HI Oliver,
hugs are fine.
hugs back.
My mom has MS
I dont get along with either of my parents.
my father told me 5 yrs ago to never call him again
and i havent.
my mother only talks to me when she needs something like money.
and if i dont have money to give her then im the horrible daughter again.
same with my sister money or no see her kids unless she really needs
a sitter.

thanks for understanding...

Michelle is it ok to squishie you with all of my lovely might? :( I'm sorry love! (by squishie with all of my mightI mean supper hug!)

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Rhi*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Waves to Alexx* *Offers Hugs*

*Offers Hugs to Michelle*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Megz*

*hugs/waves at all wardies*

We are less than a week away from being in the new unit. We've been given permission to get removalists to shift the heavy stuff and so on but will have to call on Tuesday so have our fingers crossed we will get some. I also submitted my application to Monash to continue my studies (without being copped with ridiculous fees for everything I want/need to do). We have decided that we are going to quit smoking when we run out of tobacco, & will be getting a script for the NRT patches and supplementing with NRT lozenges or gum. I have also begun once again to implement my exercise regime, although have accepted that things will be thrown out of whack during the period of the move. We are receiving new mobile phones and been given new and better contracts to go with them due to my fiancee's persuasiveness.

And to top everything off I had a nightmare and woke up less than an hour after I fell asleep. Meh.

Sorry for my lack of individuals at the moment. I am struggling to keep on top of things.

*leaves hugs and safe love and care packages on the table and disappears into the garden to play with Puppy SinClair*

*Squishes Kahlia Heaps*

*hugs all*
I'm off back home to my flat today, so I wont be around online that much, but shall catch up when I can.

*leaves safe cuddles and fruit for you all*

Hi everyone.

hugs everyone, how is everyone

*hugs everyone*

I have a great offer... I will give UNLIMITED hugs!!!!!! Yes you heard me right ;-) UNLIMITED!!! For the person who wants to finish my final major project for University! I just can't do it anymore!!!! Its driving my crazy :-s

You'll need to have good graphic design skills and be able to code websites lol! (Not much really!)

*runs around in circles*

random question... is the online chat 'live help' anon? or can they see who they are talking to?

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Linday*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Rhi* I don't know hun.

6 more papers, a presentation, a speech day, and 3 finals away from freedom.
I can do this, right? Who wants to help me finish all this?

*Puts Up Hand* I'll *Try* to help Felicia Hun *Hugs*

Rhi, you choose whether or not to share your name on Live Help.

You can do it, Felicia!

How are you, Mark?

Low Lindsay , I have an Emergency Psych appointment on next Friday with the 3rd DR in 3 visits , Freaked out !!! How are you Lindsay?

*Hugs Alexx*

of course lol

*Hugs Micelle*

*hugs all*

good luck to Felicia and Rhi for your uni work.

how is everyone doing?

I want to die, so badly that it hurts, but I keep going cos I cant hurt others, especially my mum and sister, but I dont know how much longer I can keep fighting. The overdoses and the SH keep me alive, but soon I really need to go through with my plan to end it all.
sorry i'm being selfish *offers hugs to all*

Virtual psych ward to me means I get to fantasize about the peace and tranquility of the psych ward. I haven't been in one in 20 years, in part because of motherhood for the last almost 17, but I wish I could just crawl back there and sleep for a week or so every so often. It feels safer to be somewhere where there are no sharp things taunting me.

*hugs for Oliver and Alexx*

I'm a newbie to the Vets section, and I just wanted somewhere to come and feel safe and be able to say whatever. So I hope nobody minds me starting off in here...

I'm MJ, and if you still have duvets and pillows and such, can I have a big purple duvet and a mountain of pillows please? And my dog would like to join me in the psych ward since we can't go more than a couple of hours without each other.

I'm lonely. :-(

*Hugs Michelle*

*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry to hear that your low Mark, i hope that you feel better soon.

*Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry your feeling that way mate :(

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Alexx* Hi im Ian

*Hugs MJ* Welcome to the vets corner. I'm sorry that your lonely :( i get lonely to

*Hugs Rhi* Hi im Ian :)

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you Lindsay?

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

*Hugs Felicia*

I think I belong in a psych ward.

thanks for the hugs everyone hugging u back..
(online is the only hugging i ever do)

oliver i totally know how u feel..

sometimes i just wanna go into the hospital cause its about the only place i can feel safe
when i feel im SH-ing too much. but at the same time i dont wanna stop...

i quit therapy a little while back and tuesday im going back. kinda freaked out about it..

its been a couple months since ive seen him..

anyway hope u all are safe...hugs

*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Alexx*
*Waves to Ninais*Welcome to the ward:)
*Waves To MJ*Welcome to you too :)
*Hugs Ian*
*Waves to Mrs Pan* Welcome!
*Hugs Michelle*

I'm really Triggered and I don't know why ..... I just thought that if I wrote it out it would go away , I guess we'll find out:S

Nope , But I feel better.......I wish I knew why I was triggered but it just came on....

*hugs Doikers*

I feel really unwell. :-(

*Hugs MJ*My name is Mark :) Whats up ?

hugs everyone

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

sore and tired. how are you feeling now mark

Hey everyone *waves*

hugs lindsay - how are you

Wanting to die. Life isn't for me and I wish that I didn't have to keep on living for my brother.

I'm pretty Low Louise :( *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*hugs every one*

I don't really want to live any more either, but I do for those I care about, which makes me mad at them sometimes, even though it's not their fault, and I do love them. It's just that, y'know.

Apparently I had another breakdown this weekend. I've never felt so bad before. And I really thought I'd seen the worst of it before. :-(

Hi Mark. You're from Wales too! What part?

Hey MJ , I live in Brecon , where are you from?

Cardiff :-)

Oh Cool pretty close!

I added you to my Buddy list :-)
I love your Indiana Jones quote by the way :-)

Ooh Welsh people! I've been thinking about having a little holiday there. I love the accents of course :p
I'm from London, everything's expensive, overrated and crap.

*Hugs Mrs Pan* I'm from the English side of the border but live here now as we had to move for my Dad's job when I was 16 , 14 years ago !

Yay *hugs* :)
I'd have been excited by that move. You obviously love it or you would've moved back!
I see you're an Otep fan, I automatically like you even more lol

*Hugs Mrs*

*Hugs Alexx*

*hugs everyone*

There's nothing to do. I'm so fed up. I want to die. I want to overdose. I just have to wait a little while longer until I get my next prescription.