~hugs Nicole~

*Hugs Nicole*

*Spots Crimson and hugs*

*hugs Solo and Mark*

*Hugs Solo and Mark* How are you both?

The Diaz has kicked in pretty well . I feel a bit less alcohol cravings . Still got urges to S.I. . But dinner is soon :) Sweet Potato , Soy beans , sprouts and a vege burger :)

Good good :) that sounds like a yummy dinner Mark, I just had spaghetti bolognese with quorn instead of mincemeat cause we only eat chicken :)

Ohh Nice Nicole. I'm Vegetarian. I don't eat chicken or fish or anything .

Hi again everyone. Sorry, I was scared and tired last night. I don't know what's going on with my head just now but I'm doing that thing again where I'm hurting myself and it just seems to bypass my brain. I just start hitting myself as hard as I can. It's the built up frustration and confusion at myself. I was even doing it at work today and I was on reception duties. No one saw but I just didn't want to stop.

Just felt so spaced out and everything was so hectic I was making stupid mistakes. I couldn't really sleep last night and I slept in. I was late for work but not too late and thought I might not be noticed but I walk into the lift and there's my manager. She didn't say anything but she did a sort of double-take and I'll probably hear about it soon. I'm just exhausted now and have work stuff to do which I should have done last night but didn't and it made my day worse because the slightest worry just sets me off into panic mode.

*Hugs Gill* Sorry you didn't have such a good day :S

I hope I make 8... it'll be better when hubby gets home and can take the kids for a bit... they are really just pushin buttons right now... I love spendin time with them...just they've had ONE day of school this week and tomorrow doesn't look promising for school so ... they are all up on each other fightin cuz they need that break from each other and they aren't gettin it

hugs all

i'm off to tackle laundry *sigh* :(

I really want some chocolate but noone will go to the shop for me and I don't really wanna go in there anymore cause the shopkeeper keeps asking me for my number -.-

Oh that sounds odd nicole hun:(

I know he means well, and I feel really bad cause i'm avoiding the question..cause I think I kinda like him, but I just have a lot of trust issues with men and don't think I can handle it :/

hi all

*Hugs everyone* Hello all.

*Hugs Lia* How are you?

Hey Nicole :) *hugs*

I'm alright, getting driven slightly crazy by this whole theatre studies business. I've always loved acting now I can't do it to save my life and my drama coursework group are getting really pissed off with me :/ I wish I could explain it to them.

How's everyone else?

:( That sucks hun. I don't really have any advice, sorry :/
*sings*