hi hehe

night heather

night sweetie <3

*sits sniffling* to get out of bed or not that is the question

night guys <3

Hmm the thing is I'm sitting on the bus heading up to
work, and I really don't want to go in. Had a **** day
yesterday made me ask what the hell I'm I still doing
here because I have got no idea. Stuiped thoughts keep
running through my head, I want to play in traffic in
hopes a bus knocks me down. Sorry if that triggering I
just can't keep these thoughts at bay they keep coming
back. Sorry for this pointless post.

hi shadowedsoul i'm sorry ur day was/is bad *offers huggles*

hello hunni, thanks for the hugs,big bear hugs back, how
are you today?

i'm feeling much better

Morning Ward mates :)
Hows is everyone today , My sister is visiting me in a bit , she texted me to say she was on her way so it will be nice to meet up with her :) then I have to go for supplies in town hmmm

*huggles/waves at everybody*

shadowedsoul: That sounds terrible. I'm sorry that all I can offer is some support and some *hugs*. Let me know if there's anyway I can help, please?

Julie: Glad to hear you are feeling better. Let's hope that continues hey? *huggles*

Mark: Yay for your sister visiting. I hope you enjoy your time with her. Just a quick question - is there a mistake in your signature? "sais" instead of "says" ? *hugs*

I am absolutely exhausted. I did quite a bit today. Lots of stuff on the computer to begin with, then travelling out to a shopping centre with my mother for lunch and to do some chores and the grocery shopping. After that it was to come back here and put all the shopping away and start getting things ready for dinner and also for my housemate's arrival home. After he got home - which he did much earlier than I expected - I spent a bit of time with him and one of our neighbours from the housing commission places came over. She was still over when I decided that I needed to start cooking our dinner so I did that, we ate and I organised things so that I can do the dishes tomorrow.

To be honest I'm not looking forward to tomorrow as I'm going to have to clean the entire flat on my own as my housemate is working again in the morning and my parents are coming around for dinner tomorrow night. *silently screams and pulls her hair out* If I'd known he was working tomorrow . . . . . . .

i'm going to sleep i have work at 7 am

*cuddles everyone*

OOhh Kahlia , you're right about my signature *Feels stupid* I've corrected it , sais/says you can see how I got confused , Thanx for pointing it out *Hugs*

Hey Julie *HUGS* I spot you :)

*hides in her hole with a fleece blanket*

:'(

*Hugs Up to April , Whats wrong? :(*

*hides in her spot & cries*

*Hugs For Helen*

*clings* :'(

I don't know anymore. I just don't. I... want to cut so badly. I didn't cut last night, so I guess that's a victory, but... it sure doesn't feel like it. :'( The urges are still there this morning and seeing the cuts on my leg is just even more triggering..... :crying: Sorry for being so pathetic...

On the upside, I have a 4 day weekend, essentially, since I'm working from home today and have Monday off for Memorial Day. But... I have to go in on my birthday (Tuesday), which means that the trip my bestie and I had planned has to be cancelled. :'( Or rescheduled... hopefully.

I just feel like **** this morning. :'( I'm sorry.....

How are you doing, Mark?