Sneaks in feeling like crap. < hides under blanket >

its going to be one of them days .........

& you have us to help you through Jade

*hugs katrica*

then * sits it the middle of room with legs crossed rocking bak and forth laughing histerically!!*

am having a shift from hell!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

:rollfloor: :rollfloor: :rollfloor: :rollfloor: :rollfloor: :rollfloor: :rollfloor: :rollfloor:

*hides*

Hope everyone's doing ok, those who haven't checked in...

...Meh

*sighs*

*Hugs Jet*

*hugs everyone*

Just wanted to let everyone know that I have made 6 months SI free today. :D

Congratulations, Kahlia! <3

*Hugs*

Thanks Dayna. *does happy dance* *hugs you tightly*

^________^ Tis quite alright

Sorry to be so extremely excited about reaching this, but during this last week I started thinking I was never going to get there. :S

*hugs you again Dayna*

*mega squishes all round*

CONGRATULATIONS Kahlia, am so so so proud xD

Anyway just popping in to say that I'm off to Bristol today so won't be posting again until tomorrow evening when I'm back. Will miss you all <3

Well done Kahlia!

*cuddles back* ta heaps!

Hi everyone,

*hugs Kahlia* well done, so proud of you :)

*hugs everyone*

I am proud of myself this week, I have been trying to loose weight all year and this week I finally got the overeating under control and lost some :)

Well done Kahlia for 6mths free Congrates

Well done Mary Anne, good luck for the future xxx

:::::::::::::::::::::: hugs to everyone :::::::::::::::::::::::::

Still feeling like I am the lowest of the low :(

How is everyone else feeling tonite ?????

Kahlia: No need to apologise, it's good to see something positive in here! Go as nuts about it as you want xD <3 *hugs again*

Helen: Have fun, see you when you get back

Mary-Anne: Congratulations to you too!

Jade: x_x Sorry to hear you're not doing so well *hugs you too*

*Glomps everyone else* Feeling pretty crap myself too, tbh

Hi everyone *Hugs everyone who wants/ needs them*

Am feeling lost and alone. I ended hanging at a friends place so I wouldn't do anything stupid last night. I realy didn't want to worry my best mate. Having alot of difficulty with sleep its either none or way too much. I really missed everyone while my computer was broken. You guys and gals are the best people I have met for a long time. The only other people who come close is Kahlia :bubblegum: and a very close friend. I was just wanting to thank everyone who has been supportive to me when I needed it. I need hugs if any one has a spare hug. Sorry for being selfish, I don't know what to say to help/ support anyone tonight. Sorry again.

Kahlia I am so proud of you I know that reaching six months means to you *bear bug*

*Gives out hugs, chocolates and flowers. Finds a quiet corner and sits to cry*

grrrr, why do people lie? (you can probably guess it was he who shall not be named), he tells me a different story every time, I hate it when people do that.

Kat - *hugs* food is a hard battle, I don't pretend to understand how to eat 'normally', just keep working at it sweetie.

Nicole *hugs* great to hear from you, always here if you need a hug, thank you for the choccies.

*leaves hugs for everyone*

hmm........walks back in and walks to corner, hugs knees and rocks.cries

*blinks*

I'm back.

**** off.
Please?
Damm emotions.

Welcome back Helen < hugs >xxx

Mary Anne I hate it when people lie too < hugs > xxx

Big hugs to Katrica xxx

Welcome Shadowed xxx

::::::::::::::: hugs to everyone :::::::::::::

How is everyone this evening????

*walks in nods head goes to sit in the darkest corner with a blanket*

*Curls up in a corner*

Hey everyone, sorry I haven't checked in for a couple of days, just been busy over the weekend.

*Throws a party for Kahlia* I'm sooo proud of you hun, congratulations!!!

*Hugs Nicole* Sorry I don't have much to say, but there's a hug if you want it :)

Are you okay diamond n00b? (sorry, I always forget names!) If you need to talk, I'm here. And I know everyone else on the ward is too.

