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Darkwings44 09-11-2019 05:23 PM

Im sorry
 
I need control!!!!my life right now is just ****!!!! I need. To not eat anything!! :crying:

Pi.R^2 16-11-2019 11:19 AM

Not eating may feel like control now, but very soon it will control you and that will just be another thing in your life that isn't good.

Do you want to talk about what's going on in your life at the moment?

Darkwings44 21-11-2019 11:22 PM

theres alot thats happening in my life right now and i dont know how to explain all and i have no one that really listening to me because i have a therpist who is really bothering me

Darkwings44 26-11-2019 09:54 PM

its just alot thats happening.......

Darkwings44 05-12-2019 11:45 PM

people having all the control in my life right now....

Darkwings44 14-12-2019 04:20 PM

My therapist and everyone else............

Pi.R^2 19-12-2019 10:59 PM

What is your therapist doing that bothers you?

Darkwings44 03-01-2020 12:07 AM

not believe me when i tell her stuff and controlls what i do basically......

Pi.R^2 04-01-2020 09:28 AM

What kind of things does she not believe you about and in what way does she control what you do?

Darkwings44 05-01-2020 10:41 PM

About the abuse and stuff like that.......
She controls the music that I listen too and books that I read

Pi.R^2 06-01-2020 10:03 PM

I'm so sorry you don't feel like she didn't believe you; that's really difficult.

I'm not sure I'm understanding- how does she control the music you listen to and books that you read?

Darkwings44 09-01-2020 11:26 PM

yeah.......
she told the people at my group home to moniter what i listen to and what i read

Pi.R^2 11-01-2020 07:58 PM

Oh gosh, that sounds... unusual! Did she explain her reasoning for this?

Darkwings44 17-01-2020 01:00 AM

she says that i listen to toxic stuff and read toxic stuff too.....

Pi.R^2 23-01-2020 10:11 PM

Hmm, did she explain why she thought it was toxic for you? Do you feel like there's any negative impact on you from the things that you read and listen to?

Darkwings44 31-01-2020 12:17 AM

Yeah she said that it was about issues (ED. Self harm and suicide,) that was inappropriate for me to read or listen to........

No I really don’t because reading books and listening to music about the stuff I go through makes me feel less alone.......

Darkwings44 31-01-2020 12:17 AM

Yeah she said that it was about issues (ED. Self harm and suicide,) that was inappropriate for me to read or listen to........

No I really don’t because reading books and listening to music about the stuff I go through makes me feel less alone.......

Pi.R^2 01-02-2020 10:09 PM

Hmm, I can see both sides of this as I can completely see how you would feel comforted by this but also I guess sometimes we don't realise the negative impact that such things are having on us.

How are the staff at the group home? Do you find them supportive?

Darkwings44 07-02-2020 12:26 AM

i guess.... sort of...


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