Nah slimfast Mark :)
I like banana lindsay :)

i like strawberry and chocolate

:/ I'm really starting to get worried now...

I used to like strawberry and banana but one time I was sick after drinking those flavours which out me off them.

I'm feeling really low and scared because I have my Employment and Support Allowance tribunal on Friday and I have to go alone. I know i'mm not going to pass it.

What's worrying you, Charlie?

How is everyone else?

My friend didn't turn up to the party last night when she said she was coming, and she hasn't been answering anyones texts or calls. Nobodys seen or heard from her :/

:( I hope your frind shows up soon Charlie . *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay* Oh those sort of things would scare me , Best of luck Hun

*Hugs Louise* How are you today Hun?

*Hugz Lindsay*
*Hugz Loise*
*Hugz Charlie*
*Hugz Mark*
helloooooo alL!! how is everyone?

hugs Magana how are you

feeling a little guilty and shook up. :/ you?

*Hugs everyone*

I had a chocolate milkshake today.

What's up Morgana?

I know everyone cries...but it's like, all the time. I'm either in tears or near them, or down and never for a proper reason. Well, there are reasons, but there's nothing to trigger it if that makes sense and I can't seem to find any enthusiasm for anything anymore.

*hugs Lia* that does make sense, I feel like that a lot, just crying with no trigger, or no reason *extra hugs*

Spies Mark and *hugs him*

*hugs Megz* whats up?

*hugs Louise, Charlie, Lindsey*

I have a cold, I am completely shattered, after about 2 hours sleep last night and up since 7am, I have to pack and move out by thursday, but I am happy with the photos I got from my photoshoot, if you want to have a look at them they are in the picture board. meh so i'm very mixed and its weird

*Hugs Oliver* Thanks :) That made me feel loved. Do you know where you will go?

*Hugs everyone*

*Hugs Oliver* I'll check out those photos, why can I not get photo on here *Sigh* they say they are too big

I forgot to write the other day. But a bunch of boys in my classes decided to cut eachothers arms up. and now they all have huge crosses on their right arms. I sat in class giving healing suggestions so they don't scar as bad as they should. They did it for fun. Scarred their bodies for fun. I feel sick. Swirling memories - 'nuth said.

**** Shad that is ****ed up ,Don't involve yourself , keep your distance hun . Offering wound care advice is okay , but don't get sucked in *Hugs*

anyone got any free stop cutting (ect) helpline numbers for the uk?

I know hun, thanks for reminding me though. I was starring at their arms most the day though.

oh shadow! *Hugz* do what Mark said don't get sucked in.

ahh lia and oliver... I just did something bad that I didn't know was bad until my parents scolded me for it :/ now I feel like crap

*hugs all*

Shadow like the others said, dont get sucked in.

Lia-I'm moving in with a friend until I can find my own place.

Shad, Samaritans UK Phone is :- 08457 90 90 90

Their text is :- 07725 90 90 90

I hope these help.

*Night Time hugs My wardies*

Rock on guys !

*Night time Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Mark, Shad and Charlie*

*Hugs Lia*
What were you gonna say? (Yes I read your R/V)

You've lost me.

In your R/V you said you typed out a long post to us and then edited it out. If you need our support hun we're here for you. Just open up. I know it's hard for you but it will get easier. *Hugs*

Oh right, that. I can't even remember what it was about now...I'm thinking...I'm thinking...I'm thinking...no, it's not happening.

Ah yes. Lonilness. People IRL not having a clue and wondering what they'd all do if I killed myself.

*hugs Lia lots* sorry i dont hae great words now

*Hugs Lia*
They'd be devastated. You have people that care about it. I know sometimes it doesn't feel like it, and that your family can be emotionally abusive, but You have friends who would miss you terribly, and all us wardies would aswell. I don't know what i'd do without you, you're amazing. <3

that is what I was trying to say but couldn't get the words out

*hugs Lia lots*

*hugs Charlie* how are you?

*Hugs Oliver* I'm good thanks, you?

*Glomps Lia*
people love you tehy would be soooo sad :( as would we! don't do it sweety! and I agree with charlie, you are amazing! <3

trying to keep myself distracted with Blackadder *hugs Charlie*

*hugs Megz*

*Snuggles Oliver* you keep mentioning it so what is blackadder?

blackadder is a classic british comedy. This man Blackadder is set in 4 different periods of history, the 1400's, the late 1500's the georgian period and WWI. Its genius. *hugs*

sounds good! I will have to look into it. I feel so left out since I am in America :/

Don't worry Megz, English stuff is pretty boring, No offence Oliver, but I hate blackadder :P

ahh right, but you do have Friends though.
another good one is Fawlty Towers, another classic british comedy.

Charlie, nooooooooooo Blackadder is sooooooooo awesome.

each to their own though

Thanks guys :) I do love you lot. I belong here. I belong at school. I belong with the Order. Just not at home. Really, that all actually made me smile <3

It's alright that you didn't have the words Oliver, I don't always know what to say but I know you care and a hug is sometimes enough :) My mum loves that show. I almost got her the DVD for Mothers' day, but I bought her Absolutly Fabulous instead.

Oh, and Friends is awesome. "It looks like the Easter Bunny's funeral in here" XD Love it.

lol Oliver, just my personal opinion.
Lia, you know we are always here for you. And just over a year and you can leave home :) I love you <3

another brilliant show, Ab Fab. *hugs Lia*

I will have to start writing all of these down! *grabs pencil and paper*

I've never actually seen it Oliver, but I might next Sunday when I give it to the mother.

I love you too Charlie <3

Oh, and something else that rocks. Glee <3

:O I just got told off on another forum for posting in the 'puberty for girls' board. Apparently I'm not a girl. Well I was last time I checked :/

*hugs Charlie* ignore people like that, you are whatever gender you feel you are

*hugs Megz* indeed, it will keep you busy for a while!!

*hugs Lia* Ab Fab is brilliant

Lol, it's like that time my friend Chris tried to tell me it wasn't my birthday on April 1st simply because fb didn't say so.


Funniest. Show. Ever.

It just confused me as 1:boys are allowed to comment on posts in puberty for girls but not allowed to make threads (I only commented on someone else's thread) and 2:I'm pretty sure my birth certificate says female...

I love Miranda, it is brilliant and seriously soooooooo funny