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caiden 28-06-2015 04:20 PM

***hugs kelz***

sorry i dont have much support to offer to many of you others in need rightat the moment... im kinda in a really bad off place myself right at the moment. just figured id check in and see if theres room for one more lost confused tortured soul to maybe get a little hug or at least some understanding

kelz1983 29-06-2015 05:31 AM

We're all a walking mess here, Caiden. *hugs* Support is just in knowing we are not alone in our struggles.

Eir 29-06-2015 09:54 AM

*curls up on the ground crying*
Why is it that it keeps coming back? I'm sick of being an adult.

kelz1983 15-07-2015 05:14 AM

I'm sorry, hun. I'm here if u wanna talk.

Kahlia1981 16-07-2015 02:04 PM

*curls into a ball in a [seemingly] never ending flood of tears*

Why do I have to keep seeing his face in my mind?
Why do these memories rear their heads right now?

Please, let me find some peace....

Kahlia1981 16-07-2015 02:17 PM

Please stop my head going. I cannot cope with these thoughts and memories.... I'm collapsing in on myself and l don't know where to go to stop them. Why did these memories have to return now??

*builds pillow fort and huddles inside*

Eir 17-07-2015 05:18 AM

I... I don't know.
Just I can't deal anymore.

Kahlia1981 18-07-2015 02:40 PM

Here to listen if you need to talk Ktanaya.

My head is spinning, so close to switching but... I can't. Too much. Too many people. Too hard. Just... please, stop.

*curls up with Bear, a pillow and a blanket for the night*

YodaBearInterrupted 21-07-2015 06:02 PM

Things are just too hard right now, its so overwhelming and I just want it all to go away... but its not and being compounded by the Voices. I wish I could make it all go away, but no...

*sits on the floor and stares at the wall*

Eir 22-07-2015 04:33 AM

Sounds like a mental health version of the flu is going around.
I'm still wrong. Too much crap in my life makes it impossible to ignore the voices.
Pitiful wreck I am, I won't do anything.

YodaBearInterrupted 27-07-2015 09:33 AM

Blah... another night of chaos... I wish it would all stop and go away...

*sits on the couch*

Eir 27-07-2015 04:19 PM

I need to start being regular with my meds. My girl is Driving me mental. It's not her fault.
I'm sick and she's sick and she's two and a half and she doesn't know better. It's one in the morning and I ran away from her and sobbed, cos I cant stand her crying.
Nothing ever gets better really. Something always comes and stuff it up.
* sits in the corner and tries to behave*

Kahlia1981 28-07-2015 02:37 AM

Getting closer and closer to the anniversary day and desperately trying to hold myself together.... I just want to give up and switch but none of us are really coping. At least I'm half way through my ECT treatments, but each day is getting harder and harder to cope - to not just check out and throw the next few days away.... My head just won't stop.... Please.... just stop.

Frankie2014 28-07-2015 08:51 PM

Room for 1 more :(

Kahlia1981 23-08-2015 05:06 PM

Frankie - there's always room in here for one more person. *safe hugs if you can accept them*

Tonight I'm really not coping. Since the anniversary my mood has been dropping further and further until I reached the eternal black place. Now I'm extremely suicidal and Jillian (my nastiest voice) is screaming about how much better this place would be if I did just destroy myself. My husband wants to do the best for me including not leaving me on my own but he does have to sleep. Right now I don't even know what I want to do but that happens. *sigh*

I'm just going to curl up in my pillow fort with my teddy bear and cry myself to sleep. *sigh*

Eir 02-09-2015 05:21 PM

Not dead. Was ok and busy. Now not stable. And not sleeping.

clobo 06-09-2015 07:40 PM

Is there room for one more? really not coping with everything at the moment. Been having more and more rough days lately.

Kahlia1981 20-09-2015 07:01 PM

clobo - please, come on in and find whatever you need

Ktanaya - *safe hugs*

So sick of being down. It would be lovely if the manic side of my illness kicked in and gave me a break because I'm really sick of being screwed in ways that don't end in an orgasm. Would really love some damn sleep but even that doesn't seem to be helping at the moment. *disappears into her pillow fort with Bear*

raining_inmyhead 30-09-2015 08:56 AM

This is the only place I feel safe right now x :-(

raining_inmyhead 30-09-2015 09:19 PM

Why am I fighting so hard, what's the point... *curls up in the corner*


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