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one_step_closer 23-01-2011 03:41 PM

How are you doing, Mark?

shadowedsoul 23-01-2011 03:51 PM

cuddles all, curls up. damn it i feel so damn low, such a frigging failure. just want to die

Doikers 23-01-2011 03:57 PM

I'm feeling okay , but I can feel the Depression lurking , waiting to jump on me *sigh* :S *Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Jill*

FlyingNy 23-01-2011 03:59 PM

*Hugs Mark* :) You remembered.

*Hugs Lindsey* Is there anyone IRL you can tell about these feelings Lindey? If you're feeling that low, you might as well give it a shot. I don't want anything to happen to you :(

*Hugs Nicole* Rawr to you too :) How might you be?

*Hugs Jill* You're not a failure. Is there anyone IRL you can turn to? We're all here for you, but sometimes you need someone who can be there in person or on the other end of a phone.

nicole94 23-01-2011 04:05 PM

*Hugs Lia* I'm ok thanks :) How are you?

Doikers 23-01-2011 04:11 PM

How are you Lia ?

Louise 23-01-2011 04:12 PM

how is everyone

FlyingNy 23-01-2011 04:14 PM

I'm alright. Holding on. Alive.

*Hugs Lousie* Hey, how are you?

Doikers 23-01-2011 04:15 PM

Hey Louise :) *Hugs* How are you hun?

nicole94 23-01-2011 04:16 PM

*Hugs Lia* :( Thats not alright hun. I read your R/V. Sometimes you need other people to support you aswell hun, we won't take over. You can still be in control.

shadowedsoul 23-01-2011 04:18 PM

hugs lia, and mark. no don't really have freinds in reallife. meh does't matter i knew it was going to happen. i guess its not the end of the world.
lia , if you ever want to talk, im always here. ,my advice sucks but i can always listen. big bear hugs.

Louise 23-01-2011 04:25 PM

I could be better not having a great day.

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 23-01-2011 04:26 PM

Whats up Louise?

FlyingNy 23-01-2011 04:26 PM

*Hugs Nicole and Jill* Thanks guys :) Just listening it enough, I don't expect people to have all the answers.

FlyingNy 23-01-2011 04:27 PM

You always have us Jill, I know it's not the same but it's better than nothing.

Do you want to talk about it Lousie?

one_step_closer 23-01-2011 04:27 PM

Thanks, Lia. I could call the voluntary crisis team but they never know how to help.

Louise 23-01-2011 04:30 PM

Been hearing voices which have been really strong

Doikers 23-01-2011 04:32 PM

You could give the crisis team a try Lindsay? They might know what to do today?

Doikers 23-01-2011 04:33 PM

Can you do anything to drown out the voices hun? Music ,put on a favourite album?

nicole94 23-01-2011 05:01 PM

What do you guys think of the name Charlie?

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 05:03 PM

Had a really crappy day today :(

Disturbia 23-01-2011 05:04 PM

Voices are really bad for me too i have the radio on in head phones but it's not helping .
I took my medication late today maybe that's why


FlyingNy 23-01-2011 05:05 PM

The name Charlie's cool. I have a friend named Charlie. Why?

Sometimes Lindey, it's good just to have someone to unload on, even if they don't have all the answers, it can make you feel less heavy and that is the most hypocritical I have ever written in my life.

*Hugs Louise* Sing loudly? Go for a walk, I sometimes find them good for thinking, but I guess there won't be anything to distact you in that case, not so good :/

FlyingNy 23-01-2011 05:06 PM

*Hugs Sarah and Disturbia*

shadowedsoul 23-01-2011 05:06 PM

argh!!!!!!! okay today keeps getting worse. think im just going to hide in here today.

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:07 PM

*Hugs Disturbia* I'm sorry to hear that:(

*Hugs Sarah* Whats up hun?

*Hugs Nicole* I like the name Charlie for both a Boy or Girl , why do you ask?

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:08 PM

Whats happened Jill ?

shadowedsoul 23-01-2011 05:14 PM

my mum and dad are argueing so much today. they are shouting at each other. today just keeps getting better and better.

