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Kahlia1981 07-11-2009 05:07 AM

*cuddles everyone*

Helen: Thanks. My day isn't improving but at least I'm keeping my head above water.

I want to disappear. This depression isn't lessening in any way. Meh...

Kahlia1981 08-11-2009 03:42 AM

I feel like a post hog but...

*cuddles everyone*

*sneaks into a corner that no-one can see and curls up wishing she could cry*

MammaMia 08-11-2009 01:49 PM

*cuddles everyone*

Things have been sorted with my best friend :) One less thing for me to stress over I guess.

Having a really bad day yay :/

SoMuchMore 08-11-2009 06:47 PM

*hugs kahlia* you are definitely not being a post hog.
*hugs helen* Glad things are better with your friend! Sorry your day is crappy.

*walks blankly to a corner and sits down to think*

MammaMia 08-11-2009 06:58 PM

*curls up*

Kahlia1981 09-11-2009 01:19 PM

*hugs Helen*
*hugs Laura*
*hugs everyone*

I'm dying inside. Little by little. I can feel it. My heart has been smashed open. Broken so bad that it can never be repaired. I want out.

*curls up and rocks while staring blankly at a wall*

zowie 09-11-2009 02:27 PM

My next door neighbour is dead.
She was so mentally unwell for so long, and I did nothing to help her.
She died in the psychiatric hospital where I stayed IP a lot last year.
I've been through illness. I want to spend my life helping people with MH problems.
And yet I did nothing to help the lovely woman who's been part of my life for 16 years.

Sigma 09-11-2009 02:32 PM

hi everyone

is there a spare corner? i can't deal with everything anymore..

SoMuchMore 09-11-2009 03:22 PM

*hugs kahlia*
*hugs arwen* I'm so sorry about your neighbor.. please don't be so hard on yourself. Nothing is your fault.
*hugs tokoloshe* of course there is a spare corner, come on in and find one.

Sigma 09-11-2009 03:27 PM

thanks, I brought my duvet to wrap myself in...

*hugs back and offers everyone a jelly baby*

MammaMia 09-11-2009 04:47 PM

*goes and hugs Kahlia* You'll get through this honey, I promise, I know everything hurts and is a massive struggle right now..but you will :)

*goes and hugs Arwen* I'm so sorry about your neighbour, I'm glad you want to help people with MH issues, you'll be fablous at it. Don't be so hard on yourself though sweetie.

*hugs everyone including new people* :)

Ugh not having a good time still. Ha. *curls up and dies*

zowie 09-11-2009 05:25 PM

Thanks Laura and Helen.
*hugs*

xxxx

Kahlia1981 09-11-2009 11:04 PM

*hugs Arwen*
*hugs Helen*
*hugs Laura*
*hugs everyone she's missed from the previous page*
*hugs everyone who wanders in*

I'm sorry for the lack of individual replies but my brain isn't working right now. All I can think of is harming myself in some way - possibly fatally. God I'm even listening to depressing songs because I can't listen to any of the other songs on my computer because they seem so fake. I just want out. Anyone worked out how to stop the world yet? I have to get off now before I do myself some serious damage. I'm sorry for bringing this up with all of you.

*retreats into a corner, sits down and starts rocking*

Sigma 11-11-2009 11:35 AM

Sorry, Kahlia, I haven't worked out the answer yet either. I'm glad you're still here though...

*hugs*

Kahlia1981 11-11-2009 12:11 PM

Thanks Tokoloshe. *hugs you*
*hugs everyone*

I would really like all the ***** to stop now... Please???

*withdraws to a hidden corner, sits down and rocks while wishing she could cry*

MammaMia 11-11-2009 01:16 PM

*hugs everyone*

Kahlia1981 11-11-2009 09:01 PM

*cuddles everyone*

K1979 11-11-2009 10:41 PM

Not posted here before - really want to be safe.
Hospital even sounds like a good idea but would let too many people down.
I feel so alone.
I feel under so much pressure to stay well - I can't control this illness but why do people think I can?

MammaMia 12-11-2009 01:44 AM

*cuddles all*

Having a nightmare of a night. Just hope my fears don't become truth. Please please please don't :'(

SoMuchMore 12-11-2009 04:11 AM

*hugs kahlia*
*hugs k1979 and offers some welcome cookies*
*hugs helen* I hope your night is going better. Sorry its been a bad one so far.

I'm not holding back tonight when my friend comes over... he wants me to talk, so i guess i will. I'm kinda nervous though... I don't let too many people into my head


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