Chloe, can you not study with someone else? It may help by ensuring you keep at it.

Maybe not doing too well actually...

The hospital was okay, I feel better than I did on Thursday when I was admitted. It was only a short admission but it helped.
Four times I've been in psych hospitals, it seems unreal.
Voices are very bad today but I'm coping. The crisis team are coming over later.

My cat keeps rubbing herself against the keyboard. It's awkward.
Love you all loads xxx

I want to cut so so much
And being in a real psych ward does not seem to be helping right now, think i'd rather hide in here

Carole, it's good to hear from you hun. *hugs*

Chloe, I think I will do that actually and pray that he gets it. Because if I ever try to email my tutor, it never works. Yet I can email Jane & Jess fine from that email, oh well. I just have a bad feeling he's going to fail it because it's late...but I doubt that.

Zowie, I'm glad you're feeling bit better. Voices suck....they really do :(

Jo, hugs for you hunnie. Come hide with us ^_^

*Hugs Jo* Take care of yourself sweetheart xxx

Meh.
I hate this :(

*hugs Emma, Helen, Cloe, Carole, Jo, Jeremy, Yellow, and anyone else she may have missed-sorry about that btw-*

I hope everyone is doing a bit better now. I am sorry, I'm not sure how to address all of your posts... I DO hope you are all able to stay safe and feeling a bit better... And I love you all dearly.

I don't know what I am feeling, what's going on... anything... It's rather weird and I hate it:crying: I can't even explain it... but I wish it would go away...

I don't want to be safe :(

I meet Emma two weeks tomorrow eeeek =D

Crisis team will be here in a few minutes.

*hugs Zowie*
Good luck hun

*snuggles Helen*
Hang in there luv, please...

Good luck Zowie :)

Meh...I'm trying to hold on :) Dreading tomorrow *sobs*

I'm sorry hun *snuggles*

G*d I want to OD :crying:

Please don't OD hunnie.

*hugs tight*

*runs in crying her eyes out and hides*
Ally...please dont OD :crying:

hugs all... cries as well... gives self a headache... not good

*Hugs everyone loads*

I hope everyone is doing ok and staying safe i'm around if anyone wants to talk.

I got a new appointment through to see my physc today but its for the 20th of june and there is no chance in hell i'm going to see him on my 21st birthday so i've gotta cancel it once again and i know there not gonna be happy with me cause i keep cancelling my appointments but oh well.

*hugs everyone*

*hugs everyone*

How are you doing now Ally? Please don't OD hun, we would miss you too much! *hugs*

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Me? I am about to go and get very drunk. So expect some drunken posts later :P I got ****ing triggered cutting turkey of all things earlier!

* graphic SI warning*











Just cutting it with the knife, watching it split, had this image, flashback. Beautifully separated, everything clear. hmmmm.

*hugs Emma*

If you can...call me....I wanna tell you summat over the phone =P

Sorry I know I shouldnt really be posting here but...I feel like ****.

I wish I had gone through with it