*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs J.A.R*

Hi everyone.

Hey Lindsay , How are you ? *Hugs*

*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs J.A.R*
*hugs Mark*

how are you all?

I'm worried that i'm not going to get anywhere in life because of mental illness. How is everyone else?

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay* I get that self same worry hun , if you need to you may PM me :)

*hugs everyone*

*Squishes Crimson*How are you hun?

low but with my happy mask on...
*hugs* how are you today?

*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Crimson*

Went to T today. She upped my meds. Didn't tell her about the purging and dizzyness. fail.

*hugs all*

I've realised how much I need my meds, I'm at my parents and I forgot to bring my meds and I'm all over the place, got about an hours sleep last night, been really paranoid, voices getting louder and moods swinging all over the place.

*squishes Oliver*

*Squishes Oliver* Can you go and get an emergency script?

*Huggles Laura*

*Cuddles Crimson* I'm.....coping.

*hugs Mark and Laura* how are you both?

I'm going back home tomorrow, so going to hang on until then.

*Night Time Hugs My Wardies*

*cuddles Mark* Good night
*hugs Oliver, Laura*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*waves hi*
How is everyone?
Atlantica-you feeling better? the cold all gone now?
One step closer - I know what you mean about that worry. I feel like a failure most of the time because of mine.

*gives everyone hugs*

*puts some goodies (cookies and brownies) on the table*

I don't want to do this anymore, I want to give up :( *cries softly in the corner*

*hugs ward*

I went out with my best friend from high school today, and she had an awesome present for me. She made me a "best friend box" and filled it with all kinds of things. I was very touched.


My day was good. so I don't understand why I'm all anxious tonight. My brain amazes me.

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs J.A.R*

*Hugs Matthew*

*Hugs Felicia* That's so cool! <3

I find myself coming here a lot recently. I haven't posted in this thread in a while. I honestly don't know what's going on in my head.

*waves to spacegirlnz* Hi I'm Mark :)

Hi Emma, i'm Lindsay.

*Hugs Linddsay* How are you hun ?

Oh FFS I got a letter from a debt agency for someone who I've never heard of but at my home nsaying that legal action has been started at my address . I . Do . Not . Need . This.......:/

There's about to be a fight in my house (with words) between my mom and me... this isn't going to go very well

*Hugs Matthew*

Well it wasn't a fight per se, more like her screaming at me cause I didn't want to do something, so she was all like "fine then, no more driving the car anyplace". A bit of this stems out of me getting anxious when I have to drive someone else but me... I dunno why. Sadly I guess, I got a bit of satisfaction making my younger brother drive

*hugs all*

someone please wake me from this nightmare...

*hugs Laura and wakes her up from her nightmare to a happy sunny day*

Did that help any?

*hugs matthew* nope.. sorry, I don't think it is a dream. But thanks for trying.

My sister found out about the cutting today. 5 minutes later she told mom. Fvck fvck fvck fvck!!!!!!

*Hugs Matthew*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Laura tight*

*hugs Doikers* I always forget your name. Matt fail XD

*hugs Mark* I'm really sorry about the letter, I hope it gets sorted.

*cuddles Laura*

*hugs Matt* sorry about your mum shouting at you.

*curls up and hides*

*Hugs Matthew* My name is Mark :)

*Hugs Oliver* How are you?

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Matt*
*hugs Ian*

Mom came home and we had a talk. I told her that I didn't tell her about the cutting, cause I didn't want her to worry. Then I told her that I've got a therapist and she told me that she used to have therapy for 2 years once. She even gave me productive advice: tell the therapist as much as possible.
I love her
Sorry I'm not very supportive right now.

Thats pretty cool of her Laura :) *Hugs*

then why does it feel like ****??

*hugs everyone*
*crawls into ward bed* I am exhausted and its only Wednesday morning...

*hugs Crimson*
*spots Lindsay and waves*

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Lindsay*

I feel to insignificant........

*hugs Lindsay and Laura* Laura, it feels like **** because she cares in a nice way. I comprehend why you feel that way but I failed when I tried to type it out so you would understand. I'm sorry.

*cuddles Mark* You are not insignificant. Why do you feel that way?

*Night time hugs my wardies*

I just feel it Crimson , Sober 2 days now , brain screwing with me ........*Hugs*

I find tea and a sleep help when it's just my head screwing with me. I hope it's better tomorrow. Good night *hugs* BTW Congrats on 2 days *throws confetti* YAY!

You're not insignificant at all, Mark. I'm here if you need anything.

*hugs Mark* you are not insignificant in anyway and congrats on 2 days, keep going strong.

*hugs Laura* I'm glad your mum was supportive

*hugs Lindsay* how are you?

*hugs Crimson* I hope you feel less tired now, I swear I'm always exhausted.

*hugs Oliver* still exhausted but I drank a 5 hr energy so work is being productive anyway.