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chinahorse 10-04-2019 02:05 PM

Don't know if they can help. Want help but don't think anyone can. I'm so tired of this.

one_step_closer 10-04-2019 03:22 PM

It's ok for them to see you tomorrow even if you think they might be of no help, it's worth a try. Especially after all the fighting for support you've been doing recently. Give them a chance. I understand the feeling that no one can help, the hopelessness and loneliness, but at least let them be there in whatever way they can. Is there anything specific that 'help' means to you right now?

nonperson 10-04-2019 08:46 PM

^ Was going to say something exactly along those lines. You don't know what they're going to say yet so don't give up hope.

chinahorse 11-04-2019 01:22 PM

Shall I ring htt and say the man wants me to cut? Is that what they help with?

tamobhuuta 11-04-2019 01:49 PM

I think it would be good to tell them x

chinahorse 11-04-2019 01:51 PM

I rang them. They said to stay busy until they come this afternoon.

Eska 11-04-2019 02:52 PM

Well done for calling. Do you think you will be able to stay busy, as they've suggested? I know you're having a low key day, are there some gentle things you can do?

chinahorse 11-04-2019 03:41 PM

I hoovered and went to the shop for laundry powder and did laundry and played with the cat again.

tamobhuuta 11-04-2019 03:43 PM

You're doing really well x

one_step_closer 11-04-2019 05:13 PM

Keep going Lillie, I know it's hard but you can get through this battle.

Stellata 11-04-2019 08:12 PM

Well done for reaching out. How's things now?

chinahorse 11-04-2019 08:12 PM

Thanks guys. Managed not to self harm yet. Have a tooth infection and leg infection and fibro is bad. I feel so low. Can't put it into words.

Stellata 11-04-2019 08:42 PM

Well done for not self harming. Sorry to hear about the infections, fibro and lowness.

tamobhuuta 12-04-2019 06:51 PM

Leaving hugs

one_step_closer 12-04-2019 07:05 PM

Be very kind to yourself please. You are going through so much. Keep fighting to not self harm too, you've been through enough. How are you today?

chinahorse 12-04-2019 07:24 PM

I went to work. Really shouldn't have. It highlighted how not fit to work I am right now.

one_step_closer 12-04-2019 07:26 PM

Will you be having some time off now or do you need to go back quickly?

chinahorse 12-04-2019 07:52 PM

I did have next week bpoked off but they've said I need to go in on monday

Buttons. 12-04-2019 08:04 PM

Sucks about Monday, but hopefully the rest of the week you can try and relax and regroup. Sorry things are so tough right now lovely.

chinahorse 13-04-2019 12:41 PM

I feel bad. Felt too low to go out to see a friend. Now htt will shout at me so I can't ring them for support. I don't think I need their support anyway because I'm just pathetic. My boss want me to confirm that I iwll be in work on Monday and I want to text back no.


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