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sapphire hearts 30-06-2012 02:55 PM

*hugs Faye*
*hugs Mark*

I'm honestly not sure how much longer I can do this. For thirteen years people have been hurting me - it's what I deserve - and I'm so tired. I just want to fade away.

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 02:58 PM

*hugs katie*

whats happened hun? Your strong you can cope with this and get through it. You wont fade, you will shine brighter than all the other stars.

midnightphoenix 30-06-2012 03:02 PM

*hugs saphire hearts* we're all here for you

Doikers 30-06-2012 03:03 PM

*Hugs Katie* Yopu don't deserve to be hurt hun .

sapphire hearts 30-06-2012 03:04 PM

It's just too much. He's out there, I thought I was safe and it's all a lie. I will never be free from him. I'd rather die than let him do that to me again.

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 03:37 PM

Whats too much hun? do you want to talk more? you can always pm. He wont hurt you again. You could report him?

sapphire hearts 30-06-2012 03:58 PM

Every time I think I'm safe He comes back. Just to remind me I'll never be worth anything. To hurt me and f*** me and let me know I'm a whore and a freak. I will never be free, He always knows where I am, and He punishes me. That's the way it goes. I couldn't report Him. They wouldn't let me.

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 05:09 PM

Who wouldnt let you? hun you are worth so so much. Your a strong determined individual who deserves lots of love and happiness. You are none of what you said.

risenfromperdition 30-06-2012 08:24 PM

*sits with sapphire* you dont deserve to be hurt, and you're not a whore or anything bad you say about yourself <3

ljmeep 30-06-2012 08:35 PM

Sapphire, I agree with RisingFromTheAshes12 ... you do NOT deserve to be hurt! You are NOT a whore. You ARE worth more than you know and everyone here sees that even if you can't see that about yourself right now. *hugs* Hang in there.

Laura2.0 30-06-2012 08:43 PM

*hugs all*

I can't cope. I give up. I want to give in but I'm not allowed to.

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 08:43 PM

Hi

*sits quietly* may i have some safe gentle cuddles if anyone is about please

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 08:44 PM

whats up laura?x

risenfromperdition 30-06-2012 08:45 PM

no giving up laura :( wats rong?
*sits with and hugs gently*

Laura2.0 30-06-2012 09:01 PM

*hugs Katie*

today hates me. first I gained weight but ate a lot less yesterday than usually. Then my mom keeps talking about dad. Then I see dads car parked at the medieval times fair. Then I was at the fair and they play pirate music. What do pirates have to do with knights???
Then we had a lot of hail and it sounded like a horde of people were running through the house... I was alone though. Then I wanted to harm but I can't do it, cause I'm not allowed.

Doikers 30-06-2012 09:07 PM

*Hugs Faye*

*Hugs Laura*

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 09:09 PM

*offers safe cuddles to laura* well done for not harming thats great. Im sorry your mum upset you could you tell her you dont like to talk about your dad?

Im soo cold tonight cant stop shivering and my leg hurts :( feel a bit scared i tried to be positive but if the one thing i need goes wrong ill be back to square one.

*hugs mark* hows you?

Laura2.0 30-06-2012 09:10 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Heather*
*hugs Faye* sorry I got your name wrong before... I missread and thought you were someone else.

happiness...its all a lie 30-06-2012 09:14 PM

thats ok :) *hugs*

risenfromperdition 30-06-2012 09:16 PM

sorry you had such a rough day laura =[ im online if you want.
<3


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