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chinahorse 04-04-2019 01:06 AM

I didn't ask. Will just make me want to leave


I got a fair bit like 8 hours or so but am still very very tired.

Stellata 04-04-2019 10:32 AM

Did you get seen ok in the end?

chinahorse 04-04-2019 12:14 PM

Yep. And I've called my cmht this morning and made a gp appointment.

tamobhuuta 04-04-2019 12:15 PM

Well done I hope they're helpful x

one_step_closer 04-04-2019 07:29 PM

Well done Lillie. When will you be seeing the GP?

chinahorse 04-04-2019 07:52 PM

Saw the gp at 2pm today. Told her lots. Been put back on sertraline. She too wanted me back on aripiprazole. I said no. She's going to speak to psyche and try and get me more definite support.

Stellata 04-04-2019 08:13 PM

I'm glad to hear that.

Out of interest, because I'm on it, what don't you like about Aripiprazole?

chinahorse 04-04-2019 08:37 PM

I wad on it to make the sertraline work better. So when I came off sertraline it made sense to come off aripiprazole too.

Stellata 04-04-2019 08:43 PM

Ah right.

Fire Fly 05-04-2019 03:32 PM

Could you try anything else?

tamobhuuta 05-04-2019 04:53 PM

I hope your GP is listened to. How do you feel about restarting meds?

Are you working over the weekend?

one_step_closer 05-04-2019 08:02 PM

I'm glad things are finally being done and I hope they are useful for you. Are you not keen on being back on meds? How did you find Sertraline when you were on it before?

chinahorse 05-04-2019 08:07 PM

I don't mind the sertraline. It helped a lot at a high dose. I just don't want to be on loads of pills. And I'm on loads as it is.

I'm not working this weekend no. Meant to be going to a hen do but I'm not feeling able to manage it. Which makes me feel terrible.

one_step_closer 05-04-2019 08:10 PM

I can understand feeling terrible about not feeling able to manage the hen do but it's more than ok for you to take time to look after yourself. There's no point forcing yourself to do something if it might make things harder. Will the person understand if you can't make it?

tamobhuuta 05-04-2019 10:09 PM

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Originally Posted by one_step_closer (Post 4215845)
I can understand feeling terrible about not feeling able to manage the hen do but it's more than ok for you to take time to look after yourself. There's no point forcing yourself to do something if it might make things harder. Will the person understand if you can't make it?

Take proper time to look after yourself.

chinahorse 06-04-2019 01:24 PM

I'm nearly out of reasons not to go to A and E. I can't decide what shoes and coat to wear. But I've spent ages making myself look nice and now I cba to go.

The cut isn't that bad. I don't think. But you know when you don't trust your own judgement? How do I know if its bad enough? What if they laugh? Its not deep enough.

The hen do is my best mates sister. My best mate is being wonderful about it which is making me feel worse.

one_step_closer 06-04-2019 03:57 PM

Have you managed to go to A&E? I'd hope people wouldn't laugh, but no matter what other people think it's important to get treatment if it's needed. They will know if it needs treated or not, it can be hard to judge things like that yourself.

chinahorse 06-04-2019 04:04 PM

I'm in a and e now. Well the fractures clinic which is a make shift minor. Yet again they triaged without looking at the wound and were horrible.

I'm so sick of being alive.

tamobhuuta 06-04-2019 04:06 PM

Please stick around, I know waiting is horrible.

one_step_closer 06-04-2019 04:09 PM

I'm sorry people are being so awful and not considering your feelings. Maybe just focus on getting physical treatment at this point, and hopefully you will get more proper support soon if your GP is speaking to psych.


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