*Hugs Kat* I'm really sorry the doctors are dismissing this, have you spoken to more than one doctor? If it's really affecting your lifestyle, they really should do something about it.

*Hugs Helen and Dayna* How are you doing girls?


Love and hugs to all xxxx

Hi everyone,

*hugs Zowie* how is the quitting going? I have manged to cut down by about 1 or 2 ciggies a day - not much but a start!

*hugs Kat* have you ever been tested for food allergies and things like Chrones disease?

*hugs Helen* how you doing?

*hugs everyone*

Well, Monday is over for another week :)
On on the upside looks like he who shall not be named has signed the flat over into my name.
After a slip-up yesterday it is very tempting to cut again but trying to resist (I was just over a month free).

*curls up*

I'm not doing good :'( Trying to tell my boyfriend but he won't understand.

Okay...I told him, he didn't but he was sweet

Helen: Sorry, about what?

Kat: x_x *Hugs* The sooner you get to see someone competant, the better

Mary-Anne: Well done on cutting down on those few ciggies :)

Zowie: (You wouldn't mind if I started calling you Arwen, would you? I prefer using peoples' names) Fairly low, tbh. Hope you're doing better

*Hugs all*

*Triggering* Suicide
 

*Hugs back* Mary Ann and Zowie

My housemate attempted suicide on sunday and now is icu. The other one I have been watching like a hawk as she is likely to follow suit. I care about them both. I don't think I can cope if I lose them both. The hard thing is that we can't see him as we can't contact his family to see him. I know that this would help her cope as she is the one who called the ambulance. And is the most affected by this.
Sorry just needed to get some of it out.

*Hugs and chocolates for all*

Nicole: ****, I'm sorry to hear that x__x *big hugs*

*Big hug* back, thanks

Is it wrong of me to want to save my friend? I just don't know. But I am holding it together for her sake. I can't cry cause once it starts it won't stop.

Of course it's not wrong. You're concerned, and want to help out, it's understandable

Can't.

Can't what? MammaMia

Well our housemate that was in ICU has been placed in another part of the hospital. I guess that is a good sign for him. Can't wait till he is home. Will be seeing him tomorrrow so I guess it is good at least he will have more clothes and so forth. I hope the hospital actually does something to help him rather then just sending him home and saying "You'll be fine".

*Hugs for everyone*

Leaves hugs for everyone. Am in Austria at the moment. Skiing with the family, and... quite honestly it's good cause I needed to get away, but bad cause I gotta be with the parents.

Hope everyone's relatively ok.

*hugs everyone tight*

x

Struggling :(

Four years. Four years today since my mum died.

*cuddles helen and zowie*

*cuddles Arwen*

We're here for you sweetie, you doing anything special for her?

Arwen- Sorry. Hope the day has gone well *Tght hugs*

Helen- Sorry things are difficult atm *offers supportive hugs*

Just to let all know Kahlia has been admitted to hospital (This has been done at her request) with our other housemate. Am glad she is getting the help she needs. I myself am ready to crash. Night all.

*Leaves fresh white roses and lollies for everyone*

Thx's for letting us know

Send her my get well wishes to her!!! hope she gets out asap!!!

Thanks for letting us know Nicole, I hope she'll be okay and i hope you will also be okay. *snuggles*

Just read through the arrangements for the York choir festival (I'm in my university choir) and am rather excited. Alo thinking of trying to get the osition of Welfare Officer on the Student Unioin at university aswell. :O Meant to be on my way to a lecture right now.

I'm going for a drink with her friends, the people I go to the pub with every weekend. Then me, her best friend, dad and my sister are going up to the place where we spread her ashes. My sister doesn't like the place where we did it, so we're going to get some soil into a vase and spread it around a tree in some pretty public gardens nearby. It's symbolic I guess.

i cant do this anymore.....i am so close to just giving up on everything.....someone just put me out of my misery already!!!! :((