*hugs faye* how are you?

*hugs lexy* Is that your name? You are certainly not a bad person.


I'm going ip tomorrow morning. I wish you all a good time and all that.

good luck love <3 hope it's helpful for you <3

*sits in corner with tool* bad bad bad evil girl. Must learn to be better and not a failure.

I don't feel well I don't want to live any more and I can't get help until the psychiatrist contacts me

cant do this anymore just want to die

I missed three months clean by days - also got the day wrong for therapy and missed that today. Thinking of disappearing

HI EVERYONE! I'm back again and in a spiral of unmedication and no sleep. WOO. Whatever. I havent felt in a while. I want to crash...ok that's probably a bit sick but who cares...

Ugh I hate this I want out of here

-stares at a wall-

DIE !
Hide in your fuc kin' grave
You're afraid of life
You do nothing
If you spenD life whineing about death
any wonder you dont like life
just shut up!
Actions speek louder
...but theres still no one listening.
I dont care what you do
just stop getting in my way.
Stop getting me down

You loved me
even though
I know-you knew
I would never love you back
Its youre fault
you shoulda known better
dont blame me, i told you i was heartless

I'm better now, thanks for the boost
oh you want a hand up?... sorry im kinda busy

I'll always lie to you
you're nothing to me
you dont even deserve my honesty
we were never friends
and now that you're no use to me
goodbye

I despise you

but who am I
I'm just a bit ch
I'm heartless, I'm cruel
I never even thought of what i did to you
and now i dont even talk to you
dying wont get my attention
dont live for me
find another
anything
aslong as I dont have to think of you ever again
you're dead to me

if you wont delete that. and live in hope and dont die from me. i love you all. ashers or not. we live together. i will tell you my secret button url. ;(
do something thats full of energy. thats where the life lives. and will accept even the smallest of memories to slip away from your aching hearts.

It's getting harder and harder to fight *sits in corner rocking with tool* Someone kill me please so I don't have to live like this any more

Feels selfish to say but, I'm feeling much the same way midnight. Feeling very unsafe n now alone. Want a _____ n my tool.

Cant choose just one mood. I'm unsafe n sad n guilty n frustrated n crying n alone n several others.

=[. <3.

:'( im done i am seriously done ...cant stop the thoughts and feelings im just done !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to kill myself so much ie never felt this bad before

*hugs Saphire*

ugh why an I so anxious today - I want to die so my anxiety goes away

really want to hurt myself cant stop the thoughts got my blade i cant take it anymore

Just passing through with some love and hugs for my wardies

~takes Anna home n puts her to bed~