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ScarlettAngel 15-10-2009 10:54 AM

is there a spare corner somewhere? or even a basement closet or something? i just wanna hide somewhere, i dont care how uncomfortable it is, its gotta be better than reality! AAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

phoenixescape 15-10-2009 10:08 PM

*hugs scarlettangel* you can come hide in the corner with me

SoMuchMore 15-10-2009 10:34 PM

*cuddles everyone* because it sounds like we need them.

.... Everything is so screwed up. *runs away so that nobody has to deal with me*

ScarlettAngel 16-10-2009 01:24 AM

everything's a mess. in all honesty, its seriously messed up. and i don't think that's about to change :( i definately didn't help the matter either, by falling back to my old patterns of coping :'(
i hate everything

MammaMia 16-10-2009 05:25 AM

:'( **** it ALL.

flybat3 16-10-2009 06:31 AM

curls up in a corner
i dont want to resist the urge anymore........im so sick of fighting it

shadowedsoul 17-10-2009 12:04 AM

im with you mammamia, **** it all. what the hell is the point. =/

[Fog] 18-10-2009 07:00 PM

Hey guys, sorry I haven't been around for so long. How are you all doing? You have been in my thoughts. I hope everyone is doing ok.

On the outside I'm progressing - I'm working part time and putting a lot of effort into appearing ok. On the inside it's like holding everything in is making it go sour.

Love to you all xx

Kahlia1981 19-10-2009 10:35 AM

*hugs everyone*

Sorry I've been away but I've been IP again.

MammaMia 19-10-2009 11:09 AM

*cuddles everyone*

SoMuchMore 19-10-2009 08:57 PM

*hugs banana*
*hugs kahlia* I'm sorry to hear that your had to go IP again. Hope you are alright hun.
*hugs helen*

i don't understand what's going on with me anymore. I hate me, but I haven't SI'd... I don't care enough to SI... kinda worried that i'll break down and do something more... but maybe i won't. I can never tell.

Louise 19-10-2009 09:51 PM

*leaves hugs*

Kahlia1981 20-10-2009 12:32 AM

*cuddles everyone*

I had my meds changed while I was IP but they are refusing to change my dx. They wouldn't listen to me so I took in a letter from my last pdoc. They were trying to label me BPD because I need psychology and psychiatry - but if I had BPD I would only need psychology (according the their definition) so I'm tempted to come off my meds and let them see me as I really am. It drives me bananas. Bloody pdocs.

Sorry for anyone that got offended by that by the way.

youonlyliveonce 20-10-2009 11:13 AM

hugs kahila hope everything gets sorted soon.

struggling big time. i know im on a downward spiral but i dont care anymore i just dont sobs.

MammaMia 20-10-2009 01:46 PM

I feel like I'm hitting my head against a brick wall constantly >.<

Kahlia1981 20-10-2009 10:49 PM

*hugs Helen*
*hugs everyone*

MammaMia 20-10-2009 10:52 PM

I actually give up, no wait, I gave up a long time agao. WHY AM I STILL HERE?

Kahlia1981 20-10-2009 11:00 PM

*cuddles Helen* ~ I often ask myself the same question

frenchhorn 20-10-2009 11:05 PM

I've hit rock bottom and i cant see any point anymore, very unsafe so scared and anxious all the time

MammaMia 20-10-2009 11:13 PM

*hugs Kahlia lots* We'll find the answer one day I'm sure.
*hugs frenchhorn*

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