My nana and Grandad came round before...and...it was awful :-(
I've always loved my grandad so much...but he was..different today... he didnt defend me or hug me or anything...
I dont know what to do...
everything I knew is crumbling from under me...
I dont want to do this anymore...

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Sorry for invading, won't happen again

Aww hun i'm sorry *huge hugs* Is there anything you can do to take you mind off things? X

Maybe your Grandad was just havign a bad day himself - or maybe you seemed stronger to him and he didn't feel he needed to defend you. I'm sorry you feel let down by him though.
When things change around us it gets really scary - I really hope that next time you see him he is more like his normal self with you - if you get the chance can you ask him about it? Hugs xxx

You arent invading.
I told you to pop in.
Welcome to my home...
:]

I don't want this anymore

Hi there Automatik Teknicolour, it's my first time in here today too and everyone's very nice, don't worry :)

What's up, Automatik? Want to talk about it?

I'm another Jess
I'm not having a good day :-(

Thing is?
It's stupid stuff, but it's pushed me too far
He's pushed me too far

Do you want to talk about it? Might help to get it off your chest. You can PM me if you need someone to talk to but don't feel you can talk on here. *hugs*

he's doing it on purpose.
Because he can.
I wouldnt be suprised if his future wife becomes another figure on the domestic abuse stats tbh.
It'll end up going that way...
Ive seen it...felt it before...
and if he carries on....I swear to god...
well...*strokes her lighter*

Please be careful. Maybe put the lighter somewhere safe for now til you feel a bit better about things? I'm sorry things are hard at the moment *hugs*

i think i need to check in here for a while.
xxx

Yep, it'll end up being me
Bored now. Bed soon. Yes
Can't hurt myself there...

Hey Kija, how are you tonight?

Jess, if you're leaving us please look after yourself. If you ever need someone to talk to, you're welcome to PM me *hugs*

Kjirsten - really good to see you - hows things?

Alexx please be careful with the lighter hunny - I'm sorry you are feeling so bad.

Welcome Automatik teknicolour - feel free to pop by anytime.

Jess - you are really lovely to everyone.

Bored and useless
Ill and weak
Weak minded and annoyed
Tired and wanting to hurt...
Sums it up

Howdy Kija. You ok?

Jess'car. Take care of yourself. I need you in one piece. And you can always pop back in :)
I'm alwayyyyyssss in and out...more often in though....hmmm
oh well....I love it.

I should be ok....I've already started one fire tonight....in the garden...

Is there something that's set you off feeling so bad Jess?

*hugs Katch* :)