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PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 05:49 AM

-offers oliver a protective teddy as well- Sorry you are struggling too, Oliver..

ˈsäləˌterē 17-01-2011 05:53 AM

I'm sorry too Oliver! At least we're not alone.

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 05:56 AM

Sorry guys but I don't know if I can do this I don't even know if I will survive the night..

The following content has been hidden - Reason : SI/SU trig
I just want to slash my wrists so bad. I don't know if I can make it through the night. I'm sorry. Sorry.


-rocks faster-

frenchhorn 17-01-2011 06:02 AM

*hugs Kitty lots* please stay safe, is there someone you can talk to, or be with. Is there some sort of helpline you can call where you are, like we have the samaritans here. Please find someone to talk to and be with to keep you safe

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 06:06 AM

-hugs oliver back- I don't have any friends. There is a crisis line but if I call it and tell them I am suicidal they will have me sent to the hospital and I can't afford that. I don't have the money or any health care..

ˈsäləˌterē 17-01-2011 06:07 AM

Kitty honey, there are so many things running through my head that I wanna say to you that I can't even pick one. Just please stay safe! Please!

frenchhorn 17-01-2011 06:08 AM

even in an emergency you still have to pay for hospital treatment.
I'm sorry that sucks. Keeps talking to us, is there some sort of national helpline which is more anonymous, so you wouldnt put you in hospital.

*hugs Kutty and Solo*

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 06:11 AM

What do you want to say to me, Solo?

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 06:17 AM

-hugs oliver back- I don't know. Maybe. I've never called the national hotline before I'm not sure if they track your call if you say you are suicidal and send an ambulance or anything...

And yes, to answer your question. It's against the law for them to refuse treatment if you are unable to pay, but you still get a huge bill. Like I went to the ER in november to see if I needed stitches I was only there for like 15 minutes with the doctor and they charged me $625. That bill is on its way to collections, which means it's going to ruin my credit. And that was only for 15 minutes!

frenchhorn 17-01-2011 06:23 AM

oh my god, hearing that makes me glad for the NHS.
well going on the national helplines in england, they dont track your calls, i have called them after taking an overdose and they offered to call an ambulance for me, but i refused so they couldn't do anything.
I dont know what it is like where you live.
*hugs*

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 06:24 AM

-hugs oliver back- I don't know, either. I have heard they do put you on hold, though.. =/

frenchhorn 17-01-2011 06:28 AM

*hugs Kitty* its worth a try at least. please stay safe. are you on yor own at the moment?

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 06:31 AM

Yes, on my own.. sorry guys..

-rocks back and forth-

frenchhorn 17-01-2011 06:34 AM

*hugs* is there someone you can visit, or be with? just so your not alone

ˈsäləˌterē 17-01-2011 06:35 AM

I'm havin computer troubles again. I'm also gettin drifty. I want to say lots of things about how special you are n how many people care about you n other things you won't listen to.

ˈsäləˌterē 17-01-2011 06:41 AM

I'm sorry kitty! I read that back n it sounded harsh. I didn't mean for it to. I kept driftin while I was tryin to type it on my iPod. I can barely see. I just really care about you n I want you to stay safe. I want so badly to help but I don't know how.

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 06:46 AM

-hugs oliver- No. I have no friends, and I don't know anyone in the area..

You ok solo?..

ˈsäləˌterē 17-01-2011 07:08 AM

I dunno. I can't think. I don't feel well.

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 07:10 AM

Did you take anything? Do anything?..

ˈsäləˌterē 17-01-2011 07:14 AM

I've been doin some things to lose weight. My heart's doin gymnastics.

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 07:17 AM

Solo... what have you done??? Do you need medical attention?!

ˈsäləˌterē 17-01-2011 07:22 AM

I think I better lay down. You gonna be ok? Will I talk to you tomorrow?

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 07:23 AM

I don't know. Can't promise anything at this point. Go lay down and take care of yourself. If it gets worse, you should go to the hospital..

xxjuliexx 17-01-2011 07:32 AM

*sits and waves to kitty*

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 07:34 AM

-waves to amy- How you be?

xxjuliexx 17-01-2011 07:36 AM

i is biting our nails again i no i shouldnt but i just keep doing it there so brittly it annoys me so i'm ok u?

