh. |
*hugs everyone*
I hope you're all doing okay. |
*cuddles everyone*
Sorry we're all feeling so bad. Kahlia, hope your day improves :( I just want to curl and sleep already :/ |
*cuddles everyone*
Helen: Thanks. My day isn't improving but at least I'm keeping my head above water. I want to disappear. This depression isn't lessening in any way. Meh... |
I feel like a post hog but...
*cuddles everyone* *sneaks into a corner that no-one can see and curls up wishing she could cry* |
*cuddles everyone*
Things have been sorted with my best friend :) One less thing for me to stress over I guess. Having a really bad day yay :/ |
*hugs kahlia* you are definitely not being a post hog.
*hugs helen* Glad things are better with your friend! Sorry your day is crappy. *walks blankly to a corner and sits down to think* |
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