*Glomps Kathryn*

You know when you wake up and know today is gonna be awful? That. :(

How are you all today?

*Places Pineapple Free Pizza on the Table*

*hugs* Mark. I've had days like that before. Hopefully today will go better than expected!

I'm just sort of here today. Woke up late but have made up a little time. The day just started and I'm ready for it to be over. *yawn* Plus side is the weekend starts tonight!

Submission is sorted without further penalty.
One more assignment for the semester. About 'active aging' based on a paper discussing how it's empty rhetoric. How painful. All I know is that it isn't well supported at work. A flyer and an essay.
Told my bestie that I'm looking for an out from my relationship. The man threatened the three year old with walking out into the bush to die, cos in a tantrum she said she didn't love him. Not on. He admitted it was just a threat. Just one he's used on me multiple times. It is the first major coffin nail. I've fought against his insecurity the entire nine years of our relationship, I won't have her suffering the same.

Yay for only one more assignment! And sorry to hear about your relationship. It's not OK he threatened your daughter (or you!). Has he been to counseling? <3 <3

*places breakfast foods on the table*

I slept horribly. Had a dream about talking to my kid's pediatrician. He's a super nice guy and easy to talk to. The entire dream though was him bringing up my mental health. He had some 112 question thing for me. Bleh. I deal with my mental health during the day so come time to sleep I want nothing to do with it. It's really put me in a funk.

It's an empty, if painful threat. He's never even made it to the door. (just realised it wasn't clear- he said if that was how she felt, that he would walk out and find a mineshaft for himself to die in)
He used to be on anti depressants. But they weren't right for him and he doesn't do the sharing feelings well, even within family. He no longer thinks he has mental health problems, but he's so paranoid and insecure.
It still guts me when he threatens to walk away or hurt himself. I still love him but he won't change, he just proved it with that sentence. And this is not a healthy environment for the little one. I don't want to see him hurt, but I won't let it continue.
And probably the worst part is, I'm not ready to leave yet. I'll live in hope till unis done. Maybe it will change. Maybe....
Oh and if I put as much effort into uni as I have this, my assignment would be done.

*hugs*

On my way to spend the afternoon with hubby's family. I'm on edge and ready to snap so this should be fun.

This world is so dark and evil. I'm terrified that I, including the whole system, can't cope or hold myself/ourselves together.

*disappears into pillow fort*

*Curls up in middle of room*

Just need to not be alone
Feeling really alone and just...idk..... made a thread but since I haven't been posting much don't expect much from it

*hugs for everyone who wants one*
Feel awful. Nuff said.

*Sits*

Feel Tre Awful.

*Offers milk and cookies*

What's going on doik and eir

Hey Haile . I just struggling a bit . How are you?

Struggling alot but I'll get there
If you wanna talk my inbox is open

Just so done with existing, and think I'm pathetic for not doing something about it.
Must attempt sleep now. So i can continue to procrastinate this assignment.

*Safe Group Hugs*

How are we all?

Getting there. Sort of.
And yourself?

Head overload :) :(

Horrible just want to cry..... court in a week

Hi everyone. I've been away and hiding for a while.

*safe hugs* for anyone that wants/needs them
*leaves mugs of hot chocolate and coffee on the table*

Just want all the madness to stop.
*cuddles up in pillow fort*

Why court , Halie? *Glomps*

*Glomps Kahlia* Hey Lil Sis :) How are you hun?

Court for who gets custudy of 5 year old nephew. Parents have had custudy his entire life but my sister wants to take him and not let us see him again. I'm scared she will get him

*Sighs* Upstairs neighbors had a visit from DCF which resulted in the removal of their 2 kids. I can honestly say I am happy about it. For months there has been numerous calls to the police on my part because of the screaming and the parents beating each other in front of the kids and on 3 occasions, the scum parents left the kids outside

I'm Glad those kids will be taken care of Caitlyn , just hope they're not seperated .I have issues with 2 of my 3 buildingmates too. just Glad I've Got Charlie on my floor as she is the perfect neighbour , Live above a small time drug dealer and a guy who's all kinds of dodgy . Happy to collect Charlie's recycling bins in from time to time and say hey when we run into each other.
Problem is kids prep their drugs in the doorway , Charlie loses her **** when she catches them and I don't blame her.

I hope the kids aren't separated.

How are we all today?

Got free coffee because my birthday is in a couple of days. So that's good. Just sort of hanging on right now otherwise. It's been a long few weeks.

Oh happy birthday Kathryn for in a couple of days :)

How are we all today?

I had therapy today and it was really hard to concentrate because of the spirits in her office.

What kind of spirit ,Caitlyn?

Drew, the spirits of the mill workers. The building where I receive my meds and therapy from used to be a huge Mill building.

**Curls up in corner *

Can't cope with all these emotions lashing out at everbody....

Cautiously optimistic. I'm now enrolled in all subjects required to graduate. 8 months of study left

Hi all , how are we all doing?

Not great but better than last nightm........ yoursef?

Far too hot myself

Hey guys n gals , how are we all today?

Eh. Mothers day without the girl. Bit coldy too. Just a very low sort of flat
Apparently I look happier tho.
It's pretty quiet on the board.
How about you Mark?

*Safe Hugs Annie* I'm sorry you are flat . Mothers Day was like a month ago here.
I'm drained , my situation is really complex.

Doikers can you pm me again you helped alot last time?

so doikers suggested using the thread. so here goes...... i have alot going on and my emotions are just uncontrollable.... in the middle of a custudy battle with my sister and mom over custudy of my 5 year old nephew who my mom currently has custudy of.. well my sister told him durring her time with him wednesday that nobody but her loves him aand hes not allowed to love anyone else or she will be mad at him. now hes upset bc he wants to love my mom and dad and me but now he cant.... im so mad im shaking. he told me this yesterday and i still havent calmed down from it. i dont know how to handle all of this ...... im sorrry for ranting ......

Sorry for only bringing darkness and gloom.

Too many deaths too close together. Can't hold on.

*finds a corner, sits down and cries*

Kahlia *Massive Brotherly Hugs* May I sit with you?

Sure Mark.

Need to plop myself in here for a while. It's been a rough month.

AR.

Hi AR, *Offer Tea*

How are all my peeps?

That's a tough situation Haile *Glomps* Maybe you could also post it is serious?

I already made a thread not many responded except for sying to contact therapist
How are you mark?

Not Great Haile , How are you today?

Tea would be great, thanks. Feel free to call me Ashley.
I can't decide how I'm feeling today if that makes sense?
How is everyone else doing?

AR.

Welcome to the thread , Ashley :) I'm Mark.

Thanks, nice to meet you Mark.
How are you? :)

AR.