mark-i honestly have no idea. but i expect you can.
*hugs lia* I have had the urge before, but never acted on it :( i feel so stupid.

Try not to be too hard on yourself Nicole. I'm sure you tried your best to restist it and now you know how much you regret it, that might help towards resisiting the urge if it ever arises again.

*hugs lia* Thanks hun. I think i'm gonna try go on a diet. I will be sensible. I just think this came from the fact i am overweight, and fet fat. But there are better ways to control that than purging-right?

*Hugs Nicole* Please do be sensible on a diet . Otherwise it won't be safe , I've had the urage to purge to in the not too distant past , I've even attempted it :S So I can understand where you are coming from .

*hugs mark* I will be sensible. I am actually classed as overweight. So i do need to go on a diet.......

As long as you are careful Nicole and promise me you won't skip meals or go below an average weight?

i promise lia.
Apart from breakfast. I cannot eat in the mornings. It makes me sick :/

I don't eat much in the mornings either , just 1 Bananna usually and COOOOOOFFFFFFFFEEEEEEEE :p

I think the Diaz has Calmed me but You two guys , Lia and Nicole have helped me a LOT :) Thankyou :)

lol mark. I can't even manage a bannana. And i absolutley HATE coffee! Its normally just a cuppa tea for me :P

I'm glad to hear that Mark :) I'm feeling a little better now too. I actually just got dressed and am thinking about doing my reading for English.

Fair enough Nicole, I don't eat breakfast either.

Hah Is their a link between Little / No Breakfast and Self Injury ? Heh.

lol mark. I dunno. Doubt it though :/ i suppose it depends on the reason you don't eat breakfast though.

*hugs everyone*

*Hug Louise* How're you?

It was just a random thought of mine Nicole , I'm just not hungry in the morning .

*hugs louise*
I know mark. It just got me thinking about it though, i mean they say if you don't have breakfast it messes up the rest of your eating, which kinda then messes with your brain, which could lead to SI. Heh, just something to think about.

Or if the reason you don't eat breakfast is because of an eating disorder and you cut because of the ED. I have done some of my reading :) I'm still not up to date, but it's progress. I really need to start working properly, it just takes so much effort...

Oh my days. My motivation today is terrible. I actually have done next to nothing. I've got dressed, read two chapters of Wuthering Heights for English and done a tiny bit of writing. What else have I been doing all of this time?!

My Dad showed up earlier than I thought , I was Watching " From Dusk Till Dawn" It's violent but I've seen it a few times and it's good for taking my mind off thoughts , make sense? So anyway I've paused the DVD and am watching Friends re-runs , just for the change of pace heh

*Squishes Lia* Having No Motivation is going around I think .