Not as good as yesterday, but surviving.

How are you, Louise?

Hello *waves*

Hello Zebedee *Waves* How are you? I'm Mark :)

Hi nice to meet you Mark =)
I'm not too bad, but not so good.. How are you doing?
You can call me Zed =)

Hi Zed, i'm Borris.

Hello there, Borris, it's a pleasure to meet you *tips hat*

*offers hugs*

*hugs tight*

zeddehhhhh <3
*leans into*
:)
hows you <3

its 90 degrees... i dislike this weather >.<

That's hot, right? I actually have no idea about temperatures! *sends cooling breeze to Heather*

32.22 c apparently

*Throws ice cubes at everyone*

It's cooler here today. And it was raining a tiny bit for a couple of seconds.

*curls up under duvet*

Is Zed ok?

*shrugs* I don't have any proper words to explain...

Oh Zed *hugs* Can you use random words? One word? Anything healthy to express yourself and let it out?

*sits with zeddeh and puts fred under duvet with you*
what lindsey said

I just can't shake off this misery deep within and all my head keeps shouting is that it would all go away if I just go and get a bottle. *hides and shuts up*

thats not true though love, you'll just feel worse. stay strong, i know you can fight it. just curl up with fred and watch a movie maybe? *cuddle*
and no need to shut up lovely <3

hugs everyone

*wave*

*waves back* how are you?

*hugs tight* you know going to get a bottle would make things so much worse in the long run lovely. I know you can do this. Bazinga!

Zed, I know it's tough but you can win this fight and feel proud of yourself for holding on.

Louise, how are you?

How are you, Heather?

im okish, how bout you <3

Not satisfied with how my life is going right now, but i'm ok. Might try and get some sleep soon.

Hi everyone, things aren't great again so yeah... back for now.

*cuddles under blanket*

hihi <3

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Zed* I Hope you're okay :)

*Hugs Feli*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Somebody I used to know* Hi , I'm Mark :)

How is everyone today?

*hugs everybody* Thank you for the words. I ended up curling up and watching stuff on the interweb before I fell asleep. I didn't manage to go to group today but I WILL go tomorrow and I will NOT listen to any irrational thoughts. But for now I'm just going to sit in my corner of misery and not bug anybody *nod*

How're you doing Lindsay, dear?

Come out of the corner, Zed. We're here for you.

I'm surviving.

Hi, can I rejoin? My name is Shannon. I used to come here, but I kinda disappeared for almost 2 years.

Hi Shannon, welcome back. How are you?

*shuffles over*

Surviving isn't as good as living y'know....

Hey Shannon, welcome back =)

:) thanks guys, hugs. I am not doing so well anymore. How are you two?

Anything you want to talk about, Shannon?

I guess i'm just tired of fighting to exist when it's not what I want.

*hugs Linds*

I don't have any useful words but I do completely understand...

Today has been one huge, uphill struggle. I feel so distressed and unable to cope.

Thanks, Zed. *hugs back*

Do you want to talk about it, Jamie?

*cuddles Lindsay*

I've just been struggling to get out of bed, get things organised and function the past couple of weeks. I need to get my college funding and flat for next year sorted, but I just feel exhausted and my temper's been really short. I even struggled to get to the awards ceremony I was supposed to attend, and I don't even feel like I've accomplished anything despite the fact I got my qualification in youth work today.

*sits with everyone* love you guys <3
zeddeh, stay strong <3
congrats on the youth work qual :)

(One, I don't remember your name. Sorry) Tomorrow will be 8 months of not cutting and I am just struggling to not do it. I am just tired.

Jamie, it sounds like you're feeling really low and it's affecting a lot of your daily life. Has anything happened recently to lower your mood?

Shannon, nearly 8 months free is absolutely amazing! Don't give up now, you can keep going. Maybe you could do something nice to 'celebrate' tomorrow. My name's Lindsay :)

can i come in and hide please?? stupid flashbacks and urges i hate them.

Hi Faye *hugs* What are you doing to try and cope?

Thanks lindsay how are you? i tried to talk to my bf but he felt ill so we only spoke shortly then i tried to sleep but turning off the light made things worse so now im just looking online at random things. Im scared though i dont know how to control myself.

Thanks Lindsay, I don't want to give up. i may do something to celebrate tomorrow, idk, i just don't feel like doing anything right now. sorry, i'm a mess.