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 07:38 AM

Can you use a fingernail clipper and/or a filer? It's better for your nails. I don't want to burden you with talk about me. -offers fingernail clipper and filer-

xxjuliexx 17-01-2011 08:01 AM

sorry i went away for a bit

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 08:12 AM

It's ok, Owen. You doing okies?

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 08:14 AM

-spots and waves to laura- hows you?

Doikers 17-01-2011 11:25 AM

*Hugs Helen*
*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Kitty*
*Hugs Solo*
*Hugs Ileana*
*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Amy*
*Waves to Owen*

I'm sorry you are all struggling so much :(

Doikers 17-01-2011 11:42 AM

*Spots and Hugs Kahlia* How are you hun?

Kahlia1981 17-01-2011 12:05 PM

*huggles all*

*hugs Mark* - a bit tired and very sore. how are you?

Doikers 17-01-2011 12:06 PM

*Hugs Kahlia* I'm sorry you're Tired and Sore :( I'm feeling okay , determined today .

one_step_closer 17-01-2011 01:28 PM

Hello everyone.

Doikers 17-01-2011 01:31 PM

Hey Lindsay :) How are you feeling today hun?

one_step_closer 17-01-2011 01:34 PM

Like I want to kill myself. I wish I had the freedom to go ahead with it.

How are you, Mark?

Doikers 17-01-2011 01:36 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry you feel like crap , is there anything you can do to take your mind off it? Listen to some Linkin Park? I would miss you if you went ahead with it :(

I'm watching the clock , Waiting for it to be 1pm so I can go to meet my befriender Becky.

one_step_closer 17-01-2011 01:51 PM

Nothing seems to take my mind off things any more. Hope you enjoy your meeting with your befriender.

Doikers 17-01-2011 02:00 PM

*Super Huge Hugs Lindsay*

Ileana 17-01-2011 04:48 PM

My anxiety level is through the roof. I have tachycardia and I'm shaking...and I feel like running into a wall (only FEEL like it). I'm wigging out. Meh. I don't even know why I posted it here. Sorry.

Doikers 17-01-2011 04:52 PM

I'm sorry you are so Anxious Ileana :( *Hugs* Do you have any Camomille Tea or Lavender oil to put on a hanky? these are meant to be calming :)

Ileana 17-01-2011 05:03 PM

Thank you. I wish I did but I don't. I'm doing some things here to calm myself down. I'm writing, it helps.

TheSuffererComplex 17-01-2011 05:44 PM

Hey guys, im back again. Just feeling low cause my girl broke up with me =/
Just lonely i guess.

SparkleKitten 17-01-2011 05:58 PM

**** today!

Couldn't sleep last night, had only 4h sleep.
Woke up in a bad mood because of low sleep.
Couldn't afford food whilst at uni, had a bag of hula hoops to tide me over though.
Uni, my first lecture was just a joke. Did the stuff 3 years ago. ¬_¬
Second lecture, assignment is group work, and its on something I can't do. Anyone found not doing equal share of the work will be given a 0. I can't do said work, I'll need time off for medical stuff, I'm not mentally capable of doing the work. Ugh.
Then got the bus home, full of screaming children. My fiance had to go to a garage, so he couldn't pick me up from uni like he said, no big deal, just got the bus and arranged to meet 2 friends.
Both friends "forgot" about plans I made 20 minutes previously. At dinner today, noone was interested in talking to me, my friend got an iphone, so that was more interesting than talking to me.
Voice has been bad today. Feel really paranoid I was almost sick with it. Cried all the way home. :/
Now my fiance is telling me to stop being silly about everything. AGH!

misskitty112 17-01-2011 06:19 PM

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry today has been so crappy. I love you. <3

Doikers 17-01-2011 06:19 PM

*Hugs Matt?* I'm sorry you broke up man :(

*Hugs Sarah* Wow , it sounds like you have had a crap day, I'm sorry about that hun :(

SparkleKitten 17-01-2011 06:33 PM

*cuddles everyone* I love you guys. Just want to curl up and hide in a little hole now.

Doikers 17-01-2011 06:53 PM

*Cuddles Sarah*

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 07:30 PM

-hugs everyone- Sorry you are all feeling so crappy today. Sorry bout last night.


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