Good job, RootsbeforeBranches! That's awesome and it takes a lot of strength.

I'm so annoyed right now. My X is on the phone drunk with me right now. It's 2:20 am where I am and I'm so exhausted right now and I'm sick and he just won't shut up! *sits to cry*

Way to go on throwing your blade away :)

*Hugs Everyone*

well done on throwing out your blade :D

hugs everyone. How are people today?

Well done Roots (((hugs)))

*Hugs Faye*

*Hugs Dylan*

hugs mark hows you?

Finally something good has happened! I got paid my benefits so can tax my car and pay my phone bill :D. Its not much but made me a little happier. Still feel scared and alone though.

*lays down on couch to sleep* well that was one sleepless night! So tired :(

I'm so frustrated!! Who can't even remember what she does?!!

*hugs* keep smiling things will get better to you both :)

*Hugs Faye* I'm low still but hoping my mood'll improve

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Katie*

Im sure it will soon enough, im here if you want to talk about anything x

*hugs Faye*
*hugs Mark*

I'm honestly not sure how much longer I can do this. For thirteen years people have been hurting me - it's what I deserve - and I'm so tired. I just want to fade away.

*hugs katie*

whats happened hun? Your strong you can cope with this and get through it. You wont fade, you will shine brighter than all the other stars.

*hugs saphire hearts* we're all here for you

*Hugs Katie* Yopu don't deserve to be hurt hun .

It's just too much. He's out there, I thought I was safe and it's all a lie. I will never be free from him. I'd rather die than let him do that to me again.

Whats too much hun? do you want to talk more? you can always pm. He wont hurt you again. You could report him?

Every time I think I'm safe He comes back. Just to remind me I'll never be worth anything. To hurt me and f*** me and let me know I'm a whore and a freak. I will never be free, He always knows where I am, and He punishes me. That's the way it goes. I couldn't report Him. They wouldn't let me.

Who wouldnt let you? hun you are worth so so much. Your a strong determined individual who deserves lots of love and happiness. You are none of what you said.

*sits with sapphire* you dont deserve to be hurt, and you're not a whore or anything bad you say about yourself <3