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Sits down and checks in
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*hugs Smurfette* how are you?
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*hugs Laura*
*hugs smurfette* |
frustrated tired sad depressed :(
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*hugs Georgie*
*hugs Smurfette* I'm off to bed now. Good night all. I hope tomorrow is going to be better than today. |
love you laura <333
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I hope you all feel better soon. I'm here if anyone needs to talk.
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*hugs everyone*
*puts some goodies on the table - cookies and brownies and milk/juice* This hasn't been going well... I am tired of being pushed around and used. I have still been holding on, but its getting tough to. |
* leaves hugs and teddy bears for everyone*
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urgh...another crappy day, another day pretending that I'm fine at work whilst all I want to do is be in bed :( *takes a teddy bear to the corner and curls up*
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*Hugs Georgia*
*hugs Heather* *Hugs Nomophobia* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Smurfette if okay?* *Hugs Matt* *Hugs Lindsay* |
I would like to give up, but I can't. This really sucks right now...
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* Leaves Hugs And Flowers And Bears For those that need them* I Feel Like Crap yep yep oh well forget it i will live |
*Hugs Matt* How are you today?
*Hugs Smurfette* How are you ? How is everyone? |
*hugs everyone*
The day goes okay. Just being, um, for lack of better word, ravaged? I hate feeling this way, but I guess it comes with the territory |
:( I'm supposed to be going out tonight to watch films with friends but I can't face it..would rather hide here and play on the ps3
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*hugs Heather* <3
*hugs Lindsay* *hugs Matt* *hugs Smurfette* *hugs Georgia* *hugs Mark* how are you all?? It's great weather here... have to think about something to do outside. |
Cool Laura! *Hugs*
*Hugs Georgia* How are you? *Glomps Matt* How are you doing today? |
I'm soooo tired. Hope you're all ok.
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*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay* I was starting to feel better yesterday. I really thought I could make it without hospital. Then my dad called and mom told me that the horse is sold and they already moved it (mom was on the phone). I didn't even get to say goodbye. Dad promised that he would let me know before they move the horse so I could say goodbye but he didn't. |
Gahhh, today is going to be odd...got psych appointment and tattoo :/ I'm...scared
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I know I've been MIA for a while and prolly will be for a bit longer... the brakes are going out on my van ... AGAIN! :( and I took a fall last Thursday and screwed up my ankle and my knee... getting that checked out now to make sure I didn't break anything. I thought it was just a sprain, but it's been 6 days now and it's still swollen and painful so I'm really not sure anymore.
I haven't gotten a chance to read most of the posts, but I have read a few and Laura, that really sucks about not getting to say good bye. *hugs* I wish I knew how to make you feel better. I hope everyone else is doing okay. I hope to catch up again as soon as I can... |
*hugs Georgia*
*hugs Kelly* sorry about your ankle and the van. I can't talk about certain things because I feel that if I tell someone about certain things that things become real. Like... if I don't tell anyone it never happened. Can anyone relate to this? |
*hugs Laura* I can totally relate.
*hugs Kelly* |
*Hugs Kellys ankle*
*Hugs Georgia* *Hugs Laura* Yes , I can relate to that :/ |
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Georgia* There is this huge part of me that really wants to tell my therapist all the things that happened. But then there is this other huge part that is stealing the words and I can't say things. Both have the same goal: they want me to get better But they want it in different ways: one part wants me to talk about things and do therapy and all, the other part wants me to forget things and move on with life. |
*hugs Laura*
I guess what you need to decide is which option you think is more likely to work, talking and therapy or forgetting. |
*hugs Georgia*
therapist said that I have to make a compromise. Cause the 'not talking' part wants to protect me and the other part just wants to talk about everything at once. I guess I'll have to experiment to find a way where I can talk about one thing at a time. |
*hugs* good luck <3
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*hugs Laura*
*hugs Mark* *hugs Georgia* *hugs Kelly* Gah, please someone just hold my hand for today so I don't do anything silly. I am tired, frustrated, and overwhelmed trying to take care of everyone. |
*hugs Georgia*
*sits with Matt* |
*Hugs Laura* I think you should talk , start small at first and ease your way in?
*Hugs Georgia*How are you? *Hugs Matt* *Grabs your Hands* |
hugs everyone
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*hugs all*
Thanks Laura and Mark? I always forget Doikers name, I am so sorry XD Its not really getting better, its getting semiworse. I am trying to figure out if I want to go back to the psych or not, but I am so conflicted. Its like a war with no end in my mind... |
*hugs all round*
I'm surviving..having my tattoo has given my mood a boost, but today was a crap day at work |
*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?
*Hugs Matt* Yeeees I'm Mark , you got it :) *Hugs Georgia , Hooray for tattoos! |
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Matt* *hugs Louise* *hugs Georgia* Yeah... that's what I'm trying. Talk a little more each time. Apparently it is not enough when I say 'yes' and 'no' instead of just nodding or shaking my head. I gave the 3 pages I wrote to my therapist at the end of my last session. He was like 'you were waiting till the end with that so I couldn't ask questions, right' lol.. yeah |
*hugs everyone*
Yeah take it a little at a time Laura, baby steps! :p Ah well, I'm glad you gave it to him, well done! |
*hugs Georgia* how are you??
had an attack thingy today. It was a bad one. |
attack thingy?
*hugs Laura* I'm ok at the moment I guess, just flat really which I can handle |
hugs everyone
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I havent been in here before please can i come in and hide for a while? x
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Hi,
I havent been here either like happiness..... is it possible to come and hide for a little while? Sorry just need to be round people who will understand whats going on :( . x |
hey tinkles whats up? XX
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*hugs to Happiness and Tinkles*
Welcome to VPW :) I'm here anytime to listen and help if I can x |
Thanks, i could really use a hug. Im really triggered and cant stop crying :(
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Hey guys :),
I have to make a choice whether to get the home treatment team or go inpatient :/ Has any one experienced either? Sorry to post when i have only joint this thread... just need support. if i dont have a decision soon; they will section me :( Sorry once again. x |
Its fine to post whenever Tinkles :) I'm sorry to say I haven't experienced either, but I would suggest posting a thread asking for advice, and maybe writing a list of all the positives and negatives of both treatment options will help you decide what is best?
*hugs again* Why are you crying? |
Thanks nomophobia - im going to do the list and decide taht way i guess.
Whats up happiness? are you okay? x |
tinkles - i havent had either but i rekon go for the home team that way you stay with family if thats good? and you can still see friends and family.
Thanks, i went out earlier and people made comments like shes so fat, shes an elephant, how ugly is she etc so i came home after having a panic attack walking to and in my car. Ive been so upset about it all day and this is really embarrassing but when im anxious i have an upset tummy and i had a bad accident and now im laying in bed on my own with no one to talk to i cant cope i need to cut. |
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