*Crawls in* this is my first time here, i need to feel safe.

*waves* hey franticmind, you're safe here, come sit with us if you want

*sets out a box of love with chocolates in it* + *cleans up mess around invisible table and room and walls* *refills blankets pillows and lemonade and cookies*

*sits in the corner and stares at the wall*

Such a fragile mind have I... and one simple thing will break it right now

I think I finally broke

*offers Nat hugs* I feel you.
*waves at franticmind and yodabearinterrupted* You can join us if you like. I find cuddle puddles sometimes help me.

I came back from hospital one day too late. I missed seeing my grandfather by less than 24 hours. My heart has gone with him. :crying: Now we all have to try and pick up the pieces and ensure my nanna still has a reason to live.

*has just noticed this thread and likes the idea*
*not feeling safe, grabs a king sized a doona and selfishly wraps around herself to hide*

The tears are falling thick and fast today. My hallucinations are becoming stronger and it feels like they are more real than the rest of the world. I'm very suicidal and am attempting to hide it from my husband even though I know that betrays the trust. I just can't say anything to him.... I just feel like there is no way out and I want all this to end. Maybe I should just knock myself out for the night. *sigh*

*disappears into a corner with my teddy bear and several boxes of tissues*

*hugs Ashley*

I give up, all the fight has gone out of me, can't do it anymore

*offers boxed hugs around the ward* im so sorry to her that Kahlia, that must be awful for you.

Kathrine: Thanks for your understanding and support. I'm here if you need to talk, get virtual hugs or just need to feel safe.

Sometimes it feels like we just can't fight any more, that we can no longer take what life is throwing up at us. At times like this the most important thing that anyone can do is to try. It sounds stupid but we have no chance to get through anything if we can't look at what situation we are in and discover what (and where) we would like to be. I'm not trying to belittle anyone else's problems but I want you to know that there is hope.

*hugs all who want/need them and leaves blankets and boxes of tissues around the ward*

Missing grandpa very badly today :crying:

*disappears into a corner with a teddy bear and a blanket*

6+ months not drinking and cutting. can feel insomnia right next door.

I don't want to be alone tonight...

Yeah, I shouldn't have written that part of the story... now that scene triggered me and I have to deal with not doing well after being fine all day. This sucks :(

Sitting alone and crying before five in the morning. Another night of little sleep and I'm already over the day. I'm just going to hide in a corner with a pillow for the next six months

sorry i crashed into this stopping all everyting and causing chaos cause u dont know me. im not like that. and instead of joining a cult or sekt i was heling people out of **** back in alt.suicide.bus.stop.

where i am living now they dont even support me enough to give me a job its just deserted in a blink. i am well enough from another persons mouth i can drive a car. i am fully capable of working. i used to drive grass harvesters and big trailers fuill of grass. helping around the farm. (too bad this isnt a farm *paints a green tractor on the left invisible wall besides the entrance*) i have not been helped in any way. and i just found out that everyone that lives in the same place where i do with them. is a anstalt for the psychically ill. and not a finger is lifted to help us. they just let us rot. i cant really talk this way about medicine cause the pills make me angry and in result does more harm than help me in that way. they change the times they come to give me meds. like i wanted the meds an hour inbetween the different pills. and they decided they wanted to give me them at the same time making me throw up and dizzy and noxius(naceous) ill. its currently snowing now in norway. "the fjords are cold and the fjells are white, come take a trip into the wild viking reign."

m0nk: unfortunately this situation is all to common. *safe hugs*

*hides in the corner*

Really not doing very well right now, trying to focus on writing instead of doing bad things but even that is not going very well :(