That was kind of the point I was trying to make. I understand you believe he is real, and I'm not doubting that. I'm just wondering if there is any evidence to suggest that the things he says could be not true. I'm not saying you have to believe that evidence, only just to ask if any exists.

Animals have their own minds and they don't work the same way as humans. Cats do have likes and dislikes, but in general hate isn't a concept they understand. What makes you think Bertie hates you?

I need someone to make a call for me
Don't know if minor injuries is open.
Can't call
The watchmen will see. They will intercept. And say no. And I do want help.

Can you Google the opening hours?

I did. I calmed down

It's not open.
Waiting for bus to big hospital.

Where they will laugh at my patheticness

They won't laugh at you. You're not pathetic, you're just trying to cope, I'm sure they will see that.

Hopefully. Hopefully it'll be better than plymouth. And I won't have to wait for 8 hours.

The man is trying to make me get off the bus. He says I haven't cut enough not to endanger people. I'm trying not to listen.

By cutting more you'll endanger yourself more and you don't deserve that. Can you listen to music or something to block him out a bit? You're doing the right thing. Stay strong!

I couldnt find my ipod and my phone is too crap for music.
If I get off the bus it's a waste of over 6 quid. That's what I keep telling myself.
And I promised a friend I'd go to hospital when I could if it wasn't the middle of the night.
The bus driver is singing show tunes.

He must be in a jolly mood.

Not wasting money and breaking your promise are two very good reasons to stay on the bus. Hope you made it there by now?

I have just booked in. Think it will be a long wait. Am scared now.

Well the triage nurse was horrible. She didn't look at the wound and didn't take obs. Wanted to know if I wanted to see psyche which I said no and then told me it'd be a 3 hour wait if I wanted to stay. Also wanted to look through my bag which I said no Tom

Ishould go. It's hard to stay when people are horrible.

She's only being horrible because she doesn't understand. I hope you decide to stay. It would be a waste if you left now.

We want you to stay, we care about you. I know it's not nice to be treated horribly but as NP said she likely doesn't understand, and she doesn't know you either. You can do this.

Sorry the triage nurse was like that. Do stay to get the cut seen to.

Thanks everyone for your encouragement. It's hard. I'm not worth the bother. I'm also worried where I get the bus from to go home and what time. There's literally no one I could call to give me a lift as both my parents are away.

It's not a bother, they are supposed to be there to help and you deserve to be treated. Maybe try not to worry about getting home right now and see what can be done when it comes to that time. There will be people you can ask about buses etc at the time. How are you doing?

The man says I should leave. Evil bad person me.