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 05:14 PM

Just had a morning filled with rows today, I mean I just felt useless and as if the past few weeks have just been utterly pointless and that I was being really selfish for wanting people to look after me because of how I am mentally. *sigh*

*cuddles everyone* I wish I could be supporting people today

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:16 PM

*Hugs Jill* I'm sorry hun:(

*Hugs Sarah* You don't need to be supportive when you need support yourself , thas why we are here , Make Sense?

shadowedsoul 23-01-2011 05:17 PM

thanks mark, sorry guys

nicole94 23-01-2011 05:22 PM

*Cuddles Lia, Mark, Jill and Sarah*
I want to change my name, and was looking through names, and Charlie just stuck out to me :)

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:24 PM

Nicole , you could be a Good Charlie! Why do you want to change your name?

Jill , why do you think it's your fault hun?

nicole94 23-01-2011 05:27 PM

Thankyou Mark :) My mum has agreed to let me legally change my name to Charlie aswell (not that she had any choice anyway lol) And I dunno, I was just thinking about everything, I wanna make a fresh start, Nicole was a silly little girl, I don't wanna be her anymore. :)

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 05:27 PM

*cuddles Mark* thanks. I just wish people IRL understood that I can't be helping if I'm so bad myself that I just don't care what happens to me. Last night I was hallucinating so badly all I could hear was the door chime from my fiance's work over and over, solidly, for hours. So I wasn't really capable of doing anything to help anyone :(

Thanks for being here guys.

Nicole, Charlie is a lovely name. *cuddles*

Jill, its not your fault hun, even if they try to blame you *cuddles*

shadowedsoul 23-01-2011 05:28 PM

hmm it is my fault,well most of it is.

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:34 PM

Okay Nicole , that makes sense :) *Hugs*

I'm Sorry you were hearing the door chime so much last night Sarah *Hugs*

I'm sure it's not your fault Jill :S *Hugs*

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 05:37 PM

*cuddles Jill*

*cuddles Mark* it started rows and things, from my state last night, this morning. So I've had a real crap morning too. 3h of on and off rows about my mental state. I wish I could help it. I wish I didn't need constantly looking after. I wish I was different >:(

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:43 PM

I'm sorry , Obviously we can't help out mental state , If we could do something about it we would , I take my meds and meet with CMHT (When they feel like it) but I still get **** days and I'm sure you do all that you can do as well hun, I wish I could help more Sarah *Hugs*

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 05:46 PM

I'm doing everything I can, I've been to my GP so many times and I see my counsellor weekly, I take my meds without fail and I'm going to see mind for a chat, I'm waiting for the mental health team to ring me for an appointment but there's nothing else I can do. I can't "just be happy once in a while" because thats not how it works. I can fake it, and I can fake it bloody well. But with people I can trust I'd rather just be truthful, open and honest, but thats just biting me on the ass now. Balls to this, I'm gonna be a hermit.

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:49 PM

It sucks when we have to fake being Happy :S Don't be a hermit I'd miss you , I could be a Hermit , I try not to be TOO honest with my family ,I sometimes say I'm down but I never mention the S.I. or just how low I get .

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 05:52 PM

I'm never open with my family about it for the reason they don't think mental health problems don't exist. :/ I just want to hide from everything sometimes because its so much effort faking happiness and its so hard when the people closest to us are getting fed up with looking after us :/ my mind is racing. Had green tea but not calmed down. Grr.

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:55 PM

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry your family are of that opinion , what about your finance could you go to his?

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 06:00 PM

I was there last night and this morning. I think he needs a break from looking after me, plus he's working till 11 :/

Doikers 23-01-2011 06:03 PM

Oh okay . Hmmm Could you secrte yourself in your room to get away from everybody? Are you on a Laptop that you could take into another room?

nicole94 23-01-2011 06:15 PM

*Cuddles Sarah* sorry, I don't really have much advice.
I just nearly took my thumb off while peeling potatoes :/

Doikers 23-01-2011 06:20 PM

Crickey Nicole! what are you using to peel them? a Machete?:P Be careful hun.

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 06:20 PM

Oh Nicole :( *cuddles* you okay?

*cuddles Mark* Nah not really, I'm not feeling too stressed now.

Doikers 23-01-2011 06:23 PM

Good Sarah :)

nicole94 23-01-2011 06:23 PM

*Cuddles Sarah and Mark* I'm ok, put a plaster on it and carried on lol. And erm-a what now Mark? :/


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