Tired
 

I'm different again I already know
There's nothing left
Where did it go
Getting up's so hard
I just want to sleep
It's a losing battle
The alarm starts to beep
Smiling and trying as hard as I can
Just to keep moving, just to stand
Too tired to breathe, too tired to be
I just want to leave can't you see

This sounds very sad, you are good at conveying how you're feeling. I hope that through writing is a good outlet for those painful feelings.