*waves at tortured beauty* i thought it was lights out :) how are you doing?

I'm alrighty thanks (which is code for more than a little tipsy) how are you feeling?

*Checks Herself in*

I need to just now!
I cant be like Nikki Anymore
I cant be strong like Him

*heads for an empty corner to curl up and cry*

please lock me up before i do something bad

*wakes up from sleep* what the hell happened last night

whats up?

sorry steve

is okay i was just a little drunk but *hugs* and goes off in search of some new rooms

helo.....someone end me now......

*pops head round door* hey anyone need to talk or want anything

can you end me please steve? i feel really bad, just want it all to stop, make it stop? please.......
sori

dont be sorry hun *sits down on floor* do you want to talk about whats getting you down

*wakes from crying slumber*

Hello is there anyone here?

I need to be strong and face this **** but i cant, can anyone help me be strong like Nikki again?

hey if you need some one to talk to nikki i would be glad to talk

ill listen...not so good with advice right now...

I really need someone to talk to

i have been fine for months now, but now my world is coming crashing down around me!!!!

I cant face things anymore im scared to go outside
I cant see things getting better!
I dont want to live anymore but i know i have to for the sake of my BF
But things are getting so hard!!!! I cant talkt o him about things he doesnt want to know

wel my PM box is always open nikki if ya wanna talk okay *hugs*

does anyone know if you can go to a doctors that your not registered to?

You can go but you wuld have to temp registar with them i think

ok, thankyou....now i just need convincing to go.....

yeah you can only temp register and that takes forever