Well Done putting off the Urges , Annie *Hugs* I know how hard that is :(

I am Anxious and so so sad .

Very Little has changed , the insecurity is immense.

Does anyone know how to make a CV or Resume?

How are we all today?

Really struggling right now.

*disappears into pillow fort to cry*

Sorry I have to hide all this, keeping strong for the world but I just can't...

*Hugs Kahlia Tight*

I'm a nurse, I'm supposed to look after people. How can I do that if I can't even look after myself?
I'm weak and hurt myself and now it's looking infected. I thought going back to work and having something to do would help but it makes no difference. I come home and still feel the same.
I was invited out with a friend today and said I would go then today just ignore her all day because I couldn't face it.
How is everyone else doing?

PS. Mark you can get pretty good CV templates online. My dad altered mine (he's a business manager and reckons this makes him an expert :ermm:) if you like you can use it as a template.

I'm sorry you are so Low , Ashley :( As a nurse I know you know this but do your best to keep your wound sterile and dressed. *Hugs*
I have PM'd you. Hope you are doing okay today :)

Thanks for the hugs big brother, you have no idea how much I need them right now. *hugs*

Sorry you aren't feeling so good Ashley but I hope that things are improving. Looking after our selves is sometimes the most difficult thing to do sadly. *safe hugs if okay*

I'm still struggling from hearing that I have cauda equina syndrome which could result in permanent paralysis of the legs with no appointment with a neurosurgeon until August. Being in the wheelchair is hard enough because I really just want to get up and walk but knowing this.... Sorry. I'm just going to go and cry in a corner.

*Extra Hugs Kahlia* Love ya Lil' Sis <3

There's a 4.30 am now . . . .

*hugs Kahlia* at least they've shown it's not related to your mental health. Which should help if you go to hospital again. Sorry to hear that it might turn out so bad tho. And that the neurology appointment is so far away.
Ashley, I get where your coming from. *hugs*
Mark, thanks for being around.*hugs for you too*
It all hit the fan. I hurt myself. I ended up feeling worse.
It's all coming apart now.

Hey Annie *Hugs* I'm sorry the proverbial hit the fan , I'm around if you wanna chat :)

Right , I need a friend , even sleep had abandoned me.

How are you all doing?

I feel like I'm about to burst out crying.

How are we all today?

If anyone has them I could use some comforting words.

Hey Mark. What's going on? Haven't had much time lately to get online.
I hope you are ok. *special hugs just for Mark*

*Hugs Annie*

1. Long Distance Reletionship that is beyond complicated, So In Love though , Not really got a handle on my feelings.
2. Only IRL Friend moving away has really triggered my BPD Fear of Abandoment.
3.Meds change has messed up my Sleep.
4. Anxiety is going turbo charged.
5. Triggered beyond belief and am at my folks for 9 more days , they think I've recovered and Mum made up the bed in crisp White Sheets.

I'm just doing my best to keep a lid on my head until I get home , very very very hard indeed.

How are you ?

Homesick, overwhelmed, nervous and exhausted. Intensive residential school is a bit much right now.