Hi Laura, *hugs back* Thanks! I'm havin a hard time too. Sorry I'm not more chipper for our first meetin.

*hugs nicole* its alright :-) I go back in 11 days. I'm going to try to stay busy though b/c if i don't things are going to get rough for me... I just hate my family's little nitpicking of things and its always loud here.. which sounds stupid i know, but everyone is always yelling about something.

And yes that makes sense, but you know that urges might go away on their own over the course of minutes-hours. I dont think you should SI. The fact that you made this goal in the first place shows how strong you are and how strong you want to be, and if you can go into this beating an urge then I think thats a great starting point! (I hope that none of this sounds condescending, that is truly not my intention, sorry if it has)

*hugs solo* Its alright, i'm not extremely chipper either right now. Sorry that you are having a hard time. Here if you need to talk.

*spies felicia and hugs tight*

hi all *hugs*

I feel so un-motivated, although waiting with baited breathe for the 60th anniversary year episode of the Archers, in 15 mins, apparently something is going to happen which will change it for years to come, usually the most exciting thing that happens is that hay gets stolen.

*Hugs Laura* Glad it's not too long till you get to go back (although I understand that it probably feels like it) And don't worry, my familys the same, and i'm stuck with them for another year and a half at the least :/
And no, that doesn't sound condescending. I know I shouldn't cut, I just wish these urges weren't so strong :(

*hugs everyone*

I still feel like I have to overdose and I can't get away from it. I have to overdose to make the feeling go away. It will be a horrible experience but good at the same time.

Lindsey please don't overdose. I know that feeling far to well, but overdosing won't make it btter in the long run, please stay safe *big hugs*

I don't know what else to do, i'm so desperate. I'll regret it if I don't go through with it.

How are you, Oliver?

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Laura*

I thought he ward could use some hugs :)

*Hugs Mark* Yeah, we probably could, thanks Mark :)
i'm so friggen cold! but the urges are starting to go because the cold is painful, so I suppose thats something....

Thanks Mark! I need lots of em today! *hugs back*

*Hugs Mark, Elaine, Nicole, Lindsey, Oliver and Laura*

*Hugs Lia* Hey :) How are you feeling?

Slightly ill. I have a headache and I'm sooo tired. I don't know.

How's everyone else?

*Hugs Lia* How are you tonight?
Sorry, typing at the same time.
Do you wanna chat hun?

I have a headache too. In fact, I'm pretty sure my head's gonna explode!

Hey Nicole and Elaine :) I now have a paracetomol lodged in my throat. Great.

No Problem Lia, I'll do the himelick on ya!

*Pats Lia on the back to dislodge the pill*

*puts on burning lavender oil to relax everyone*

Ya ready? We'll shoot that thing right outta there! Just be careful where ya aim, depending on wether you want to hit someone or not.

Thanks Mark! The lavender oil is nice.

Lol, cheers guys, my pill is now gone. I could breathe and stuff, it was just annoying. It just took me four attempts to type 'stuff'.